random thoughts

quitting p and getting gooned out every night is having some pretty awesome side effects like when i ravage my humping pillow at night and in the morning and touch myself it's that much more sensitive and my mind goes crazy with all sorts of elaborate fantasies and filthy thoughts haha my imagination turns me on more than p ever did

if i could have slow and steady morning s to wake up to instead of watching p all night long i'd take it yk imagine dreaming about some older man crush haha only to wake up to strong arms folding around my little waist and a guy whispering sweet nothings in my ear while he pushes inch after massive inch as deep as it'll go inside me until he's gasping he wants to breed my pussy to which i moan fill me please and we end up with shaking legs and soaked sheets yes pls all right i gotta get on with my day now just blowing off some steam tumblr still going strong quitting p but i suppose this is a twelve step program or smth where i just post the frustrated fantasies that stack in my head

ig battling addiction's always a big challenge and i must have underestimated it but i wanna push through and quit p altogether like it's a quick dopamine fix and it feels great rubbing my pussy and getting that i need to get railed feeling haha and i made a habit out of doing just that nearly every night from like ten to four in the morning but when i take a step back and look at i'm like wtf girl haha it's crazy and i just gotta try and find middle ground or take it step by step i even watched a video pathetic right but it said that i'm prob gonna slip up again and give in which rn feels like it's gonna help me get off so hard i'll squirt but i gotta stay strong

was a hopeless gooner girl until yesterday and i was pretty confident i could handle it with my humping pillow this morning but i gotta say it's starting to itch rn and it's creeping back into my mind what was i thinking haha it's not like i can suddenly switch from watching hot older guys with coke can thick cocks f the shit out of mewling girls who look like me to just using my imagination and trade touching my soaking wet pussy all night long in for healthy exercise and sensible choices but i thought i would try at least and yesterday was fine but tonight it's really starting to f with me like i wanna get fucked rn pls and my bf is coming over tomorrow while i really gotta fight to resist watching p rn