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Suspicion (Alfred Hitchcock, 1941)
"...may I kiss you?"

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To the Break of Angel, Pt. II: Long Live the Squeak
Disclaimer: This is my goodbye to my guinea pig. An animal. And whether you find it odd or that I’m merely being overly sentimental over the life of a simple creature, I will not apologize for it.
I find myself closer to tragic happenings these days, it seems. I try to refrain from posting up on any forms of social media for people or friends to say a prayer for a loved one of mine. If you do that, all power to you. I genuinely mean that. Perhaps your circle of friends is a lot more caring and / or loving than mine. Apart from that, I try not to do that because, in my idiot head, it’s still a means of drawing attention to oneself. It’s for a good reason, I understand; yet in my experiences when I would see others post things of this nature up, there were so many people who would forget about the person that it’s about and instead make it all revolve around the poster’s emotions and well-being. To me, that defeats the purpose. If you are reaching out to the world to wish a little hope on the fate of a loved one, I find it...wrong when it becomes all about you. Again, I’m sure I’m wrong, but that’s the problem with me: I happen to be the only person who can sway my opinion on various topics. I’m a hard-headed individual and that’s a comedic tragedy in its own right. My self-hate and tough love introspection are words for another day.
To condense the last few weeks, a family member of mine was in the hospital and had to undergo surgery that could’ve gone one of two ways. You have no idea how grateful I am that it went to the best possible way in a most difficult solution. Bad was taken with very good. Nevertheless, that’s the mantra I live by: the lining is silver, and that’s always good enough. A friend of mine has been having health problems. Thankfully it hasn’t been anything too serious, yet I do notice the changes. Once 20/20 vision now requires the need for glasses; foods that were once eaten liberally are now taken in moderation or not at all; and sometimes if I look at time frames of the past it makes me realize how much things have physically changed - some for the better, others not so much. Even myself (and I hate talking about myself, in brutal honesty; this ridiculous caricature of me that I dangle on a string for social media to see is little more than a character...the real me I try to keep locked away because I’m so damn exhausted of being diminished when someone I allow to hold it shatter it and leave), yes myself, have I been at the end of a needle drawing blood from my veins and into various tubes to check if all is well in the vessel that is I. Sorry, I’m getting to be too wordy; I’ll try to be succinct. The point is, a series of happenings lately have made my life come under fire. Still...the end of the day would reveal things turning out for the better.
This morning has changed that.
Let me preface: people tend to view an animal’s life in one of three ways: overly-attached, meaningless in the grand spectrum of things, or there. The last one I’ll elaborate on: by “there” I mean that they show compassion for the creature, they’ll nourish them, and they may acknowledge their presence three to five times a day, but that’s about it. The main interesting point of this last viewpoint is that once the animal has passed, it can lead to feelings aforementioned. Now that the pet has departed will they react in such a big way that it seems like they are only feigning emotion because there’s no more time left, or they bury the animal and go buy a new one thus beginning the cycle once again. So where do I fall on this board?
Sir Squeaks-a-Lot. Yes, that was his name. I’ll admit, he had a slew of names until I finally settled on this one. I coined it on account of his ever-present squeaking he would do for everything. By everything, I mean just that. He would serve as my furry motion-activated alarm clock, as when I would stir in the slightest in bed there he would be squeaking at me until I woke up and acknowledged him. Usually with a blade or two of timothy hay. The moment he was done with his favorite bits of food, he would literally push his bowl over the edge of his elevated platform and squeak that he was out of food. That was him pretty much ringing the bell and I would be the room service getting him another serving. Water was the same situation. The moment the well went dry, I would hear him continuously spin the metal ball that distributes water. When the spinning noise failed to garner a reaction, he would revert back to the time-tested squeak with unyielding results. Quite the nuisance, you think? You’d only be scratching the surface.
Yet, when I would return home from a long day at work, that same squeak could be heard throughout the house. Only this time would the squeak be one of joy that I was there with him now. Or maybe because he tipped over his food bowl and needed it to be refilled. Silver lining.
