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Pairing: Lee Know × flight attendant gn!reader (ft. Hyunjin)
Genre: fluff, humour (trust), fic (1k words)
Prompt: Lee Know was used to having airport crushes. What he wasn't used to, though, was to be on the same plane with said crush for hours on end
Warnings: Hyunjin is going through it, violence (lino hitting hyunjin lmao) mention of food, he's an idol
A/n: this was sooo fun to write, I love this one | daily click
Minho was used to having airport crushes.
Sometimes he'd be in line while admiring someone in front of him. Some person checking their baggage. Random people drinking overpriced coffee. Even some fan waiting for him, maybe. It was normal. He liked to think that it was even part of the nature of his job.
However, those crushes would last minutes at most. He'd see somebody, think "cute", walk away and never see them again, not even give a second thought to it. But he never experienced being stuck with his airport crush for 12 hours and thirty two minutes. Though, given his luck, he's not surprised the prettiest person he ever met was his assigned flight attendant. Of course.
"Why are you pretending to sleep?"
"I'm not pretending to do anything."
"So you talk in your sleep now? Good thing you're an idol. You would've gone bankrupt by now if you were an actor."
Lee Know opened his eyes to glare at his friend, Hyunjin, who was obviously having the time of his life.
"What do you want?"
"Nothing, I'm just watching." Hyunjin replied amidst the chips he was eating "You avoiding Y/no is pretty entertaining. It's like watching animal planet."
Minho closed his eyes again, sighing in annoyance. "Who even is Y/n?"
"The flight attendant? How come you don't know the name of your own crush? They have a huge name tag with their name on it."
That made Minho reopen his eyes real quick.
First, to hit Hyunjin. Second, to make sure you didn't hear nor say anything. Third, to check if that really was your name.
You were refilling Jeongin's glass with water, a huge smile plastered in your lips. And a tag with Y/n L/n written on it. Shoot, he really missed that.
"Was their smile so blinding you couldn't even read their name?"
"I'm never sitting next to you ever again." Minho replied, stealing the chips from his band mate. More three hours until the end of the flight. He was going to die.
"You should just talk to them. All that fan service and you still can't flirt?"
Maybe he'd kill Hyunjin first and only then die. That felt more like it.
He looked at you once again. You were breathtaking, it was genuinely unfair. Soothing voice, the posture of a miss universe and that goddamn smile. He's sure you alone brought a lot of loyal clients to your airline. At least he knows that he for sure would pay a couple of bucks on a flight just to see you again.
And then you turned away from Jeongin, heading to the end of the corridor. Also known as where he was.
"I'm going back to sleep." Minho closed his eyes before you noticed him looking at you "Don't talk to me."
"You're such a loser."
"Shut up."
For ten hopeful yet foolish seconds, Minho expected everything to be okay. He could fake sleep, you'd pretend you believed him because you were professional and nothing else would go wrong. But for that, Hyunjin would have to be quiet.
"Y/n! Can you come here, please?"
Oh, damn him.
Minho opened his eyes only to see you pushing your cart towards him while Hyunjin was grinning like the devil, folding a small piece of paper. There was no time to strangle his friend, Lee Know had to run away immediately. The moment he tried to get up to go to the bathroom, you were already next to him, making him stumble back to his seat.
That was the worst day of his life.
"Hi, Y/n!" Hyunjin said happily. Way too happily. That could not be good. "Can you give me another bag of chips? My friend here just stole mine."
You just giggled lightly (your laugh was prettier than every song he ever listened to) and nodded, offering a new package to Hyunjin.
Okay. Maybe that was it. There was this low, nearly impossible, chance of Hyunjin not teasing Minho this one time. Maybe he really just wanted food. Maybe he was going to let it pass and-
"Thank you! And this" he gave you the small paper he was holding, shortly looking at the older man while doing so "is for you. Maybe check it out after your shift is over."
And then proceeded to wink at you.
He was so dead meat.
You seemed confused, to say the least, but politely smiled and put the paper in your pocket before going to the other sector of the airplane.
The moment you were gone, Minho got up to find the best angle to hit Hyunjin.
"What the- Why are you hitting me?!"
"Why did you do that??" Minho replied a bit too loudly, not caring that he accidentally woke Felix up.
"You weren't going to do so yourself!"
"Me not doing anything didn't mean you could flirt with them in front of me!"
"What?! I wasn't - stop hitting me! - I wasn't flirting! It was your number in that paper!"
