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hi!! thanks for the ask!!

i would check archive of our own and then maybeeeee wattpad if you can't find anything?

i don't have any standout recommendations that i can think of off the top of my head (i'm sorry!!!)

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AHHHH!!! I am so glad you enjoyed your letter!! that is 100% me on etsy!! my bf and i (jacobs tumblr is @shiganshiina ) run the shop together!! he is the one who introduced me to aot as well as some bomb ass fics and ships!! also I love jearmin and eruri as well!! also how far are you into the series? I have a few other ships I enjoy but I don’t wanna spoil anything for you!

also I will personally go find some baller ass fics for you!! I haven’t read any recently that I can think of off the top of my head but I will go look!!

yes yes yes!! i’ll categorize them because I’m not sure exactly what you’re looking for!! (all of the fics will be on ao3 and yes, all of them have smut hehe) if you know any other jean/reader fics please let me know!! i’m starving here!! also these are all 1+ chapter fics!!

MODERN AU

Respectfully, an Absolute Mess by Ercthesloth

this one right here. i laughed, cried and wanted to choke the reader at certain points. it is so incredible. this is a modern au that is not completed. please make sure you read the tags and warnings because this has some heavy topics!! also, the final pairing is still up for debate I believe (it’s a jean/reader and eren/reader fic, they both want the reader but reader is very torn)

Ice Cream, You Scream by LilacMochi

i loveee this one, I can’t wait for my updates because fuckboy jean has my entire heart! reader and jean both work at ice cream parlor, jean is an absolute fuckboy but he can’t seem to understand why he has such a soft sport for the reader? this isn’t completed and has relatively slow updates but god it’s so good.

The Boys at Work by spiteless

(also @/spiteless-xo on tumblr!! i didn’t know if she wanted to be tagged but she posts on tumblr too!! I read her stuff religiously. she has some fic recs as well)

read up to current spot in a NIGHT! I could not put it down. another jean/reader and eren/reader, but jean is readers best friend and tries to warn the reader to stay away from fuckboy eren… but does the reader ever listen? also love the fact this one is a modern workplace au (is that what it’s called?) like it’s AFTER college (with some flashbacks of course) but I love love love it

HISTORICAL (?) AU

Summer by ratboiradio

also @/ratboiradio in tumblr! I had no clue gracie had a tumblr and nearly fell to the ground when I saw they did!!

I love me a period piece and this one… I have no words. jean/reader fic that has everything you could possibly need (aka jean and cats!) also did not know I needed french speaking jean until I read this… be warned this also gets a little heavy at some parts, so just make sure you read the tags/ warnings!!

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MIRACLE ON 104th STREET

pairing: jean kirstein x reader

prompt: watching christmas movies

content: jeanboy surprises you for christmas, MODERN AU, not proofread

wc: 1.2k

a/n: sorry this took so long! the new semester started and since I’m a senior in college it’s gonna be a little crazy!! also, i'm sorry I kind of broke off from the prompt! find the list of prompts here

“Alone? For Christmas?” Jean asked you, his eyes wide as he did so. 

You shrugged. It’s not like you had chosen to be alone this holiday season, but with your father working all break, you figured you might as well stay in your small apartment. Besides, your roommate, Annie, would be visiting her father, so you would have the place to yourself.

“I don’t see the problem,” you admitted, the walk to Jean’s car seeming longer than ever. Despite your protesting, Jean was driving you home from the 4pm history class the two of you shared. Damn this winter weather.

“W-what?! You don’t see the-! You can’t be alone for Christmas!” Jean practically cried out, throwing his hands into the air in exasperation. 

The now exhausting conversation had started when Jean had begun telling you about his own Christmas plans. Mentioning how he would most likely go visit Sasha’s family again with Connie. It was their tradition, he would tell you. However, when asking about your plans, he did not like the answer he received.

“Jean it’s really ok. Annie will be out of town anyways. It’ll be nice not having to share the living quarters. Besides I’d much rather be alone at my place than sitting there at my dad’s. So can we please drop it?”