The funniest thing about it all? I adopted him by way of saying “sure, why not?” Instead of this pig being advertised and sold to a stranger on Craigslist, I answered the call when a loved one could no longer take care of them and they would be moving out of the city. So I took him into my care when he was nothing more than a little fur ball that in years to come would grow exponentially. He would be so terrified of me when I would approach his cage and tremble under his micro stairway when I would just up to him and say hello. After a few months, the pig would approach the edge of the cage and lean on wall lining so that my finger could shake hands with his tiny paw. I would feed him a very small portion of carrots and watch him lose his mind as he loved those things. It would make me sorrowful when I have to limit his carrot intake so as to watch out for his health, but he pretty much squeaked in sheer joy when he would hear the crinkle of the bag that contained the baby carrots. Kind of backfired on me, I’ll admit, as he would become ecstatic whenever ANY bag would crinkle. Including but certainly not limited to my fast food bags, the packaging that water bottles come in, even the wrapping of certain sticks of gum. What can I say, he had an acute sense of hearing.
Then there was the time when he was the only living thing I had to talk to. Don’t get me wrong, I have an amazing family and great friends. Yet, and I’m retreading on familiar territory here, but when my engagement fell apart, I found myself completely on my own for the first time in roughly four or five years. After my marriage (yes, you read that right) ended (and yes, despite her claims, I blame myself for it ending), I found myself in another relationship that reached those heights of something more. After she left, my brother was married and living life with his wife, my best friend was in a serious relationship, and my parents have their own things to take care of. It wasn’t as though I was not important; I just know that people have their own lives to live and asking anyone to stop for me is selfish. (Ah, I hate talking about myself...that took a lot to write all that...)
People are people, and I still love them. If they could spare a few moments for me, I appreciated it to no end. Yet at the end of the day, everyone would return to their lives. In times before I discovered happiness in being with someone, I would probably play some video games, watch TV or a flick, write, and then sleep. But I’m different now, and you can’t go back to the way things were. I was on my own...
Until that familiar squeak would break the silence. All the time and without fail. I hate to sound loony, but whatever. The pig became a comfort. While people may argue that animal companionship is no substitute for human companionship and interaction, it’s true only to a certain degree. He was a constant for four years, and while I could not hold conversations with him it made all the difference to coming home to complete emptiness. All I had to do was whistle and he would squeak in return. I know this probably sounds idiotic but I’ve been an idiot for years, so maybe it makes sense only to me. I’m at peace with that. A human can illustrate love, but it can sour in such little time and can even be illustrated as if it were authentic but all the while be nothing more than the motions laced in deceit. With ol’ Sir Squeaks-a-Lot, I knew he was happy to see me, and he would show it when he would allow no one else to pet him but me. Others would whistle to him, but he would only squeak back to me. Instead of squirming all over the place when anyone would try to hold him, he would be completely still when I would clip his nails because he trusted me. Yes, he couldn’t speak to me, but his actions over time showed that he and I were a pair of happy-go-lucky goofs. When I first adopted him, I had no idea how much I would come to need him. He got me through my days of self-pity and would-be self-destructive behavior.
And now he’s gone.
This morning, I got up to his cage and see him motionless. I keep thinking of the signs. His lack of appetite. His almost lethargic movement. His lack of squeaks every so often. I had him wrapped up in one of my old shirts the day previous, and he would look at me and squeak very softly. I had him wrapped up as it was cold that day and I just wanted to do what I could to keep him warm. As I readied myself for work just last night, I placed him in his freshly-cleaned cage whilst still in his makeshift blanket and I told him I would be right back. While he was breathing for the last time, I was at work. I wasn’t there. I keep telling myself as to how could I have known, but maybe it’s just one of those things. You want to be able to say goodbye to every loved one. It’s that whole black thought of not wanting to be alone in the end. I run my hand for one last over his head and I keep hoping he’ll wake up. That would be so wonderful. I’d scold him for bringing me to this level of despair and give him a carrot. I would hear that squeak one more time. It’s funny; the one thing that would drive me up the wall is the thing I miss the most.
I give him a quiet burial, and cover him with some smooth round rocks. As I write this, I find myself looking at his empty cage. Empty, once again.
I apologize in advance. I don’t know how to end this. I want to say something witty and uplifting, but I can’t. Hey, perhaps that’s it. I find ways to turn everything into a story. And now I can’t. I just miss my friend.
Long live the Squeak. Thank you.
