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I’m just waiting for someone to give me a reason at this point. I’m angry at everyone and everything. Everyone but one person is a piece of shit. I want to be done.

so am i splitting or am i just feeling a little unwanted

Weird thing about me is that I don’t immediately think of others as less than (unless there are specific circumstances) and if I choose to interact with someone I assume that they are “on my level” in one way or another like intelligence or overall morals and stuff like that. But when they fail to meet those expectations I feel almost betrayed and like “oh you’re not special or interesting ew what” and it completely changes the way I see them. I had this one science project with someone I liked a bit and figured she seemed pretty cool but I spent so long explaining my idea over and over again and it became clear that I was the smarter one between us and I couldn’t reconcile it and felt that she had deceived me in a way and I couldn’t see her the same way after that.