ClockTownBound

I've yet to forget the words to this song, and it echoes in the now empty spaces of my mind. Yeah you fucked me up, and I haven't been sober nearly long enough to find the time. I would relapse and forget the man I was if I could be the guy who knew how to make everything fine. But instead I'll find a different drug...and forget what was surely never mine.

I have loved and lost So I am sorry For the way my nails scratched your skin As you pulled away for what had to be a moment As I was afraid it would be eternity.

I used to wait for the stars to die Pray for love before the sun would rise But try as I might No matter who spent the night These mirrors always showed A lonely girl Her cheeks had valleys Where tears stained river-bends into her skin Almost as deep as the tip of her knife As she carves life out of her limbs Just so she can see it and believe it Because when she wished for love She didn’t make the cut Out of all the hands who held hers Something was mising And it wasn’t that they weren’t enough They just weren’t her... She didn’t love herself. And she never would.

“And you flicker because of my breath A dance for made for my eyes to see Twas my flame that sparked life in your chest So how is it that you managed to burn me?”

“And I just want to be okay Maybe someday, but not today”

My thoughts Like gremlins you shouldn’t feed after midnight But they’ve learned how to open to fridge And even turn on the kitchen light... They’re well fed and I’m just never “alright”