☆◇P1erce-g0n3-M4D◇☆

Hellow :333

For an intro, my name is Pierce 👍

I am transmasc

He/him pronouns 👌

Im kinda the cool, gay uncle type I'd say

This is my jirai blog, so for any moots out there, my...OG account?? ....main account....???

My main account is @cheezgr8er6 if yall wanna check that out or discover me 😎👌 (know the difference between that one and this one is that this one has an E at the end of the Z in cheezegr8er6👍)

Im in multiple Fandoms (I favor one or 2 in particular)

-twisted wonderland

-Death note

-Naruto (+Shippuden)

-SPYXFAMILY

-Cardcapter Sakura

-project Sekai

-vocaloid

Aaaaaaaaand ig I'm up for any lore on, like, things like Demon Slayer, Bungo straydogs, One Piece, or just any other thing u wannayap abt, I like to yap and listen ^^

I do have ADHD, and I do have tangents sometimes....soooooooooooo

YAAAAAAAHHH

Okay, all I gotta say is don't do or say anything weird on here.

This is a judgement free environment but I am a minor, soooooo....

And is u feel weird abt saying smth, I do ask u to ask.

Don't be afraid to say what's on ur mind

(Ik I will be, but that's the point of this blog)

Thank yall, aaaaaand UHHHHHH yeah 👍👍

And PLSSSSSS send me dms and asks, IM A SCOCIAL GOLDEN REYRIEVER AT HEART AND ILY ALL SOOOOOOOOO MUCH :333

OMFG I HATE LITTLE CHIDREN SO MUCH, OMG, WTF WAS THE DIETY IN THE SKY THINKIN WHEN THEY MADE FUCKING TODDLERS, OMFG, THEY DONT LISTEN FOR SHIT THEYRE SO FUCKING LOUD THEY THINK ITS A JOKE WHEN U TELL THEM TO STOP MULTIPLE TIMES THEYRE FUCKING ANNOYING THEYRE LITTLE FUCKING BRATS AND UR TELLING ME I CANT HALL OFF AND SLAP THEM?????? OMFG AND U CANT SMACK THEM WHEN THEY THINK ITS FUNNY TO TERRORIZE THE DOG????? U CANT SMACK THEM WHEN THEY TERRORIZE U?????? OMFG, THEYRE SO OVERSTIMULATING I CANT FUCKING EVEN OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND THEM THEY WANNA ACT ALL CUTE WHEN THEY GET IN TROUBLE AND U CANT SMACK THEM BC THEY DONT KNOW ANY BETTER????? HOLY FUCKING HELL

everyone, this is ur reminder to turn on ALL of ur alarms. School starts soon :3

warning: talks of drugs, alcahol, abuse, addiction, and teen pregnancy. Do not read if anything just listed is triggering or uncomfortable.

okay, my mom is fucking annoying.

I already kinda hate her bc I genuinely fucking HATE everything abt her and now she thinks I find it funny when she tickles me?? When I'm clearly sending her signs and telling her to stop???

Istfg.

Honestly, I said that i still love her, but tbh, idk if I do anymore. Every time I look at her, I'm either reminded abt how I gotta preform for her and be her "perfect little golden daughter" or I'm met with her annoying Melanial humor and I'm not saying there's anything wrong with melanials, I'm just saying her idea of what's funny is absolutely fucking annoying and she knows i find it annoying too. And just the sound of her voice, dude, like....

I did say that I loved her, but idk if I have any true reason to, ya know? I mean, she has an alcahol and vape addiction, which deeply concerns me bc when I was a baby, she had to go to rehab and I fear that her drinking and vaping is gonna damage her to the point where the walls that her years of rehab built is gonna break completely and I might lose her, and I asked her to quit drinking entirely bc once, and I explained this in a previous post, she got insanely drunk and I was alone with her in the house and she only promised to stop drinking like that, and I wanted her to give it up entirely.

And her vaping just pmo bc every time she does, the fucking cloud of nicotine gets blown into my face and I gotta hold my breath just to keep myself from coughing. Her vape stinks and it's extremely bad for her health and I really just want her to stop doing it.

Shes also very homophobic and transphobic and that pisses me off bc I am both gay and Trans.

Shes also an evangelical Christian, and we all know how that shit goes.

I constantly have to preform in front of her just so I can live peacefully in this household and if I slip up in front of her, then I'm only gonna be rejected, gaslighted, manipulated, and seen as anything but a fucking human being. She's gonna think ive been "possessed by a demon" or some shit like that.

And as I think abt this, it makes me wonder, just how annoying am i??? Like, this is my kin and I live in this household everyday. That has an effect on me and who I am.

Am I annoying?

Do I share any of the qualities my mom does that i constantly complain abt??

I mean, I feel like the only reason I even say I love her is bc she is my mom and she does love me, but tbh, she has a specific kind of love for me that absolutely fucking scares me. Like, for my own safety and the safety of others.

Basically, the way I can describe her love for me is, like, a Maternal yandere kinda love.

She said to me, and I quote, "I will kill for u kid, and smile in my mugshot" and she says it SO. MUCH. it's honestly terrifying.

She also has ZERO empathy for ANYONE. She's disgusting. Like, my sister is currently going through a very hard time, which is a HUGE can of worms I'll have to open another time, but basically she's a teen mom in LA with a potentially abusive husband.

