my heart's a ghost limb

my sisterr unexpectedly visited today we’re gonna work at a cafe later 👑

wearing my dad’s noise cancelling headphones I can still hear everything. I can hear the rain outside. r they all like this

sometimes I think abt the kind of guys who r attracted to shy n agreeable girls like mee n it makes me hate myself. like the kind of guy who is slightly insecure n wants to keep me in his pocket

growing up I was rly against the idea that men n women can’t b just friends cuz it’s like. a pretty dumb n dehumanizing concept. but then I had to live thru like almost every single one of my ex’s roommates confessing some kind of feelings for me or developing this hatred towards me cuz I didn’t choose them or whatever n now I’m uh not as idealistic

don’t know what to read next hmmm

if I was a writer on SNL I’d do a spoof of the outsiders on “teens these days” called the insiders n the socs would b social media influencers

blue jays L btw. never left a game early in my life cuz like I paid to b there but the parentals were not having it

one thing I miss abt my ex is that he had cool taste in music n movies. sooo fun he had like Thoughts n Opinions