Minho's hand freezes in the air, his eyes getting slightly bigger "what?"
Hyunjin sat straighter in his seat, side-eyeing Minho while trying and failing to open his bag of chips.
"I wrote your number on the paper and gave it to them. I also wrote that it was your contact so they wouldn't misunderstand it. I try to make a good action and this is how you thank me, really..."
Lee Know stopped paying attention to his friend's rant after that. You had his number. You could text or call him any time from now on. You both actually had the chance to talk to each other.
But maybe you'd forget it. You could be not interested. You could find him creepy. God knows what would happen now. So he was trying his best to chill and not overthink it.
However, the moment the boys were getting out of the plane and your team was biding them goodbye, he is pretty sure the smile you gave him was bigger than the one the others received. And when he looked at Hyunjin and he was nodding proudly, saying something about how the lunches were worth it, Minho is already thinking how he'll apologise to him if, when, you send a message.
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Pairing: Lee Know × flight attendant gn!reader (ft. Hyunjin)
Genre: fluff, humour (trust), fic (1k words)
Prompt: Lee Know was used to having airport crushes. What he wasn't used to, though, was to be on the same plane with said crush for hours on end
Warnings: Hyunjin is going through it, violence (lino hitting hyunjin lmao) mention of food, he's an idol
A/n: this was sooo fun to write, I love this one | daily click
Minho was used to having airport crushes.
Sometimes he'd be in line while admiring someone in front of him. Some person checking their baggage. Random people drinking overpriced coffee. Even some fan waiting for him, maybe. It was normal. He liked to think that it was even part of the nature of his job.
However, those crushes would last minutes at most. He'd see somebody, think "cute", walk away and never see them again, not even give a second thought to it. But he never experienced being stuck with his airport crush for 12 hours and thirty two minutes. Though, given his luck, he's not surprised the prettiest person he ever met was his assigned flight attendant. Of course.
"Why are you pretending to sleep?"
"I'm not pretending to do anything."
"So you talk in your sleep now? Good thing you're an idol. You would've gone bankrupt by now if you were an actor."
Lee Know opened his eyes to glare at his friend, Hyunjin, who was obviously having the time of his life.
"What do you want?"
"Nothing, I'm just watching." Hyunjin replied amidst the chips he was eating "You avoiding Y/no is pretty entertaining. It's like watching animal planet."
Minho closed his eyes again, sighing in annoyance. "Who even is Y/n?"
"The flight attendant? How come you don't know the name of your own crush? They have a huge name tag with their name on it."
That made Minho reopen his eyes real quick.
First, to hit Hyunjin. Second, to make sure you didn't hear nor say anything. Third, to check if that really was your name.
You were refilling Jeongin's glass with water, a huge smile plastered in your lips. And a tag with Y/n L/n written on it. Shoot, he really missed that.
"Was their smile so blinding you couldn't even read their name?"
"I'm never sitting next to you ever again." Minho replied, stealing the chips from his band mate. More three hours until the end of the flight. He was going to die.
"You should just talk to them. All that fan service and you still can't flirt?"
Maybe he'd kill Hyunjin first and only then die. That felt more like it.
He looked at you once again. You were breathtaking, it was genuinely unfair. Soothing voice, the posture of a miss universe and that goddamn smile. He's sure you alone brought a lot of loyal clients to your airline. At least he knows that he for sure would pay a couple of bucks on a flight just to see you again.
And then you turned away from Jeongin, heading to the end of the corridor. Also known as where he was.
"I'm going back to sleep." Minho closed his eyes before you noticed him looking at you "Don't talk to me."
"You're such a loser."
"Shut up."
For ten hopeful yet foolish seconds, Minho expected everything to be okay. He could fake sleep, you'd pretend you believed him because you were professional and nothing else would go wrong. But for that, Hyunjin would have to be quiet.
"Y/n! Can you come here, please?"
Oh, damn him.
Minho opened his eyes only to see you pushing your cart towards him while Hyunjin was grinning like the devil, folding a small piece of paper. There was no time to strangle his friend, Lee Know had to run away immediately. The moment he tried to get up to go to the bathroom, you were already next to him, making him stumble back to his seat.
That was the worst day of his life.
"Hi, Y/n!" Hyunjin said happily. Way too happily. That could not be good. "Can you give me another bag of chips? My friend here just stole mine."
You just giggled lightly (your laugh was prettier than every song he ever listened to) and nodded, offering a new package to Hyunjin.
