Procrastination Station

these same roads i rode down as a child i now drive, only now i'm not afraid the car's gonna roll over into the river. even if it did i can swim the current isn't that strong blah blah blah i went faster when i thought about it. took my loud ass shitty hooptie hoop and went 60 down a back way i used to go all the time and there was this big tree next to a barn that someone had put a bunch of lights on for christmas. all the way to the top. i drove back by 2 times to get a picture. it was decent but nothing special.

great great great i'm fine sometimes great and it feels good well fine but not great always. wish it could be great always but mostly 'meh' to fine. plus i'm depressed. or i was. i can't quite figure out if this pessimism is a verb or a noun. or an adjective...ok i haven't quite figured out this analogy but it's fun to think about being happy...