Jean sighed, but reluctantly nodded his head. 

There was a chill in the air on Christmas eve.  The snow that fell having no problem sticking to the ground, layering on top of one another until it was several inches thick. You had been bundled under a plethora of blankets while the heat in your apartment worked overtime. Jean has let all of your friends know about your Christmas plans, or lack there of, and now you were starting to regret declining Eren and Mikasa’s offer to come home with them. Especially since Carla made a mean Christmas dinner, or so you heard. The plate of place and bake Christmas cookies sat in front of you. 

They weren’t very good.

You only prayed that the copious amounts of sugar would knock you into a sugar coma that would last until the next day. Most places were closed, and probably would stay that way even a few days after Christmas due to the snow storm that was taking place outside. That being said, the lack of groceries at your place was starting to leave you feeling massively underprepared. Grocery shopping was not your forte. 

While debating if you wanted to pay the delivery fee in your favorite Chinese restaurant, your phone lit up from its place on your coffee table.

Jean: u awake?

You: do I ever sleep?

Jean: true

Jean: wyd

You: freezing to death

You: how’s Sasha’s?

You: did Connie sing the whole car ride there? rip to ur ears

Jean: I wouldn’t know, didn’t go

You were surprised to say the least. Why wouldn’t he go to Sasha’s? It was tradition wasn't it? 

Jean: coming over rn

Jean: damn there’s a shit ton of snow 

You knew there was no bother trying to stop the man from coming over. He was stubborn. Always had been. Instead your fingers hovered over the keyboard of your phone, unsure of what to say next.

Jean: do u want me to bring over groceries? connie bought way too much shit before he left fr 

You: yes pls ur a lifesaver

You: been eating christmas cookies all night 

You: also, please drive safe. I mean it. i’d be pissed at you if you died

Jean: <3

Deciding not to text the man while he was driving, you settled on making the living quarters look a little less like a tornado had ran through it, picking up and putting away any dirty dishes from earlier in the day.

Before too long, Jean was there. His arms draped with grocery bags, he wasn’t kidding when he said Connie may have gone a little crazy. However, you were more focused on how he looked. Jean had been dressed in what looked like a black turtleneck with a gray overcoat keeping him warm. How he always looked straight out of a fashion magazine amazed you. Meanwhile, you were wearing a pair of black sweats with mismatched cat socks on. And yes, they did have little ears on them. 

“Well are you gonna leave me in the hallway all night?” he joked, the smile evident on his face. 

Your face flushed as you realized you had zoned out. 

“Y-yeah, come in.” You stepped out of his way, ushering him inside. 

Jean immediately headed to your kitchen to put the groceries he had brought away. His familiarity with your apartment bringing a smile to your face. Jean shrugged off his overcoat, his muscles straining against the turtleneck that had been underneath. You couldn’t help but stare. It was no secret that your friend was a very attractive man. Not to mention he had the personality to match. His suave attitude, yet gentlemanly charm gaining the attention of many women whenever your friend group had their weekly outings.

“Helloooooo?” Jean waved his hand in front of you, bending slightly so he could meet your eyes. Snapping back to the present, you apologized quickly. 

“Sorry… what?”

“I asked if you’ve eaten? I can make something for us if you’d like.” Jean offered .

You nodded shyly, embarrassed you had been caught daydreaming again. “I’d like that…” 

Jean grinned, pushed up his sleeves and clapped. “Alrighty then!”

The two of you now sat on the maroon sectional located in the middle of your living room, your empty plates resting on the coffee table. 

“I just don’t understand how they forgot their kid at home!” You cried out, your legs tucked under yourself in an attempt to keep yourself warm. 

Jean let out a boisterous laugh, the sound music to your ears. “It’s just a movie! The whole point of Home Alone is being… ya know… home alone.”

You giggled, the harsh air providing the goosebumps on your arm a permanent residency. You shivered slightly despite the mountain of blankets you had been hoarding. 

“Come here.” Jean spoke softly.

“Huh?” 

“You’re cold.” He stated. “Just come here.”

