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I want to remind you how fucking proud I am of your brave ass

it sounds like slow kisses against soft skin.

it makes you feel like the person you dream about fingertips is lingering on the very tip of your own.

it sounds like peace you find right in between the heaven and hell of your own thoughts.

it feels like warm water against a cold and stressed body.

it has its own aura. it’s blue, with tones of clear red and it fades into a beautiful indigo with gold flakes.

it’s the soundtrack to the interludes between each time you fell in love

each song has a heartbeat and bass thats immutable into your soul.

have you ever heard someone who loves you cry for you?

do you know how it sounds when you hurt that person but you make love to them afterwards?

this compilation sounds like makeup sex.

it feels like the person you thought was gone…returned.

when the playlist is over…know that it was just a feeling, not a reality. that person is gone.

but revisit this queue when you need to feel them hold you again or tell you the promises they broke all over again.

I’m making this post specifically for my black babes. Repost this to uplift a black girl that may need this.

1.) Having darker skin does not make you ugly. Baby girl, you are so beautiful.

2.) Don’t have loose curly hair? that’s fine. You are still so so gorgeous with your naps and all.

3.) Don’t take “pretty for a black girl” as a compliment. You’re pretty POINT BLANK PERIOD. “For a black girl” is unnecessary.

4.) You aren’t obligated to subject to blatant racism. If someone talking shit about your people, FUCK EM UP.

5.) Dye your hair all sorts of colors. All colors work for all shades, they don’t discriminate.

6.) It’s okay to be in an interracial relationship.

7.) Your life matters.

8.) If you can’t handle having natural hair, sis that’s okay. You shouldn’t feel ashamed, because you get a perm.

9.) To my mixed girls, you’re still black. Don’t let people make you feel like you ain’t.