Colours of The Universe

I am always afraid of confronting my own family or parts of myself. They all craved to be together forever but that is not what I ever want from them. What happens if they disappeared, left me, or even died. Well that what exactly what happened to me but I didn’t want to laid the burden on them. There is no such thing as burning a weakness from someone. It is always hard to understand and confront fear itself. However, that weakness within me that grows like a tree and infect the rest of them. I must let them stray away from the truth about me. I don’t want them to shoulder the burden on them. I want to protect from what it is inside of me. 

Maybe I should have done more for them instead of lying around all the time and do nothing. I was the one who left them without any reason. I suddenly just come back into their lives and thinking that I was a different person. They were all counting on me and I failed them all. They have to take up the consequences for what I did to them because I was too weak to stand up for myself. 

Vincent woke up and is laying on the ground. He gets up and everything is white and cannot see from a few feet in front of him. It is like a fog. He begins to walk through the fog, he suddenly heard a girl crying somewhere in the fog. 

Vincent follows the sounds and finds a young woman in a red dress crying on the floor. Vincent looks at her in sadness and bends down towards her, “I’m so sorry, Red. I don’t want to forget about you.” 

“Why haven’t you let go of me?”

“I can’t. Not now and forever. You’re still a part of me as much that I am a part of you.” Vincent said, “I can’t let you go because of them. When you are gone, who else is going to protect them.” 

“We are...” 

“Look, I know that we are the same person. You’re a part of something who didn’t let go. Now please, come back to us.”