Too cold to argue, you scooted over closer to Jean. His arm that had been resting on the back of the couch pulled you closer to him. You immediately felt relief, his body radiating enough heat for the both of you. You couldn’t help the sigh that fell from your mouth, nuzzling closer to the man without thinking. The tips of Jean’s ears turned a rosy shade of pink as you fell deeper into the man’s chest. 

You let the continuous stream of Christmas movies play lowly on the television. Neither you or Jean wanting to get up to find the remote and change it. Eventually, Jean felt your breath fall steady, the gentle sound of soft snores slipping from you as you slept soundly.

hi!! yes! im still working on it bc i’ve had the WORST writers block!! but i’m taking suggestions for anything you guys would like to see in BIOTA 2 and hoping it inspires me!!

here is where you can find the prompts and all the rules!

pairing: jean kirstein x gn!reader

content: this takes place during the scouting mission to marley, so in between s3 and 4

wc: 1.4k

a/n: finally!! a part 2 to nightmares hehe!! sorry it took so long I was so uninspired and eh idk! also wasn't sure how to end it at all so oops! view part 1 here

You had been quiet on the boat ride to Marley. The heavier clothing felt uncomfortable, and the atmosphere was stiffer then the linen suit you had been wearing.  

“Hey”, a voice came from next to you. If you had been startled, you didn’t show it.

“Hey,” You greeted the person beside you without turning to look at them. You recognized the previous voice as Mikasa’s. 

“Why are you avoiding Jean? It’s very… awkward,” she stated bluntly. 

You let out a curt laugh, your eyes remaining on the sea.

“I’m not avoiding him. I just have no interest in talking to him.” You lied through your teeth.

“Why?” Mikasa was quick to ask.

“Mikasa, what would you do if you told Eren how you felt and he shut you down completely? If he made you feel like utter garbage for feeling the way you do?”

The short haired girl was quiet. 

“That’s why.”

You had no reason to be so short with Mikasa, I mean, she didn’t do anything right? It’s not her fault she was the object of Jean’s affection all the fucking time. She couldn’t help the fact she was beautiful, strong, and so many other great things. 

But you were angry. Angry that Jean seemed fine in the weeks that passed your confession, he was even back to his cocky, albeit, over confident, self. He had become flirtatious once more. You often saw him flirting with some of the other scouts, however knowing Jean, it was just good fun.

Why didn’t you get to have fun? Why did you have to spend your time avoiding your friends so you didn’t create an awkward environment for them whenever you were around Jean (a feat which obviously had failed). 

You felt alone. For the first time since you joined the 104th cadet corps, you felt truly and utterly alone. You lost the man you thought you loved (in the worst way possible might you add), and now you were pushing away your friends. 

The trip to Marley was meant to be a scouting mission, go undercover to investigate the status of Marley as a nation and identify its weak points. However, it was more than that. It was a chance to finally feel free, and you were going to use that to your advantage. This trip you were going to just live. You were going to live for yourself instead of anyone else. Being a scout meant being aware that time is limited. You never knew when you wouldn’t be returning home. So although a part of you had longed for a life with Jean and your friends, a life where you all lived happily, forever, you knew better than to think that dream could ever become a reality. What you didn’t know? You failed to realize that there had been a familiar pair of eyes watching you from afar. 

For as long as he could remember, Jean’s feelings for you were far from platonic. He wasn't stupid, he knew he had royally fucked things up between the two of you. He wasn’t sure why he wasn’t able to accept your confession to him, especially when everyone around him knew how he felt about you. But now here you were avoiding him, and well to be honest it’s not like he was actively seeking you out. Which is why Jean was so surprised to find you sitting alone in the back of one of the tents of the family who had brought Eren and the rest of you to celebrate with them. You looked more upset than usual, which Jean knew was probably because of him.

The rustling of Jean pulling back the curtain separating you from the others had caused you to look up.

“Oh- uh- I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were back here, I’ll give you some space,” He muttered, turning to leave. He had a nice buzz and wasn’t looking for anything to take that away, and to be honest, any conversation with you would probably do just that.

