𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳

I actually think I have two?

one of them is angry, with sharp teeth and a wet mouth and big paws and he wants something to tear into

the other seems calmer. I think they lived on earth? they stalk around in forests and are cryptid like

the first wolf seems stronger though, like I'm better connected. maybe it's because his emotions and rage are stronger?

I'm super new to kinning, yesterday was the first time I shifted and the first time I had really dig that deep into the kinmunity

I really enjoyed it and interacting with all the content and seeing other people like this ect ect but as soon as I got out of it I felt kinda weird about it??

it might just be the stereotypes abt kin I've seen online but it's kinda weird

because I like being human, and when I'm not in a kinshift I don't like who I was

I used to be a hellhound, and I've got a worry that the reason I got reincarnated as a human was because I'm meant to redeem myself??

and I just

I don't know

I'm having worries about my identity, mainly because my personality is so different to my past life's one

it's almost as if we're two different beibgs

fuck