and if only love could break these chains

and, maybe it doesn't matter, because in my experience (note: this only applies to people I met offline first, online friends are different), my interiority doesn't really matter. people don't ask me questions about myself or my interests, so it doesn't actually matter if I have anything in common with anyone...I just wish there was a way to go out and do more things and expand my social circle in a way that didn't involve just completely erasing everything about me.

I think it's because, if someone is sick of me on here, they can easily mute my main post tag...it just feels less imposing than on Bluesky, where it's more difficult to filter things out like that

neat sgshshs

Here are some commissions I did for @miripirim of some of her NPCs from one of our VTM games, Hailey and Victoria!

aside from some stuff for work, I don't even know what I want, though...I'm more uncomfortable with flashy clothes as I get older, but t-shirts make me feel sloppy, and the things I like usually are more unusual. and it's so frustrating trying to find clothes in my size, when there can be a 16" difference between different brands for the same size. and my tastes are changing a bit, and it's stupid but it makes me feel like a poser. guh

I'm a little bit excited KJDFHKJ

maybe the missing person was the friend we made across the way. lmao

but everything is so perfect...when they come together......

they're just so Doll. very Doll dolls. and they're much nicer in person than in photos, in my opinion. and now that they're in the states, they're reasonably priced...I will be keeping a very close eye on them