iโm going to make an introduction post bc i have nothing else to do!
TW FOR MY ACCOUNT : cursing, mentions of sh, mentions of suicide, mentions of โญ๏ธving, and other things. if you are a non-mature person please click off for your own safety.
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hi! my name on the web is CiCi, itโs not my actual name but i heavily prefer to go by this! pronouns are she/her/they/them/it/its/any/all
im not diagnosed with anything. just a fun fact to throw in.
please dni if : homophobic, transphobic, racist, or radqueer ((im sorry i just canโt deal with radqueers bc of trauma.. iโm really sorry)). anyone else can talk.
iโm part of the lgbtq+ (genderfluid, aroace) and iโm open to conversations about sexuality and attraction.
iโm a minor, so back off. i also donโt want to date anyone and cannot form an attraction with anyone in any way so please donโt try and force me. i also do NOT like nsfw ,, that is bc i prefer to stay in a bubble of more โinnocentโ stuff. ((sorry if that sounds weird. i kind of used to be hypersexual..))
my account is mainly vents. like. a lot of vents. but every now and then when iโm actually sane iโll post something normal.
iโm so open for vents. i donโt care if iโm in the worse condition, shift your pain to me. iโm not that active later in the night like 2am-5am (EST) but still, i will try and message and reply as soon as possible. give me all your worries and problems and iโll carry them for you.
iโm not very active unless iโm venting or iโm messaging someone so if you wanna be moots it might take me a bit to respond.
little info sheet:
สษชสแดสแด แดส: 12/10 (american way) 10/12 (for others)
i do draw sometimes. barely digitally but iโm also getting used to it. i kind of gave up on drawing after ๏ผณ๏ผฏ๏ผญ๏ผฅ๏ผข๏ผฏ๏ผค๏ผน told me that drawing was useless unless it turned into a career and art careers were worthless.
fav artists: vivinos for KARMA ,, laufey for A Night To Remember (ft. Beabadoobee) ,, beabadoobee for The Perfect Pair ,, sunday cruise for Loser ,, Sheena Ringo for A Double Suicide ,, ILLIT for Billyeoon Goyangi (Do the dance) ,, NMIXX for Crescendo ,, The Marรญas for Paranoia ,, HALCALI for OTSUKARE Summer ,, The Cardigans for Lovefool ,, and Mitski for I Donโt Smoke (Audiotree Live Version).
fandoms iโm in (i might not know much about these):
dandyโs world (not rlly anymore but i know stuff) ,, arfbh ,, aha ,, vocaloid/utau/synth ,, gllit ,, eyekon (only slightly) ,, pjsk ,, tadc ,, alnst ,, zomst ,, house of puso ,, and interliminality (if this counts) ,, iโll prob edit when i remember more.
iโm a writer sometimes, but i lose interest in hobbies INSANELY fast.
projects for writing: pcttww (Punishments Come to Those Who Wait!) and ftfp (From The First Person.)
i am american, i know, go ahead, roast me.
i have kind of a lot of things wrong with me. iโm malnourished from myself ,, i crave attention from people ,, i call people out for things i do too ,, and i shut down very easily but i try and be the best person i can whenever iโm sane. (not very often sadly.)
if u wanna know some trauma about me ,, i have heavy body positivity issues ,, i was abused ,, my old household was not sustainable for children (my parents were drunks and beat me and my siblings but dw they are better now) ,, iโve been groomed ,, and iโve attempted 5(?) times now.
