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YOU’RE GONNA NEED A BIGGER BOAT What You’re Severely Unprepared For

Take a breath, find your faith, then pick your card…

Oh my god I am SO SO SORRY😭😭😭

Thank you for the concern!

I'm doing at least better now than how it was when I last updated on my AVH blog?? Tho it's still pretty fucked up but mostly fine for now, thanks for asking!

A small update for AVH tho, AVH will still be on hiatus for who knows how long, because university life be taking most of my time as well as me getting into more stuff too as a new hyperfixation.

“I’m not sure you vibed with much of that Christmas market, David.” I mused, watching him absently scrolling through his phone. The camera hovered over our shoulders to show the fabricated business emails upon business emails he was poking at for the scene. Another caught my face, the eye roll and look of disappointment. He made a point of not noticing, not even offering a polite gesture when he got a call to excuse himself. Simply wandered away to talk to the imaginary associate on the line.

It was then that Achilles - Christopher, filled the loneliness. A paper cup of hot cocoa was pushed into my hands, and I was met with the sun-shiniest grin I’d ever seen. “You look like you could use a pick-me-up.”

“I…yeah. I guess so.” I admitted, casting my gaze towards Odysseus’ - David’s retreating back. Christopher’s gaze followed my own and he clicked his tongue.

“Can’t even drop Big Business for the holidays, huh?” He half-joked, and it pulled a faint smile to my lips.

“No. David is…he works hard. It’s admirable.” My voice sounded strained, like I was forcing the compliment. I took a sip of the hot cocoa, turning my gaze away again.

“Cut! That’s good, you all. Take five!” Patroclus called from off set. Achilles pat a hand on my shoulder, and Odysseus returned to my side while the blond sauntered away to go flirt with the director.

“That went well. Apparently we managed to control our chemistry this time.” I joked up yo the brunette, and he laughed.

“Apparently so.” He agreed, pocketing his phone. His eyes landed on the hot chocolate in my hands, the smile never quite dropping from his lips. “Is the hot cocoa good?”

“It’s actually better than I expected for a prop.” I admitted, watching his expression. It took him a second too long to look at me again, and I grinned at him. I took one of his hands, fitting the paper cup into his gloved palm. “Here. You have it.”

“I—are you sure?” He seemed taken aback by the gesture. I couldn’t quite tell if the redness in his cheeks was from the cold, or something else, but I chose to believe it was the cold. He wasn’t interested in dating anyone, papers had run plenty of stories on that. I wasn’t particularly keen on it, either. I was still trying to find who I was, without the possessive, controlling thumb holding me stagnant.

…I wouldn’t deny that he was really handsome, though.

“Yeah, I’m sure. I could see you eying it.” I took his other hand, closing both of his around the cup. He chuckled softly, shaking his head.

A. V. H.

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"I get up and I get down

I don't know how to take it

All the pain makes me scream and shout

I wonder if I'll make it." 🎶

-Ozzy Osbourne, "A.V.H."

You shaped my heart, Ozz-man. In your own way you helped save who I needed to be from who I had to be to survive. Like so many others who gifted this world with your life, I'll never be able to repay the favor but to try and pay it forward. 💙💜❤

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