It was surreal, frankly. Tim had set to redesigning the batsuit to fit him almost immediately after the decision had been made. Unlike Dick and Jason, Tim wasn’t built like a brick house. He’d always been more for agility or speed than that. He was smaller, more compact. So much so that part of him feared that he looked stupid in the cowl. That they’d never take him seriously. Still, he pushed it aside. He had work to do. They all did. There was no time for the insecurity, even if he was rife with it.
Fitting another gadget onto the belt and checking the commlinks and other electric components, he barely noticed Stephanie when she had come in, and he certainly didn’t see her little pep talk. But when he was finished and all that was left was to pull the cowl up, he turned to make his way over to her.
She looked natural in the suit, even if Bruce hadn’t let her have it for very long. Seventy-two days. It was almost insulting. She was so much better than that, but Tim knew that Bruce had been afraid of another Jason. Stephanie had been green then, but he knew that the decision to fire her had forever shaped her lack of confidence. If anything, he truly hoped that this redeemed her in her own eyes. She deserved that. “He does,” Tim agreed. “And I couldn’t ask for a better one.”
In spite of everything, Stephanie had been consistent with Tim since they had arrived in Gotham. Stephanie was always something he could look for for grounding. A good part of a foundation to return to when he needed to not lose control. After losing Bruce, they were all barely dealing, but she gave him something else to focus on. “It felt weird for me,” he offered. “Putting the suit back on. Is it for you?”
There was an undeniable difference in how each brother looked in the Batsuit. Steph could tell them all apart by their little tells. Still, each of them would occasionally remind her of Bruce, and it always made her heart twinge. Not that she could tell any of them that without risking the entire night going to shit. It wasn’t easy to fill Batman’s shoes, she knew that, and she was doing her best to be as supportive as possible. That was what Babs said they were here for, right? So she’d swallow down her own feelings about it, even though working so closely with Batman again was bringing up a host of memories.
“Really?” She grinned, turning to and fro in front of Bruce’s display cases. She could catch her reflection in the metal. “I dunno, my butt is a lot bigger than it was back then. I might need to watch it if I bend over.” Ripping her pants down the middle was not on the agenda for the evening, even if it might introduce a small moment of levity.
The suit didn’t have the same significance to her as it did for the others, Steph knew that, but it still meant something to her. It was something she’d gotten to contribute to at least in part, even if it had only been for a short time. Bruce had trusted her with it in spite of everything that happened later. That meant something to her. It meant a lot more than she ever admitted to him - and if she harbored guilt for anything, it was that.
“Yeah, it’s weird,” she said, her expression sobering. “Mainly because of Bruce, though. Not because of what happened to me or anything.” She was quick to brush it off, even though just mentioning it sent a chill down her spine, and flashed a small, awkward grin. “Good thing I didn’t die in the suit though, right? That’d be awkward.”