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Colin Morgan in âBenjaminâ (2018) (gay vegan love story/comedy) by dir. Simon Amstell
Benjamin (2018)
ok yâall if you ever get the chance to watch Benjamin (2018) please do because itâs the most beautiful movie iâve ever seen and colin morgan looks absolutely adorable in it
this is your daily reminder to watch benjamin (2018) again

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WATCHED IN 2020 Âť Benjamin (2018) dir. Simon Amstell
Iâm sorry. I was scared I wasnât capable of love, which I think was actually just covering the really scary thing which is that⌠I love you.
benjamin (2018) is so cute and so good but it is also just buckets and buckets of second-hand embarrassment
"Can we do anything to make him wanna be with me? I'm very lonely."
benjamin (2018) dir. simon amstell
Benjamin (2018). What a film!
I cannot stress how refreshing it is to watch a film with a homosexual couple in it, where the main plot isn't just about homosexuality!
There's so much more it talks about: self-esteem, mental health, friendships, identity and love.
Funny, yet dramatic. Relatable and wholesome. It's so beautifully done!

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If you haven't (and you probably haven't cuz this film didn't get near enough attention) go watch Benjamin with Colin Morgan. It's such a good movie, and also... Colin Morgan, what else is there to say.
It's awkward, heartbreaking, beautiful, and a good laugh. Criminally underrated too.
Benjamin (2018)
Benjamin (Colin Morgan) is a man who doesnât know how to put his thoughts into words, who doesnât know how to say what he feels, and maybe doesnât even know what it is heâs thinking or feeling. The main emotion that he struggles with is love, and donât we all. Spoilers ahead!Â
The film itself is nicely filmed. The immersion of media at the beginning was cool. It caught me off guard when the film I was reading to try and comprehend what the remaining eighty minutes of the film were going to revolve around was actually a film made by Benjamin and not Benjamin itself. As the film progressed, I have to say, Colin Morgan did an incredible job at portraying one of the most awkward people to ever walk the earth, a wonderful performance.Â
The story is quite sweet, I think. When Benjamin first sees Noah (PhĂŠnix Brossard), the camera does a great job of picking up the instant fascination a person has with another and not being able to take your eyes off of them. Their first interaction was painful to watch, god the second-hand embarrassment! But, admittedly, it was cute. Later on, they stole glances at each other from across the table, and again, the camera picks the feelings so well. Maybe that should be a cheer for Morgan and Brossardâs great chemistry.Â
I wanted Benjaminâs film to go great! Admittingly, Iâm not sure if I watched it I would be a fan, but Iâm not in that universe so that doesnât matter. The shot of everyone walking away from him at his screening, painful. Getting dumped right after, even worse. Perhaps the failure of the film that had all to do how he struggles with love foreshadowed the failure of his new relationship.
Thankfully, Benjamin goes to look for Noah, and later we are presented with my favorite scene in the film. The intimacy in the bathtub scene was overwhelming. Have you ever just stared at someone without saying anything for a while, while completely vulnerable to them, I havenât. But I hope someday I do. It was sweet, nice, tender, beautiful even.
The humor in this film is also quite good. I found myself laughing a few times which I always appreciate. However, the stand-up comedy bit hurt to watch. Iâm aware that was the intention, so props for executing that perfectly.Â
Benjamin and Noah separate again, I know, I know! How many times can a couple separate before you as a viewer are just like âgive it up!â Iâm not sure. I donât have answers. Neither does Benjamin, which is the reason for the split. What failed him in his previous relationship, what had prompted him to make the film that didnât do so well, was his inability to know what he was feeling. Noahâs rightfully put off by this and leaves. Benjamin spirals. That spiral is what he needed, I think, to get it together at least a bit. He sees Noah again, singing a song about him.Â
âif you feeling something, say how you feel
You know itâs safe to let someone hold you.âÂ
How touching and beautiful. Itâs what Benjamin needed to hear. The reassurance that itâs okay to feel, itâs okay to feel love, itâs okay to be vulnerably in love and have that person care for you back.
After the show, Noah says heâs moving back to France. Of course, Benjamin is upset by this and begs him not to go. In response, Noah asks him to move to Paris. A few excuses from Benjamin, but of course, when a boy you think youâre in love with and has written a love song about you asks you to spontaneously move to Paris, you have to move to Paris. I like how the film just ends with an âokayâ. An acceptance. Hopefully Benjamin learns to use his words.Â
The soundtrack of this film was also very enjoyable! I looked it up on Spotify afterward and was pleasantly surprised at the format. Itâs a mix of dialogue from the film, classical themes, and songs from Noahâs band which I think were good. I definitely recommend checking that out as well as the film!Â
R, 85 min (1h25m), United Kingdom, Drama/Romance/Comedy, Director/Writer: Simon Amstell
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Benjamin (2018)
one of my favourite things about Benjamin (2018) is that the protagonist is so obviously autistic and somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. while i don't think he was intended to be autistic and aro, he still is heavily coded for both. the movie touches on his fear of love and "inability to love", as benjamin himself puts it. he struggles with love, the meaning of love, what love feels like or is supposed to feel like. he's only had failed relationships and he just can't express his feelings, he doesn't know what he's feeling. and i just read the whole thing as him being greyromantic
i see benjamin as someone who feels very little to no romantic attraction, and when he does, it's under specific circumstances. in the film he meets noah and he is immediatly in awe of this man, but he still struggles with romance and love in that relationship too. and it's a whole journey for him to be able to understand his feelings and actually feel something. it's hard for him to admit he loves someone, and part of it is because loving is scary, but i also highly suspect it's because for the most part he really just doesn't love people romantically, he barely feels that, and only under certain conditions
and it's interesting to compare to the sexual attraction he very clearly feels. he is physically attracted to people, he can easily have sex and enjoy it, he sees noah and is like "oh wow. that french guy singing over there is beautiful and hot". it's the romantic aspect he struggles with
i've never seen anything like this before and it's honestly so refreshing. even tho benjaming isn't explictly described as aromantic or anything, it's so easy to read him that way and i love it
i'm gonna quickly touch on why he's so heavily autistic coded. the way he navigates the world so differently from the rest of the characters, the way he speaks, the way he just doesn't stop talking because he doesn't understand how to have a conversation, the fact he's the most socially awkward person ever, all the random things he says to try to get somewhere in a conversation, and the way he struggles with social cues and what "normal" conversations and situations and relationships look like. the way he tells stephen "you're not allowed to touch me. don't touch me". all the problems he has with articulating his thoughts and explaining himself. how distracted and confused he is all the time. it all screams autism to me
benjamin is an autistic greyromantic gay man and no one can convince me otherwise
Benjamin 2018 is one of the most quotable films I've ever watched. Literally every word that comes out if Ben's mouth is unintentionally so funny and floats around in my head like the DVD symbol

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"im vegan"
"me too"
"we should get married"
my brother in christ thats not how you have conversation
benjamin (2018) dir. simon amstell