Chosen by Femininity

How did you get into this space/lifestyle? And where are you holding in your personal sissy journey?

Oh girl... It's a long story but here's some cliff notes.

Around 2004/5, I was 15 and a cousin came to visit us from India. She was 22, and well had never shopped at Victoria's secret. So she did.

And one night when she was out, fifteen year old me decided to check out what she shopped and for some reason this exact pair of beige PINK panties spoke to me.. and well I wore them. And I fell in love. It didn't occur to me why things were different.. down there. I just felt cute. And yes, present me is aware how fucking drab they look but something drew me to them. I can't explain it!

But like most teenage things, I quickly buried that feeling. I didn't know what I was feeling, so I never gave it much thought. Until I was 20. I had just had a terrible break up, and I was bored and one thing led to another and I searched for "men in panties" and I happened upon the now defunct LLAPA website (seriously, look it up on the way back machine). And reading all the stories about men in panties made me understand what I was and that led me to literotica which led me to Tumblr....

And here I am!

Okay so I'm leaving put a lot of stuff in between like my marriage, the multiple purges, my push to be cuckolded and me being pussyfree since 2023 (I really think it has a great ring to it lol).

As for how I hold my sissy side currently? I identify as a sissy. I'm mostly out to people in my life. I live alone in a janky ass town in rural Canada so I can't sissy all the time and need to be able to boymode from time to time, plus I'm half Indian so my Indian side is extremely conservative and I try my best not to cross them.