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As the introductory music began to flow from the house band, which in turn brought the audience to rise up and clap just like you would expect from the typical routine of your late night guest show, he came out from the back. However, he seemed genuinely disinterested. That much was easy enough to gather from his appearance alone: his hair had become wild overgrowth carelessly combed to the back and his facial features were buried by his equally neglected beard. The traditional three-piece suit people had come to identify with him was now replaced by an unzipped hooded sweatshirt with a shirt beneath depicting some kind of artwork, though it was hard to say what exactly was depicted as the sweatshirt covered up all but the center. Black jeans were the substitute now for slacks, and the shoes were that of indecipherable sneakers. His smile was faint but he still took a moment to observe the audience in attendance. Though this wasn’t new to him, someone unfamiliar with him would guess that this was his first time in the spotlight. There he stood: nervous but unwavering, seemingly overwhelmed but still calculating effortlessly, dying but not yet dead. Despite his presence feeling out of place, he conducted himself as if he was home; a salesman with an aura of magnetism who need not speak a single word, and he returns with all of his commodities sold to any and all who came within sight. He approaches the host, the two shake hands, and they both take their respective seats. As he slumps down, his hands that were in his jacket pockets come out and rest comfortably in his lap. After a few minutes of trading questions and answers, the air shifts and his comfortable demeanor fades to black. That question. That one question that muffles all properties and brings out that unnamed feeling. While people want to call it tension, it is not that. It is what the creatively lacking people refer to as “the calm before the storm.” That emotion that lies in between laughter and confrontation; between charming banter and words suddenly gathering weight with each passing second. That one question. He leans forward, folds his hands, and rests his lips to them. After an breath and extended exhale, he speaks.
“For me, there comes a point where you have to question where you’re going. I’m not trying to sound like an elderly person who is terrified of the Internet, but there comes a point where you have to question technology. It truly is an amazing time to be alive and a great thing overall. Life has been exponentially made easier. That’s not the part that concerns me all that much. What concerns me is this notion of broadcasting yourself to a mass of people, some you know and many you have never, and most likely will never, meet in your life. Those thoughts that are profound and those that are frivolous are open to all, with even some of them being able to outlive your time here in this life. Words and actions that were once written or performed in a spur of the moment can quickly sprout roots that are embedded in infamy, wit or enlightenment. To put it in the most simplistic perspective: people have hurt, even killed themselves, over what one of their peers carelessly put out for everyone to see. People, mostly people who aren’t worth the skin off my knuckles, like to believe in this impractical ideology that words don’t hurt and that they in fact can get away with rambling about any small part of their day that was a burden or annoyance to them. They don’t concern themselves with who they put in the line of fire, whether it be by way of including a person’s name and description, or even more sickening by way of including some kind of covert picture of the person who brought about an inconvenience in their self-important day. It seems as though no one gives a shadow of a care so long as they get to tell people about their day or include a photo of something that they input so much emotion towards, be that negative or positive to them, mind you.” Murmurs from the crowd begin to sound slurred and distorted. A faint buzzing in his ears begins to amplify, reaching unbearable heights. The host appears almost frozen in his mannerism, a cryptic face that does not turn away from him. The eyes of the host do not blink and dry redness has set in. The resounding buzzing abruptly stops. The stage lights flicker twice. “In regards to myself, I have been that way. I have said certain things that may have hurt others, some in the worst possible way I was hoping for at the time, so long as it made me feel better. And after that stopped working for a while, I continued talking about either the same subject or brought in other subjects that I could gloat or rant about. Ceaselessly. And it would get to a point where I was talking to myself.” The audience has shrunk. The lights that once illuminated the stage have dimmed considerably, and the stage seems to be dropping into the abyss as the lights further out burn out completely. The host’s face has become muddled, featureless. No eyes, mouth, nose, or even teeth to describe; just a slate of flesh. “To be honest, it gets to a point where at first you don’t even notice or at least try to make it seem like it doesn’t bother you. Then you look at the ramblings or pictures posted of the most trivial stuff, like a car being washed or someone talking about how much a film they saw was so far below their questionable expectations. The thing that irks you is that so many people are flocking to these pictures or postings and saying how much they like them or give them some sort of validation. So you continue to shout out to the world, but all of what you say become nothing more than diminishing returns. Suddenly, it seems as though the most worthless things others are stating or the most insignificant pictures that are being brandished through social media are better than your most compelling point. You’re alone. And that was me. I was saying so much and no one cared. I was talking about things that I can only hope someone with even the foggiest light