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090425 I hope the trip doesn't traumatize you, that's my only goal. For us to actually relax and just eat lots of good food and enjoy the cold weather! 090725 Such good weather today. It's been forever since I spent a good Sunday with you. For some reason, our last few ones always led us apart. I miss you so much. I love you a lot.
091025 It's very cold right now. I survived last night and didn't look for a person to talk too. I'm going to try watching movies again. I'm really excited to rebuild myself again. Focusing on myself yet I keep wondering, what are you doing?
092425 Last night was no fun, I cried again finally. I thought it would make me feel better for a longer time. The relief only lasted a few moments. I'm still so bad at this. But I'm trying. I'm glad to hear you're well.
120725 It took awhile for me to find myself here, I did all things possible to make myself happy. So many things has happened since September. Lots of no contact but also quite a few instances where we ended up talking, trying to understand and forgive each other. It's not easy but I know we try. I love you still but it doesn't make sense to try and be together again. I hope we both become okay soon.
