We're Here Chapter 2 Sneak Peek
Grace cradled his head in his hands and frowned down at the numbers on the page through the tiny gaps in his arms, mind racing and eyes itching from a noticeable lack of sleep. Â
Normally when he stayed awake fighting the inevitable pull of his eyelids drifting closer and closer to their final destination, there was an excuse for it that sounded fairly logical to his own ears. The matter was pressing enough. He had to finish the task at hand before he could relax. It couldn’t wait. Â
And so on, and so forth, even as the truth of the matter was he did better work when he wasn’t exhausted and strung out and drifting between two alternative states of consciousness where errors became prevalent and borderline dangerous. Â
With Rocky around to double-check his calculations, that didn’t matter so much anymore. But that wasn’t the reason he fought desperately to keep his eyes open this time around. Â
There was no pressing issue to attend to. Nothing that couldn’t wait a few hours or days or weeks to figure out. His spiral into madness was of a different variety altogether, and it just so happened to be that sleep itself was his mortal enemy. No matter how ravenously he craved its peace and tranquility, it refused to offer him anything short of hellish imagery doomed to repeat itself until the end of time.
That’s how it felt, at least. In truth, he’d only made it a fraction of the way through his second viewing of the tale of Simon’s commitment to his future salvation before things had even gotten to the point of true miserable futility, but like a trap poised and ready to snap at the slightest breath of wind, knowing the future outcome and being a helpless bystander all the same was in itself a form of torture he didn’t know how to prepare himself for willingly.Â
How does one prepare for their own excruciating death even if it wasn’t supposed to be of the more permanent variety? And wasn’t that somehow worse? Experiencing the act firsthand only to wake up with the understanding it would likely repeat again and again until it drove you insane or else you fixed whatever problem needed fixing instead?
It wasn’t like he hadn’t tried, of course. After the shock of the very first dream sequence wore off, the next night’s continuation saw him willing the body to obey his command and stay down for a change as he was thrashed about the room while both the monster and the people in charge of the sub’s tether yanked it this way and that without a care for how that would affect the person trapped inside.
Naturally, the events had transpired in much the same basic manner as before. If he’d managed to actually persuade the body to do anything that it hadn’t in the initial version, then it was to such an infinitesimal degree that it hardly counted toward a victory when it had taken every last ounce of his grit and determination to do even that much seemingly to no avail.
Of course, a single moment of trial and error did not a fully-fledged experiment make. If every scientist out there had given up after their first stumbling attempt at perfecting something, human civilization would likely still be living in the dark ages, and he wouldn’t be aboard the Hail Mary saving the stars with a sentient rock for a best friend and a robotic multi-armed contraption coming in for a close second.
Even still, avoidance had become the knee-jerk go-to whenever he didn’t wish to face a problem head on. Just because he was going to have to fall asleep at some point didn’t mean he had to acquiesce to its pull the moment it began to brush soothing fingers over his brain beckoning him to come partake in an act he knew was going to end in total disaster. Â
Scientist or not, he was still a human being with a squishy little ape brain that feared the things it didn’t quite understand and avoided pain and misery at all costs. No one willingly subjected themselves to endless torture. Or, well, he supposed there might be someone out there far less determined to evade the inevitable for whatever reason, but as far as he went, if given the option between fighting sleep or being subjected to riding copilot for another person’s ridiculous attempt at fighting eldritch horrors, he’d pick the former every time and never once feel the desire to regret his decision.
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Read chapter one here and stay tuned for this bad boy coming to you next Friday!