“It’s fine, you can stay,” You mumble, avoiding his gaze. “I’ll leave.”

“No!” Jean interjected startling the both of you. “I mean uh- you don’t have to… we can hang out… like we used to.”

You stared at the boy in front of you. He had been shifting his weight from one foot to the other, clearly uncomfortable. You should have laughed in his face. But you couldn’t. Something longed for Jean the same way you had before. So instead, you nodded. 

“Yeah... uh okay.”

Jean wasn’t sure why he said that. Quite honestly the last thing he wanted was to “hang out.” 

“So uh… how have you been?” He found himself searching for something, anything, to say to you. You scoffed and sent him a glare. Obviously he had made the wrong choice. 

“How do you think I’ve been?” 

Jean cleared his throat. “Right uh…” 

Fuck it, he thought. 

“Listen, I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you or make you feel isolated from anyone.”

Your eyes shot up to meet his, how did he know you felt isolated? He must have sensed your confusion because he quickly answered.

“You don’t hang out with anyone anymore. They miss you. I miss you.”

You frowned. “Jean… you’re the one who pushed me away. Not the other way around. I told you how I felt 

“I know!” He exclaimed before clearing his throat. “I know I did,” he mumbled this time. 

A silence fell between the two of you. 

“What can I say to make things better?” Jean pleaded. “Please.”

You gave him a sad smile. Truthfully there was nothing he could say. Your friendship- or whatever the fuck you’d call it was tainted.

“I miss you.” He stated again, firmer than before. “I wish I could- I just- I don’t know…” he fumbled over himself.

Your lip trembled ever so slightly. Why was he still here? Couldn’t he tell this was killing you? You glanced down at your lap, where your hands continued to fiddle with one another.

Jean kept his eyes trained on you, he seemed to be lost in thought.

“Fuck it,” he mumbled. “You’re my everything too ya know? I don’t know why I pushed you away. No… actually I do. I was scared. I still am. I’m fucking terrified of losing you guys. Sasha, Connie, you. Especially you actually. Every fiber of my being wants to just keep everything bad away from you, I want to protect you. I don’t want you to have to keep losing people you care about and selfishly enough I don’t want you to lose me. I want to be there for you. I want to be there when you wake up, when you go to bed, when you can’t sleep, everything. It’s so fucking stupid. We’re so young and yet we quite literally have the weight of the world on our shoulders. I just- I don’t know. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t pretend like you aren’t my everything too.”

A loss for words was an understatement of your current status. Jean had just done exactly what you had begged him to do previously. He let you in. Not only did he let you in but he practically just declared how he felt about you… to you. How long had he been feeling this way? Didn’t he realize you were scared too? 

He called out your name softly, getting your attention to focus back on him. You let out a shaky breath, slowly getting back to your feet. 

Now standing, you made your way over to where Jean stood. The tips of his ears a shade of pink that made him look breathtaking.

“I’m scared too ya know.” You spoke quietly, coming to stand in front of the boy.

“I know,” Jean sighed.

“Im terrified of losing you. Im terrified of losing anyone but god losing you… I don’t know what I’d do. I couldn’t bare it Jean.” 

Jean gave you a sad smile, his hand hesitantly coming to rest on your cheek. You let out a shaky breath. 

“I’m not going anywhere. I know I can’t promise you anything because god who knows what’s going to happen, but I promise I can try.”

“That’s all I could ever ask for.” Tears brimmed your eyes at Jean’s words.

He leaned forward, resting his forehead on your own. “You mean so much to me.”

“You mean so much to me as well.” You let out a soft laugh. Jean grinned hearing your laugh for what felt like the first time in forever.

The two of you stayed their for a moment before you broke the silence. “Are you going to kiss me yet or what?” You joked.

Jean let out a loud laugh, before shrugging. “I don’t knowwwww, should I?” he smirked, back to his original cocky attitude. 

You rolled your eyes, however the smile never fell off your face.

17. “Hey… if we don’t both find somebody by midnight then maybe… you and me?” “Ask me properly and I might consider it.” fluff with jean kirstein :) ty and happy holidays!

