i’d love to stop playing these mental gymnastics with myself. like do you want to be in my life or not

bottle of ‘42, just to ease the pain

feeling like i lost my best friend. lowkey why i try to only stay friends 🫠

damn. i really lost my nigga and can’t talk to anyone about it cause i’m still in the closet :/

nvm. mfs giving me the silent treatment lmao

nothing hurts worse than feeling alone in your immediate family, your extended family, and even your friend groups. it’s like people want me around but i don’t want to be around. i’d rather just not be there. it doesn’t feel authentic or genuine. the relationships have died a long time ago and i feel like people are just forcing to keep them alive. just let it die and forget about me.

i haven’t been depressed for a HOT minute but i’m ngl i feel it coming back up 🫤

i need my nigga back…ASAP