Hi guys, how's life? It's a very tough time of the year, isn't it? This is 2020 and the world has become a nightmare. Everything was just fine 3 weeks ago. Aku masih latihan dance buat kompetisi, seneng2 pas kompetisinya, masih latihan lagi buat kompetisi lain (akhirnya ditunda), masih ke pantai, nongki sama temen2 di kafe. But now we must locking ourselves up at home/kos-kosan, #dirumahaja. Events are cancelled. Hospitals are overwhelmed. Economies have tanked. It is like we are living in a horror movie with no closing credits in sight. Who would have guessed this was coming tho. 2019 sucks but this is not what we want in 2020 am I right???? I like to think this too shall pass and life will go on. I miss our daily basic life. The day surely will come again, saat kita bisa makan bareng temen2, ngopi di kafe, jalan2 di mall, ke pantai, ke gunung, without fear, without grief. Kemarin aku sempet sakit, ya sakit biasa sih dan cuma seminggu tapi ditambah anxiety, sempet stres berat, cuma bisa di kos, sendirian, parno, tiap hari nangis, sampe lose weight hahaha. Beberapa hari ini juga mendung dan hujan terus tiap siang (aku bangunnya siang terus jadi ga merasakan berjemur matahari pagi) but thank God tadi akhirnya aku bisa lihat lagi langit biru awan putih, gak segloomy kemarin2. Bosen? Bosen banget parah. Jalanan sepi, jalan masuk ditutup portal bertulis lockdown, keluar kos cari makan aja merasa kriminal, feeling guilty. Monmaap kosku gaada dapurnya haha sedih, aku juga pengen masak2 lucu di rumah/kos kayak kalian tapi gabisa. Sebisa mungkin kita tetep harus stay home, stay healthy, stay hydrate. It's all doesn't seem normal, it's tiring and suffocating but this is our time to be hero, our time to save the world (the world ya not the earth, this is human crisis not our planet crisis) by staying at home and do the physical distancing. Jangan mudik dulu. Kita bisa melalui ini semua, guys!!!!!Semua ini pasti akan selesai dan kita bisa normal lagi seperti biasanya. We have much time to think, to pray, to be kind. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be angry, it's okay to be not okay. But remember we can do this together. Jiayou!!! ๐๐๐ (at This Too Shall Pass) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-WeAh1pfuX/?igshid=1xvs6glg1vumx