MIDNIGHT

pairing: jean kirstein x gn!reader

prompt: “hey if we don’t both find somebody by midnight then maybe… you and me?” “ask me properly and I might consider it.”

content: nervous jean, mentions of drugs, jean just wants to kiss you so bad

wc: 0.8k

a/n: sorry this took me like 4 years to get to!! i’ve had the most insane writers block :’) I hope this is ok and you like it!! you can find more prompts here

It was the night of Eren’s annual new year’s eve party. The music was pounding and the drinks were never ending in his 2 bedroom apartment he shared with Armin. Couples clung to each other while they shamelessly grinded to the beat that had been lost in chatter. You weren’t an avid party goer, but who were you to miss the craziness of one of Eren’s new year’s eve parties? It was an excuse for you to get free alcohol on one hand… on the other, this was the first year you didn’t bring someone with you. That means no designated new years kiss buddy. This left you dreading the moment your friends would be counting down to another year of wanna be resolutions that never came to fruition. You needed some air. The heat from the packed room felt overwhelming. You muttered apologies as you made your way through the crowd, trying to avoid knocking into anyone (although this proved to be a difficult feat). Finally, the patio door was in sight, however once stepping outside, you were met with a head of familiar brown hair.

“Oh shit hey.” Jean coughed, ashing the top of the rolled joint that rested between his pointer finger and thumb. 

“Hey” you muttered, shifting between your feet. “I can give you some privacy if you want?” You offered the taller boy. 

“Nah, come on over.” He smiled in return. He scooted his body over slightly, making room for you on the suddenly way too small patio. He held out his hand, offering the joint out to you. You shook your head. 

You hadn’t seen Jean in a couple of months. Of course your entire friend group all tried to stay in touch as much as possible, whether it be dinner, a small get together, or even a movie night. However, with the holidays around everyone had gotten pretty busy, therefore causing a lapse in communication. Sometimes you missed seeing your friends everyday like when you all were younger. 

“Whatcha thinking about?” Jean asked, his gaze focused on the city skyline. Air was pretty impressive that despite its price, Eren and Armin were able to get such a beautiful view. 

“Do you ever miss when we were younger?” You asked the brown headed man. 

“Sometimes,” Jean began. “I miss hanging out everyday with Connie and Sasha. And you. You remember how close we were? My mom used to say wherever you went I followed. Couldn’t get one without the other.” Jean smiled at the fond memory. You smiled as well.

“Oh I remember. Connie used to say you had the biggest crush on me. Your face would get so red whenever he’d say that!” You were in a fit of giggles now as you thought about younger Jean who would get so angry with Connie anytime he mentioned it.

“Man I was hoping you forgot about that.” Jean laughed, his hand rubbing the back of his neck as he did so. 

As your giggles died down, you were met with a small frown etched in your face. “I miss it a lot,” you sighed.

Jean sighed, “Me too.”

“I miss you a lot,” you surprised yourself by saying.

Jean was taken aback. A light blush fell onto his cheeks.

“I uh… I miss you too. A lot.” He hadn’t realized how close the two of you had been standing on Eren and Armin’s small patio. Your shoulders knocking into his. It was chilly. The air had grown colder since you’d been out here and despite doing your best to hide it, a chill snuck it’s way up your body.

“Here,” Jean began, shrugging off his jacket. You shook your head at his offer, about to protest when he placed it gently over your shoulders. 

“So…” he began, “Did you leave your date inside?”

You shook your head, eyes focused on the view. “Nah, I didn’t bring anyone this year… what about you? Who’s the lucky person this year?” 

“Well actually… I was hoping i’d just kiss someone that was already here…” He trailed off. You let out a short laugh,

“Still pining after Mikasa? Jean dude she’s really-”

“Not Mikasa.” He was quick to cut you off.

“Oh?”

“I was kind of hoping… if we both didn’t find anyone by midnight then maybe… you and me?” Jean stumbled his way through the proposition.

You were shocked for a moment, however a grin soon replaced the look of surprise. 