of intellect or humor would care to follow up on, but nothing. I’ve always been a fairly private person, but then I suddenly started to want to be part of something. God knows why, I mean, I’ve never been part of my generation. I’ve never been one to fall into trends or sense of religion or country. I’ve always been one who relied on myself, because I am a man with no country. The problem with me is that I am my own island, and I don’t think the surrounding continents know quite what to make of that.” Nothing is illuminated anymore. The host has been engulfed by the creeping darkness, and there is no audible noise. The spotlight on him begins to flicker. “That’s where I am right now, I suppose. When you become swept up with this need to be social or more specifically involved with social media, you find yourself wanting to make everyone laugh with you. The thing you learn over time is that, it’s not so much that the world laughs at you and not with you; it’s more along the lines of the world doesn’t care about you. The world cares not for people who do not wish to become one and the same with the rest of the overbearing community. It doesn’t care that you don’t wish to partake in the flavor of the month. If you don’t give a damn, the world you live amongst---not with---won’t either. You’re left behind in the digital dust. It took some time, but…” Moonlight. He falters on his words, because he doesn’t remember how he ended up here. The field is green, but it stretches like an ocean across the land. The only object within arm’s length is a tall, standing oval vanity mirror. This is his audience. This is what he returns his attention to. His brief moment of looming confusion transforms back to confidence. “…I think I’m ok with it now. I’m a fairly private person, and I know that if I ever decide to return, to make my appearance once again within this fishbowl of social media again, it’ll be when I have something to say. While everyone is busying themselves with what the next popular trend is or what meaningless photo to validate with adoration, I’ll slip in quietly and remind everyone that I exist, despite the natural way of things. Despite the world’s best attempts to leave me enshrouded in obscurity, I’ll make my presence known just for the reaction it’ll garner from the world and its inhabitants. And just as I returned incognito and broke the jar that I captured lightning in, I’ll make my exit reticently.” A man appears in the mirror. He looks to the man in the mirror, and his faint smile is no more. His face tightens and tears of anguish flow, like liquid glass bleeding out of his blackening eyes. A callous understanding has washed over him as the man in the mirror rests his hand on his shoulder. “NO GODS. NO MASTERS.” --------- This is the way the world ends This is the way the world ends This is the way the world ends Not with a bang but a whimper. -T.S. Eliot --------- “litost” has no translation in the English language. The word comes from the Czech language, and the closest definition to the word is 'a state of agony and torment created by the sudden sight of one's own misery.'
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Nothing But Sunshine: A Children's Fairy Tale (Revisited)
Once upon a time, there was a boy who was different from all the other boys. Whereas all the boys in town had their fears of snakebites, bee stings, and the occasional boogeyman in the closet, this one boy in particular felt a fear that no other boy pondered. Loneliness. Heartbreak. Never feeling the love that he had in him reciprocated the same. Time heals all, they say, but this boy had spent nothing but time on others that his little heart would beat for. Some of these loved ones had long dark brown hair that flowed whenever a gentle breeze blew in the wind; others had sun-kissed hair in a ponytail that sat on the shoulders in comfort. Some eyes were blue, and a few others were green. A smile here, a hint of laughter sprinkled there. Beauty in all shapes and forms, from the way that they thought to the way that they preferred to eat their Oreos. They boy would notice them, and for a spell would there be a tranquility and the illusion of yearning for one another… And one by one, they came. And one by one, they left. With each break would the boy’s heart shrink, as a piece of his heart would be lost forevermore. Some would be left behind as he devoted so much love to a person that it was no longer his to call his own. Sadly, there were other times he was so hurt from the aftermath and loss of a loved one that he simply left the piece of himself behind, for he was too pained to pick it up. After so many times of the boy’s heart being reduced, he only had one piece left, and feared to give it away…for if that one piece was broken once again, he would lose all of himself. The days passed and became long stretches of time. No matter the day, however, the boy refused to allow anyone to accept his heart. There were times he felt he should give it a chance, and a few other moments where others seemed to be willing to tend to his loving heart, but each time did the boy remember the hopelessness and grieving; this led to him sheltering himself from the world. Along with this misery that the boy was putting himself through, the days became reflections of how he felt. The skies grew grey and cloudy, and the sun that once rolled happily in heaven was instead compelled to take an extended vacation. The trees became leafless, and the fun forest dwelling animals had to go into hiding, and hope that one day the warm weather would return. The boy chose to preoccupy himself by working in solitude by way of writing. He wrote about the simple pains of living and emotions that everyone tends to miss because they were so involved in making life easier to themselves, instead of cherishing the beautiful journey that comes with the pursuits. By working in solitary, he would no longer have that fear of losing his heart. This would go on for some time, you see, and every day became routine: wake up to a grey morning, work for prolonged