Beyond belief

Someone tell me to stop before I get hurt again

I actually just want to curl up and cry but how is that going to help

I tell myself I'm done making the same mistakes yet I keep making them because it's nice to feel something once in a while

I'm willing to change my whole life and move away just to be closer to you, but you can't even respond to a text.... Why can't I just accept that you don't want me the way I want you, you randomly came into my life and your all I can think about, you are the one person I want to experience life with.

I get attached far too easily, this is going to hurt.

Why now why did you have to come back now? Just when I gave up hope that you weren't coming back, it's like you've sat there and watched me be broken day in and day out and the moment I finally start to feel happy you've come back to mix everything up again

I think I've figured out my problem and that is that I trust too easily and I get too attached too quickly, as soon as someone shows me the slightest bit of attention it becomes my main focus and I can't stop thinking about them.

I am a broken man Indeed

Honestly I just want a break, lost the girl, lost my friends, lost my job, what's next? Don't think I have anything else to lose

When is it my turn to be happy?