“Ask me properly and I might consider it,” You can’t help the quick giggle that slips past your lips. 

Jean’s eyes widened before he cleared his throat. His cheeks were a rosy pink, whether it was nerves or the chill in the air he was unsure. 

“Well uh… okay…” He began, “I was wondering uh- if you’d like to kiss me at midnight tonight? Obviously you don’t have to and there’s no pressure but I’d really enjoy kissing you.” 

“I’ll see you at midnight then Kirstein. Don’t be late.” You smiled, handing the man his jacket back. 

I am so excited to announce my first ever holiday event! here you will find a list of prompts and dialogues you get to choose from!

how to request

my inbox is open! send me either a situation OR a dialogue and the character you’d like as well as the category of the piece!! (ex. situations 6, fluff, armin)

please remember to read my rules before requesting

im going to try and avoid duplicate requests so make sure to check back here and see if the situation or dialogue has been taken!

extended rules

I will only be writing for attack on titan characters at this time

i’m fully open to suggestions as well, don’t be shy :)

I tend to a write gn!reader but I can write f!reader if requested!!

please choose either a situational prompt OR a dialogue prompt! i want there to be plenty of options for others so for now let’s stick with one per person!

make sure you clarify what number and what type of prompt you’re choosing as well as what category you’d like! (ex. situations 6, fluff)

SITUATIONS

snowed in

sledding

ice skating

snowball fight

baking

watching christmas movies

christmas dinner

gift shopping

gift wrapping

gift giving

not enough blankets

mistletoe

secret santa

sick during the holidays

fake dating for holiday event

new years countdown

new years day

DIALOGUE

“Is that supposed to be a snowman?”

“I can’t get the star on! Will you give me a hand?”

“Well we can’t put this photo in our christmas card.”

“You really thought I wouldn’t see you putting mistletoe all over the house? I’ll kiss you if you just ask…”

“I’m not sure if the eggnog has me seeing stars, but you look more beautiful than ever right now.”

“You’re absolutely freezing, come here.”

“Your lips are cold.”

“I can’t believe I got stuck on a ski lift with you of all people.”

“There’s more tape on that present than wrapping paper.”

“What are you doing with that mistletoe? Oh…”

“You know this frosting would taste a hundred times better on you.”

“Stop trying to get me to walk under the mistletoe!!”

“There’s no way I’m letting you spend the holidays alone.”

“Are you even tall enough to put the star on top of the tree?”

“I’d let you sit on my lap…” “Too bad you aren’t Santa Claus.”

“That’s the ugliest sweater I’ve ever seen.”

SAYING GOODBYE IS SO HARD

pairing: colt grice x fem!reader

prompt: 16. “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.”

content: childhood friends to lovers, mutual pining, colt is a sweetheart, character death, season 4 spoilers

wc: 0.6k

a/n: hiya!! sorry this took so long! my computer broke and it took a while to fix but i’m back now!! I hope you enjoy and lots of love ♡ not proofread

Running into the Grice family was the last thing you had planned on. In fact, you had planned on avoiding anyone in that family for a while. After Colt disappeared without a trace you swear you felt your heart break in two. He hasn’t even bothered to say goodbye. You just woke up and he was gone. However, after running into his parents, you were now at a loss for words. the air around you felt thin. You felt like you couldn’t breathe. Colt’s parents had informed you, after you mentioned how he seemed to disappear, that he had left to fight in the mid-east war. You knew what that meant. And so with a quick apology, you muttered your condolences to his family, who had now lost Colt and Falco, before excusing yourself. 

He had left. You weren’t stupid. You remember how those devils took out so many of your nation’s soldiers the night they attacked. You had been with Colt’s family that night, since you weren’t a warrior candidate, you were left to see the destruction of Liberio from the internment zone. You were stunned. The Attack Titan’s rampage in Liberio was a surprise for one, and catastrophic as well. The deaths of so many innocent people, the stench of death in the air. You were scared. But Colt came back. He always came back. 

