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a tattoo isn't enough anymore, i need 'you're singin' obnoxious, i'm laughing like spring' carved into one of my rib bones so when archeologists dig me up centuries from now the only discernable trait about my character is that lyric being a part of me

my voice is still gone from the concert so i just have to agressively clear my throat every now and then

I COULD NOT SPEAK FOR LIKE A WEEK AFTER MY CONCERT it was so worth it though

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

lol