time and pay no attention to anyone, return home, and fall asleep. The boy had forgotten about the beauty that existed beyond his seclusion, and instead slowly began to forget how to write about the very emotions he no longer remembered. Then the most marvelous thing happened one day. The boy woke up to a blinding light outside his window. The sun was shining magnificently, and the boy looked with wonder as this brilliant light then faded slowly away, returning back the gloomy skies of cold silver. For the first time in such a long time, the boy felt sad. He readied himself to venture outside, not to work or to perform anything more than just wander into the world. Sauntering throughout the wilderness, the boy came to an area in the forest from where there was a light. A light refusing to go out. As he roamed closer and closer to the light, he saw the source of such a wonderful illumination: before him sat an angel. The beauty of this angel mesmerized the boy, and a quiet thumping of his heartbeat could be heard. She could hear the heartbeat, too, and turned to face the boy. Their eyes met, and the boy’s rapidly raising heartbeat did something new. There was a beat…then a silence…then another beat. Even the boy was caught by surprise, as he pinched himself to make sure this was not a trick in the form of a dream. In retrospect, however, the boy completely forgot about the angel looking at him as he winced from the pinch. As his little face began to turn red, the angel began to laugh. Not a laugh derived from cruelty or falsity. Rather, this laugh was a genuine expression of happiness. The boy fell back into his dreamy thoughts, as she was so beautiful that she had to be an angel. Surely, there was no other explanation. Her eyes were the color of the richest coffee. Her hair, though short, was wavy, elegant and poofed up in the most eye-catching way he never even knew existed. Her smile, beyond the shadow of a doubt, was the most dazzling feature about her, as the boy was the most wordy and articulate speaker he knew, and with that smile was he rendered speechless. This angel glowed in radiance, and the boy felt love. That little remaining piece of his heart was at this point fuller than any other heart of anyone in the world. The birds and baby bears could not see that light, though, for the light was only visible to the boy. Quite an amusing sight, if one stops to think about it. The fact that this boy stood with a smile that stretched from ear to ear and an everlasting shine stayed in his eyes, whereas the other woodland creatures saw nothing quite captivating in this angel. The angora rabbits squinted very hard about this angel but could not find any kind of halo dangling above her lovely, poofy hair. The golden fish peeked their heads above the flowing stream of water and despite their most effortful effort, they could not find any wings that belonged on her. The penguins waddled their way towards her and saw that this angel was not hovering above the ground, but instead found that she was actually grounded to the floor. The few platypus that were strangely hanging around saw her as nothing more than a girl. And if one takes the time to wonder why such a collection of head-scratching animals were around, back to the story at hand. That and the platypus rarely, if ever, gets recognized in fairy tales, so…there you go. Back to the story in progress! The boy stretched his hand toward the angel, and to his amazement did she take his hand. They roamed together throughout the forest in merriment and telling each other tales from their past. Some stories left the two rolling on the grass from such side-splitting laughter, while others left an echoing atmosphere as they were rooted in melancholy. Regardless of their truths they were letting each other hear, they became less of what anyone else would hear. They told each other things no one else knew, slowly letting one another more and more into who they truly were. What began as social interaction morphed into heart-to-heart conversation, all this coming to light because they wanted each other there. That yearning one tries to capture through film and storybook was here, between the angel and this boy. As the day was winding to an end, the boy asked what was the name of the angel, to which she responded her name. The boy also revealed his name to her, too. The important thing to remember here, dear reader, is that the names were not something long and difficult to spell nor were the names unlike any you have heard before. In fact, the names were somewhat common. The significance was what those names now meant to the boy and the angel, and the love that was, also now, attached to the name. The boy and the angel began to part ways, and the boy called out to her, and asked her if she would do him the honor and see him tomorrow. The angel smiled warmly and replied that she would be there for him. The boy then asked if she could return the next day and the day after, for he never wanted another day to pass without her in it. The angel blushed and said she would love that. The boy softly grabbed her hand and gently kissed it, and bid the angel goodnight. The angel held something in her hand as she walked away; something the boy had also placed as he kissed her hand. She held onto his heart with all her affection and never wanted to let it go. That night when the boy went to sleep was he anticipating the next day so much that he had trouble succumbing to his dreams, for he now knew that there was not a single thing in the whole wide world that he he could dream up that would be better than his reality, now that this breathtaking angel was part of his life. Morning came, and as the boy rushed outside to greet the angel who was patiently waiting outside. The boy held her close upon coming up to her, and the two together gazed at the blossoming flowers and trees turning green. The boy was still so entranced by her beauty that he had just barely noticed the sun had returned to the land, and all was illuminated. Nothing but sunshine. Angel Adrian Hernandez © 2013-2014