However, weeks passed after the news of the mid-east war. There was nothing. And the day the letter arrived you swear you felt your heart sink. Colt’s mother had hand delivered it to your door, tears in her eyes.

“Thank you for being so good to my son.” She would mumble before taking her leave. 

With shaky hands you opened the crisp, white letter.

“I’m sorry.” It would start out. You felt dread enter the pit of your stomach as you continued to read.

“I’m sorry I didn’t say goodbye. I figured if I didn’t say goodbye, then maybe, by some chance, I’d get to come back and see you again. But I should have known better. 

You don’t hate me… do you? I understand if you do. But I beg you to forgive me. I need to know you forgave me for leaving. I had to rescue my brother, avenge our people. 

I had to make you proud of me.

I figured maybe, if I proved my worth to the Marleyans, I could get a better life for mom and dads And you. 

I did care about you. I know you wouldn’t believe me. But I did do care about you. I’ll die caring about you. You are and always will be my best friend of course, but please know to me, you were more than that. I could see a life with you. A happy one. I hoped you could see one with me too.

So please, I ask you one thing, know I did care about you, I just had no other choice.”

Yours forever,

Colt

With his beautiful vampire wife🤨

Yes ma’am .

The sex is out of this worldddd. Vamps have one mate for the rest of their lives and their affection towards each other grows by the second. Also if they've drank each other's blood it connects them in a very intimate way, for example, if Levi's wife was feeling down he would know bc they can feel each other's feelings.

Also, they feed from each other instead of hunting every time they get thirsty (they still go out and hunt but it's not that often) anyway, this is a very intimate act and is reserved for only the two of them (it's better during intercourse)

Vamp!Levi is very territorial when it comes to his wife as is every other male vamp and his vampiress. He marks her whenever they go out, as if she doesn't already reek of his sent to other male vampires, it's like the cherry on top lol. It's considered a dishonest act if a mated vamp comes home smelling like someone else who isn't their mate. Needless to say, that doesn't happen to his wife bc he drowns her in his scent to let anyone else know to back tf up💀

I picture his wife being shy 🥺 turning away in embarrassment when he scatters kisses and love bites up and down her neck:(( but her being shy doesn't mean she won't also kill for her man!! Though she has a hard time she makes it clear to any woman that he's hers‼️

MINOR AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT

a/n: omg vampire levi is so hot im gasping for air rn

LEVI

vamp!levi who is so possessive, he insists on making sure you’re covered in his scent.

he leaves the darkest marks scattered all over your neck, he likes making sure people know you’re his

shy!reader who can’t help but have their cheeks heat up at the thought of people knowing your levi’s

like you love it but oh my god people didn’t need to know y’all were that kinky

however, one day you catch a human woman flirting with your husband and that’s not gonna fly nuh uh

so you come over to the both of them and if looks could kill this woman would be dead twice over

“my love, I really think we should be heading home. I miss you.”

levi gets the point immediately and drags you home and fucks you senseless

“taking it like a champ baby, no need to be jealous. this cock is all yours, yeah?”

like i’m talking you are completely fucked dumb

NOW FEEDING TOGETHER OH MY GOD

you guys typically feed from each other, limiting your hunting outside and I know it sounds so cliche but levi will light some candles to set the mood because tonight is special.

his thrusts are slow, the air is sticky with sweat and his breath tickles your ear with every pant

his teeth graze your neck before finally sinking into your flesh and you swear the feeling gets better every time

you’re quick to reciprocate this action and can’t help but shiver when levi moans into your neck

the act itself is so personal, it truly means you are his and he is yours.

feeding on one another connects you on a whole new level each time, your love grows stronger (although you’re not quite sure if that’s even possible) and you’re able to feel everything levi feels, and he you.

like levi feels your jealousy, just as you feel his, and I promise you whoever was jealous at the time, even if it was just due to an unwanted glance from a passerby, will be fully remedied that night when you both return home

whether it’s you on your knees showing levi that you only want his cock in your mouth, or levi praising how good you’re taking him because only he can make you feel that good

basically you guys fuck like rabbits LMAO