Codyphobic_

I need you to know that my life is way better because I met you.

The fear that they might leave me, when they get to know the real me is extremely frightening. Maybe, I have convinced myself that I am unlovable, so when anyone ever likes me, I think it's a joke...

"Say you're lucky, Say you're lucky to love me like you used to, even if it isn't true.

I want you to lie, lie right to my face ..."

But I like the second first kiss in Charlie’s bedroom better in the book than in the show

not too sure what I'm doing here but hey, if you find this, welcome and oh, there's food on the table over there if you want it.

i have no idea how active I'll be, but we'll just see. Twitter (unfortunately my main social) is on fire rn and i've just followed the crowd here, like some sort of nameless, fluffy four-legged animal. maybe I'll use this for stuff related to the smp's that I'm a part of, or funky streaming things, or just general rambling?

anyway, what are you supposed to do as an introduction? oh, right. manners.

Hi, I'm Aspen Jay, (just Aspen if you will), I'm a small variety streamer who has a strange obsession with Jellyfish. I'm also transgender, and use he/they pronouns. not too sure if I need to elaborate on much more, so have a picture of some jellys on your way out. (Please make sure the door gets properly closed, it gets cold if you leave it open)

thanks for listening if you got this far down, and I wish you the best in everything you encounter on this app (that should have died a death in 2015 oh god please why did i come back aaaaaaa)