* 崩壊 / 創生

What are you even SAYING!!!!!!

head full, many thoughts . . .

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▍ @hakuchigun​​ asked : we are born of the blood, made men by the blood, undone by the blood.

❛ to have such a primitive train of thought is only proof of how monstrously UNGRATEFUL you, as well as many other humans, are——  ❜ softly spoken and void of malice, dostoevsky ceases once realizing those words were only to fall upon deaf ears. staring down at the crown of red, he speaks as if in the presence of a pestering child and appears as if his vision is upon a lowly insect.

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▍ @mimikichu​​ asked : This will be your home, for now. (gestures to bedroom closet)

an incredulous stare at her gesturing is what quickly follows and it quickly dissipates once fyodor notes that she seems to be quite serious; while it seemed beneath him, it certainly was not the worst of places he has called home ( temporary or not ) and he was not about to argue when the police were unhappy with his endeavors again. snatching a spare pillow from the bed, he carelessly tosses it into the closet and makes himself comfortable; not even minutes later and his stomach is making undignified noises—— he has not eaten in three days. 

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▍ @violetueur​ asked : Isn’t it time someone put you out of your misery?

❛ —— this burden is heavy and despicable; to die would be allowed a release from this prison and the punishment would not suit the crime. my PENANCE must be served in full once i am finished what i was put on this earth to do. ❜ biting at his nails in idle reverie, he ceases momentarily prior to sparing her a wayward glance.

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an unexpected surprise, but not an unwelcome one. knowing that this job was relatively important ( in the eyes of their buyer, of course ), dostoevsky assumed that they would purchase someone equally as expensive to protect them; however, said person bought being port mafia executive chuuya nakahara. . . now that had been an unforeseen change in pace— it almost was enough cause for him to turn the tides and murk their employer, but he held his patience close. the need for immunity within belladonna was far greater than his desire to watch the other’s face fall at his shortcomings. 

it was not as if it would be unwarranted. their employer, after all, was naught more than a BLIGHT upon this defiled city; a sinner that begged ( PLEADED ) to be cleansed——  ah, perhaps he would release him from his prison, after he had been paid. there was always personal gratification to be had in his numinous purpose; to stare upon his imminent, ignorant meal and enact his unfitting part as harlequin— it only made it more enjoyable, in the end.

they first were brought together to discuss their purpose here together— to get acquainted, in short; refraining from casting wayward glances his newfound redheaded coworker, dostoevsky finds that he had completely tuned out what had been previously said by their employer. it was drawn out and unnecessarily long; to expect him to listen to such prattling. . . 

ah, damn, it could not be helped, he supposed. this is why he typically worked on his own terms; it seemed, part - time, was not for him, either.

as everyone rose from their seats, dostoevsky took note of how they chose a partner to introduce themselves and could not cease the irked expression from flitting momentarily across his pale visage. what was this—— grade school? this was not his forte, but if he must, he would at least have a bit of fun with this childish activity; seeing as how no one had yet to approach chuuya, he opted on using this opportunity to formally introduce himself.

lackluster circumstances causing them to meet, dostoevsky could only now ponder on whether or not chuuya was aware, as well; while they had never met, the port mafia certainly was awfully guileful. if there was anything he was certain of, it was that he had heard of him before; there was no conceit behind that train of thought, it was a mere fact.

to test his theory, a hand was dumbly extended in a terribly awkward greeting ( he was almost impressed at his own acting ) and kept such an intolerable awkwardness in his demeanor that even the cruelest of folk would take pity on him. hopefully, he would not create a huge fuss at being tricked into touching him once he revealed his name; dostoevsky had not laughed in quite some time and he feared he would end up in a coughing fit, if that were the case.

❛ it is a pleasure to be working with you, er— ❜ a sheepish scratch at his neck.

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THE DEVIL.

❛ the arcana is the means by which all is revealed. giving in to temptations, man learned to distinguish what is GOOD and EVIL. ❜

the devil arcana represents the urge to do selfish, impulsive, violent things, and being a slave to ones' own impulse and feelings. occasionally, it is also portrayed as a symbol of temptation. the positive aspect, however, represents a healthy bond or commitment.

BITCH!!!!!! I DIDN;T KILL HIM!!! YOU KILLED HIM!!!

I just.,….,, helped HIDE him!! But you said IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!!

exactly, i couldn’t have said it any better: you’re an ACCOMPLICE.

Y’all hear sum’n? Nah? 

She goes back to sliding the crusts of her sandwich under the gap of her wardrobe door. 

girl i hear sum’n but i’mma ignore it.

ah shit, this is what he gets for letting an amateur help him—!! 

yeeting himself out the apartment complex’s third floor window, he lands with a nasty POP from his elderly knees and a small explosion is left in his wake to destroy all the evidence left back at his place. 

MUN vs. MUSE

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FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other → listens to sora’s wack stories that he has no reason to believe are untrue.

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FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  / other → accidental rat uncle to your muse.

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ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ] /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other .

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other .