Chloe🕊

and thank you to @somnambule-plus​ for my new favorite word… schoogle

All I can think about is you,

Today,

Or tomorrow?

It's nothing new.

You're there in my head,

There till I'm dead.

I sigh happily every time I think of you.

I sigh nervously every time I see you.

You fuel all my sighs,

Maybe sometimes all my lies.

I lie to me,

About how you're just a stranger.

I lie to me,

About how you don't matter.

Well,

You do.

You're more to me,

Than me to you.

That's for sure.

I can't lie,

I'm a little amused,

By the way you smile.

You make my heart race.

When you're not there,

It simply breaks.

You're more than a stranger.

To me atleast.

When I look at your arms,

Why do I feel the urge to be in them?

Why do they feel like home.

You're eyes shine like the moon.

They're engaging,

Mesmerizing,

Stunning,

Heavenly,

But most of all,

Beguiling.

Maybe you're deceiving me,

Maybe you're a liar,

Maybe you're a cheat.

But the benefit of doubt is all I have right now,

I have to trust you.

But moreover,

I simply have to trust me.

Her.

She's the one.

Said it's a prank,

Took it casually.

Hurt my heart,

Cuz she didn't know I wasn't kidding.

Her playful punches,

Better than kisses.

Her eyes shining bright in the night.

Her smile,

She's Giggling meaninglessly.

She caught me,

Staring at her.

Smiled as if it was an event that was supposed to occur.

She's looking at me,

And me, Her.

Should've kissed her.

It would've ended anyway,

Should've ended it with a kiss atleast.

Would've felt euphoric atleast.

emily dickinson: “Show me Eternity, and I will show you Memory —

Both in one package lain

And lifted back again —

Be Sue — while I am Emily —

Hailee Steinfeld