Let's take ibuprofen together

sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

drawing is all sbout becoming good at illustrating one character at 3/4 angle and nothing else no backgrounds no props no furniture no money no job no future

thinking about that illustration of solitude vs loneliness in which solitude is a dog peacefully holding its own leash & loneliness is a feral dog fighting against the restraint of the leash & feeling slightly insane

"kill them with kindness" FALSE! task manager🧮

Killing yourself shouldn't kill you. I should be able to die recreationally

do people genuinely enjoy being in fandom discords serious question they make me feel like im going to throw up and/or spontaneously combust

i see people talk about being in like some video game discord with four thousand people and im like the thought of being in essentially a big group chat with that many people is horrifying. plus i hate notifications but then if you mute channels then you basically never talk to anyone. at least on forums you could leave, not receive notifications (unless you like subscribed to a thread), and then come back whenever you wanted to see what people were saying. also discord just sucks ass

also speaking as a lurker i don't want to join a fucking discord to see people talking about the stuff i like! all the time i look something up and it's like the only way to see people talking about this thing or even the only way to find tutorials/tips is to join a discord and im like well im not fucking doing that

evil infodumping where you just tell lies

Trying to get back into cosplaying except my budget is a shoestring and I don't have any of my old implements cuz I moved 🔥🔥🔥🔥

i, personally, love to straddle that fine line between “fandom blog” and “record of complete psychological breakdown”