Poetry

It’s hard for one to live in the moment of time.

When one has invested all their time to the past or the future.

Holding on what can never be change and what always can change.

Fighting to stay control, takes its toll.

For we are engrossed in our fantasy-self’s, phenomenal self’s.

We do whatever it takes to maintain the illusions we see.

For seeing isn’t believing, believing is seeing.

People don’t want to change themselves.

For true change to happen: something has to be lost for something else to gain.

A person can’t live in two worlds truly.

As he drenched his hands in fluid lies. His mask shatters, ruining his disguise. See the contempt within his eyes. Amusing cruel smile wide.

The pawns on the game, he plays. Choosing which emotion should be displayed. He pulls me by my emotions like a puppet master uses his puppet’s string. Making my heart ache and sing.

I’m fighting with myself all the time. I’ll never be fine. My life is taking a tale spin on this road. I know I don’t have to roam alone.

But I’ve been alone before and I managed before it went to far. I have to tread these crossroads, maybe the ending will be big, bright, and beautiful like a star.

Shining in the night, one moment after another and then the next. Always coming and going, in no order of sequence. Always spontaneous. Never fixed.

The sound of life.

The touch of sun.

The thought of love.

All of forever thought could never be undone.

But things were made to fade away.

Disappear to memory, where they shall stay.

We fall into the same role as though before us.

Repeating their same mistakes.

Everything that’s different, isn't just amazing.

It’s scary and awe-inspiring.

It’s unique and made to make a stand.

However, once it stands; doesn't mean it’s there forever.

It’ll collapse with enough pressure.

So live the moment that lies ahead of you.

Be strong, be free, be true.

I need you here to protect me.

You lift my spirit high beyond the clouds.

When I lost my way

through the long and lonely day.

I know you’ll be there to pick me up once more.

To help me accomplish my dreams, to envision sights I've never seen before.

My guardian is always going to show me love

straight from above.

When I feels upset and alone

I’ll think of you and I’m home.

You will always protect me in my sleep.

Watching me grow and go through storms so very deep.

All I have to say is thank you for being the best you are.