Coconyan🪽

Hi everynyan!~

This will be a rant post..

It was my birthday yesterday!! Wooo! I’m 19!

Of course I had a party with all my friends.

But before that i only wanted to invite my best friend, because i genuinely thought my other friends didn’t care about it. (I didn’t get asked questions about what id want, mostly got ignored when talking about my birthday etc..) and that made me feel a little invisible- like oh there not even asking me— they might as well not even care you know?.

But I did end up inviting them! We had a fun time! Three of my four friends had gifts for me and the only one that actually made an effort to buy me stuff was my best friend o(^o^)o (stuff for my ita bag/cosmetic stuff) but tell me why.. my one friend got me a kiddie diary and cookies???.. (￣^￣)ゞ lol… I’m.. almost two years older than you… why would you get me this? But okay I guess more stuff to fill my already full drawers. She’s always gotten me such horribly childish gifts :( I’m not a kid and I don’t want to be treated like I’m as incompetent and dumb as one. “It even has a lock!” There’s no way you’re getting me shit like this when i literally bought you huda beauty shit for secret Santa💔

It just makes me feel really looked down on, stupid and to be honest really unimportant, like it’s not worth it to spend money on me.

Everytime I make someone a gift I always try to get them what they want the most, for example my best friend really loves bakugo from mha so I got her a 50€ figure of him and some other stuff that totaled up to 80€ all together with the figure as well as some handmade pins of characters she loves and adores.

It’s really easy to get me stuff, I just feel like they don’t care. Like.. take a look at my room.. I love joost Klein?.. Marin Kitagawa?.. Kangel?

One friend just didn’t bring shit- she’s been doing this ever since she met me (not bringing shit and buying me stuff months later that cost like 5€) and the other one was chill as hell and got me my Yuri manga I love her.

The only ones I’ll most likely invite next year are the chill one and my best friend (〃ω〃)

Hello Anon!~ ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ I literally love this sonico right here! She’s on the more expensive side ( 80€ with shipping) so I’m not sure if I’ll be able to even get her >.< because again— I don’t see a point in wasting so much money on one figure when I can get two perfectly good looking prize sonicos for the same price or less! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

⑅✩♡ᵗʱᵃᵑᵏઽ~for the question!*♡♬＊°

Please ask me more questions!~

☆〜（ゝ。∂ ) thank you so much!~

I know figures can be super expensive— especially if you’ve got a whole collection like me!!

That’s why avoid scale figures... they’re so damn expensive for no damn reason ..(°_°) and prize figures look amazing in my opinion ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

⑅✩♡ᵗʱᵃᵑᵏઽ for the question!~*♡♬＊°

Please ask me more questions!

Would you guys be okay with me talking about my feelings?.. or is that a no? ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