hello everyone, you can call me Kristina Rin. Nice to meet you!
Iβm a mixed Japanese American from Metro Detroit, USA πΊπΈ who lives in Osaka, Japanπ―π΅. Professionally, Iβm a kimono stylist/teacher, content writer, and ELL instructor. Unprofessionally, Iβm a haunted house in the shape of a girl.
I am madly in love with Byronic heroes/anti-heroes. (Bonus points if they have silver/white hair.) My heart flutters the most at Vergil (DMC), but also Erik (Phantom of the Opera), Meier Link (Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust), Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader (SW), and Vegeta (DBZ).
I love writing; I am working on a dark fantasy series with elements of horror and romance, and also a retelling of Phantom of the Opera in Taisho era, Japan. Sometimes I dabble in fic, but not often.
I like to pretend I can draw sometimes too.
My personal account (not updated often): @lafeedunord
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Finally finished this work π Happy to draw some gothic literature stuff again. I've been doing art studies like crazy this month, and it's nice to see the first results.
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At first, I agreedβ but then I thought about it more. I now think that Christine instead sits in the middle of the two. Saying Christine has more in common with Lucy is only true if we compare the *most visible* traits each gothic heroine has
At first glance, Christine and Lucy are obvious literary cousins: gentle, adored, emotionally sensitive, associated with innocence and vulnerability (and placed in a Gothic story where predatory male desire threatens to consume them)
Both inspire an almost frantic protective instinct in the men around them (Christine with Raoul, Lucy with Arthur, Dr. Seward, and Quincey). And of course, both have a certain softness that gets mistaken for passivity
BUT.οΏΌ
Christineβs interiority (particularly Lerouxβs Christine in the original novel) is where Mina starts creeping in, imo.
I think readers underestimate how observant Christine is (mainly because they focus too hard on her pious, arguably naive belief in an angel sent by her father teaching her to sing).
However, once Christine KNOWS she being deceived? She plans. She conceals information from Raoul trying to protect him (and gets understandably frustrated when he refuses to listen to her)
Christine evaluates danger. She plans escape. She thinks through everything as much as she can (even if she does give in to daydreams when she and Raoul play at being engaged for a monthβ and doesnβt anticipate him destroying her plans by NOT going to the North Pole).
When she finally tells Raoul what happened to her? She does so in painstaking detail⦠and that is a Mina trait.
Lucy is taken too soon thanks to the narrative, so we donβt get to see if she would be as analytical as Mina is in the novel. But both Christine and Mina (and Lucy!) are armed with a very particular kind of compassion that we see them use with the villain/monster, whereas Lucyβs manifests a bit differently (βWhy canβt they let a woman marry three men?β as she does not want to hurt any of them!).
Again, we donβt know if Lucy would have shared the same kind compassion that both Christine and Mina have for the villain, but Iβd like to think she would have!
However, both Christine and Mina are both very analytical while compassionate towards the dark figures pursuing them. (Yes, I said Christine is analytical! Please stay with me!)
Mina remarks that she pities Dracula with all of her heart. She calls his case the saddest of them all. Despite violating her and causing immense suffering, she views Dracula as a tragic, soulless soul trapped in agony, urging the vengeful men around her to show him mercy
Sheβs called the light of all lights for a reasonοΏΌ
Christine is very similar in her own way. She ultimately understands Erik deeply, far deeper than most even want to. And the climax depends not upon Raoul defeating the monster but upon Christine herself figuring out what kind of human response can reach him, and saving him with that very same human compassion.
Christine is still frightened and romantic and deeply compassionate, BUT sheβs also surprisingly resourceful, and thatβs something I think many overlook often
(And thereβs a recurring βRaoul, I am begging you to understand that I really DO know more about this situation than you doβ quality to her that Mina would absolutely recognize instantly imo!)
So, I think sheβs in the middle. Not quite Mina, not quite Lucy, but on a scale between the two.
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Virgil is a mystery to me. I am attracted by his inner struggle, a certain philosophy. I'm getting a kick out of him, or rather, out of his image. A certain demon from Vrubel's paintings or Lermontov's poem
The very best thing about The Phantom of the Opera is that it shows us a possibly supernatural occurrence, then gives us a natural explanation that is infinitely crazier than the supernatural one would have been.
What if there was a ghost in the opera house that was killing people?
Requires you to accept the existence of ghosts, but otherwise is a straightforward story.
What if the chief contractor who built the opera house was a deformed circus freak who used his experience building palaces and torture chambers for sultans to keep building secret passageways and torture chambers in the basement when construction halted during the Franco-Prussian War, and then kept living down there working on an opera and killing and blackmailing people who crossed him and also training a pretty opera singer that he wants to marry?
There is nothing in the world that could have prepared me to expect even half of that.
Honestly, this explains so much about Christine's perspective too when you think about it.
My father sent me a guardian angel from Heaven to guide and comfort me in his absence: "Okay, not something that happens every day, but that is what guardian angels are supposed to do and Dad did indicate something like this would happen."
A hideously disfigured renaissance man, having all the natural skills and education to build himself a secret villain lair in a public building, extort enormous amounts of money from its management, and convince everyone he's a ghost, has developed a massive crush on me and has decided to express that through manipulation, kidnapping, and murder: "I cannot even begin to tell you how much this was not on my Bingo card."
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quick phantom sketch as a proof that i shouldn't be allowed to watch that one music of the night music video from 80's (you know the longer version from the higlights album one)