Cold Floor

Update: she messaged me and said “sorry about the song lyrics last night! I do give a fuck about you! I love you!!” and she told me she is going to be on the today show and sent me a video of herself taking a shot of tequila

Without deep conversation, my mind becomes restless. I need passion and intellect, it’s a shame that a person often lacks one or the other.

In childhood, Capricorn Sun or Moons can hear the world “mature” often, in the context of “they are so mature for their age” from parents, teachers, adults in general, yet this can be communicated in a rather negative way, such as inferring that they don’t understand the freedoms of childhood. The thing is that no, often they don’t understand the recklessness and sometimes, foolishness that childhood can supposedly bring us permission to act out in, for they have grown wise to this already. Act out, be punished, be told that you are not good enough, they’ve heard and seen it all. So Capricorn influenced personalities can put up a mature defense from a very young age, a sort of self-sustaining energy, the kind that knows sense, wisdom and intelligence. They don’t need patronising or spoon feeding, for often, they have it all worked out. Even if you stare at them, wondering why their balloon is made of stone when others around them fly, they’ve grown intelligent to your contradictory stance on what freedom actually is.