My mom fucking HATES my sister, and I genuinely wanna hurt my mom when she talks abt my sister. She complains abt how irrisponsible my sister is, like, bitch, as if UR NOT????? As if my sister isn't still a fucking CHILD????? as if it isn't stressful to be a fucking TEEN MOM????? like, bitch, how can u talk when u did drugs, drank, partied, and did everything u WERENT supposed to do when pregnant with me and did all that shit even AFTER I was born???????? U WERE ADDICTED TO CIGARETTES FOR A GOOD BIT OF MY CHILDHOOD AND NOW U FUCKING VAPE!!!!!! ur an ALCAHOLIC AND NEED HELP, BITCH.

And ig in her defense, she wasn't aware of her pregnancy until the very last minute, but she did that shit even after I was born.

And she acts like my sister is the problem???????Honey, MY SISTER IS STRUGGLING.

Yeah, she made a bunch of shitty mistakes and made all the wrong choices, but shes TRYING.

And then my dad wants to be all pissed bc my sister doesn't wanna fly back to Georgia and live with us, like, ANYTIME SHES OVER HERE, U WANNA SCREAM AT HER BITCH. She don't feel safe here!!!!!!!! YA DUMBASS

So anyways....yeah. I don't think I like my mom anymore.

Am I trying to convince myself that I still love her just bc she's my mom and is honestly kinda all I got at home? Maybe. That's probably the only excuse bc I have literally no reason to love her and i have so many reasons to hate her.

Idk anymore...

Hey, I just thought abt smth someone said abt MAGA and, like, it was a post on here where someone who supported MAGA and trump asked someone if they could follow them if they were MAGA and the dude they were asking said "eww, FUCK no, get away" or smth like that and honestly, I kinda just wanna say smth abt that.

Now, I am the FURTHEST thing from a trump supporters. I fucking HATE him and I hope he DIES by accidentally bombing himself before he even gets the SLIM CHANCE of running a 3rd course. My parents are trump supporters which is what makes it worse.

But while I think this, I also think it's wrong to hate on others bc of how they think, which is honestly the main reason why i hate trump and MAGA and just politics in general.

U don't need to hate or instantly reject someone for thinking the way that they do, and I honestly think we should hear each other out more when we do think opposing thoughts.

Do I support trump?? FUCK TO THE N-O, NO!!! but why?? Bc at the very least, he's a pervert, gaslighter, greedy, and manipulater (and not really a very good one to be completely honest). He's also proven himself to be publicly racist, homophobic, transphobic, and sexist, and he's been documented to be in kahoots with the infamous sexoffender, Jeffery Epstein. He's also made very inappropriate jokes abt his own daughter and not only did he do that, but he said it in front of his wife, who is also the mother of his daughter. He also has no past experiences with politics until now, and to me, if feels as tho he's only in office bc of his famous history and his own family lineage, and I personally don't wanna trust someone like that to govern our country, let alone to break the law he's supposed to enforce just to run a 3rd course.

That is my defense.

Now, I will say, I don't understand the standing point of someone who supports MAGA, but that honestly makes me wanna know more abt why they think the way they think.

Now, I will say, i think it could have an element in the way they were rased. I can use my parents as an example. Both were rased in a strict Christian household and were rased on a traditional stand point on life, and the way ur rased and ur experiences throughout ur childhood does have a component in the way u think in ur adulthood. It's very hard to come out of something uve been told and to come out of a belief system uve been told to belive ur whole life. This is also why I understand where my parents come from when they speak of politics like this and when they express their transphobia and homophobia.

And as much as I hate to admit it, im rased in a household that supports trump, sooooo...for a while, i did think the same way, bc that was my environment. (I'm better guys, I'm educated and I'm BETTER NOW)

But I do wanna say, to anyone who does support trump and MAGA, I ask u to do a lot more research instead of everything u hear on the news and everything u see on the surface. The news is designed to be bias and its very beneficial to u and to the world around u if u learn both sides and do ur own research. (For example, Newsmax is bias towards MAGA. Does it give factual information? Yes. But is it from a neutral perspective? No) and to anyone who doesn't support MAGA/trump (basically everyone) don't be rude or aggressive to ppl that do support trump and MAGA, and the same goes for trump and MAGA supporters. Dont be rude or agressive towards others just bc they think differently than u. That's the reason why liberals are very defensive, bc trump supporters have been publicly abused them and have been publicly agressive towards them just bc they think differently.

I say it's best to actually strike up a debate, bc that not only allows u to learn more abt the other side, but it allows u to understand ur side just a bit better. (And I say that in a semi-bias way, but still)

And don't be prideful. If ur wrong abt something, just admit that u were wrong and apoligize. It's that easy. And if ur right, don't gloat abt it. That's not only disgusting but also very narcissistic, and those are the specific traits u wanna avoid just as personality characters.

I love u all SOOOOOO MUCH, and yall be SMART, ya hear???

Yall be good now, ILYYYYYYYYYYYY ❤️❤️❤️

OOOOHHHHHHH it is AMAZING how much just STRAIGHT WATER can do for u when u feel bad 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

(And of course, gay water works even better/j)