Okay. Maybe that was it. There was this low, nearly impossible, chance of Hyunjin not teasing Minho this one time. Maybe he really just wanted food. Maybe he was going to let it pass and-
"Thank you! And this" he gave you the small paper he was holding, shortly looking at the older man while doing so "is for you. Maybe check it out after your shift is over."
And then proceeded to wink at you.
He was so dead meat.
You seemed confused, to say the least, but politely smiled and put the paper in your pocket before going to the other sector of the airplane.
The moment you were gone, Minho got up to find the best angle to hit Hyunjin.
"What the- Why are you hitting me?!"
"Why did you do that??" Minho replied a bit too loudly, not caring that he accidentally woke Felix up.
"You weren't going to do so yourself!"
"Me not doing anything didn't mean you could flirt with them in front of me!"
"What?! I wasn't - stop hitting me! - I wasn't flirting! It was your number in that paper!"
Minho's hand freezes in the air, his eyes getting slightly bigger "what?"
Hyunjin sat straighter in his seat, side-eyeing Minho while trying and failing to open his bag of chips.
"I wrote your number on the paper and gave it to them. I also wrote that it was your contact so they wouldn't misunderstand it. I try to make a good action and this is how you thank me, really..."
Lee Know stopped paying attention to his friend's rant after that. You had his number. You could text or call him any time from now on. You both actually had the chance to talk to each other.
But maybe you'd forget it. You could be not interested. You could find him creepy. God knows what would happen now. So he was trying his best to chill and not overthink it.
However, the moment the boys were getting out of the plane and your team was biding them goodbye, he is pretty sure the smile you gave him was bigger than the one the others received. And when he looked at Hyunjin and he was nodding proudly, saying something about how the lunches were worth it, Minho is already thinking how he'll apologise to him if, when, you send a message.
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Genre: fluff, headcanons, established relationship
Request: Whaatt about domestic fluff with bf enhypen (*´∀`)♪
Warnings: mentions of food at jay, sunoo, and jungwon's. Idol!au at jungwon and sunoo's. Nonsexual nudity on heeseung's
A/n: thank you for the help @lucciet you're a real one | daily click
Heeseung
Showering together:
Obviously in a nonsexual way
Just as a way to be there for each other
Intimacy and trust
It started when he came back home way too tired and you offered to wash his hair for him
He was almost sleeping while you were helping him
But he felt so loved, so safe
And since then, it's just tradition at this point
You guys washing each other's hair when one is too tired to properly function
Sometimes taking full baths together
His favourite part is definitely getting to dry your hair
If your have a specif hair routine, he would love to do it for you
Trust ☝🏻
Playing games together:
This can go two ways
If you already know how to play, he'll be SO happy
Anything is an excuse for him to game with you
"I don't have a schedule today so we should play"
"I'm between schedules so we should use this time to play"
"I literally shouldn't even be talking to you but hey- wanna play?"
That's how it goes
But if you don't know how to, he'll be more than happy to teach you
Gives you the remote and covers your hands with his to teach you
Finds it cute when you're stressing over what to do
Even when you just broke his car for the fifth time on cyberpunk
Genuinely likes to just be next to you, playing and laughing together on the same couch
If it's a 1v1 game, he might lose on purpose to let you happy
Jay
Cooking together:
Everyone saw this coming
Like please
One of his love languages is cooking for you
Whenever you're too tired or busy to cook for yourself, he does it for you
Sometimes he does it just because
And although he loves to be there to cook for you
He has to admit he likes it more when you're there with him
Just you and him cooking something together
A song playing on the background
Him taking your hand and spinning you around when the food is on the stove
You hugging him from behind when he's chopping the vegetables
Moments like these make him think that this is what love is supposed to be like
Watching the sunrise/sunset:
This is so old married couple core
But he loves it so so much
I mean, just picture it
You guys drinking coffee/tea/whatever together
Sitting down in the balcony
The sun setting down slowly
You talking to him about anything and everything
The golden sunreys hitting your skin delicately
And he's just admiring you
Just... happy to be alive and with you
He gets to see you like this
Happy, healthy, in love and with him
He just feels so lucky
Like he could do this every day
And if that's a decision he can make, he'd genuinely choose to do so
Jake
Taking the long way home:
He likes to pick you from your classes/work
Especially if it's late at night
Because of safety reasons, of course
But also because that means he can spend a little while with you
And he particularly loves when it's getting dark and the world is quieting down
When it feels like it's just you and him
If it's too far from home, he'll drive you
But if it's close enough, he'd like to walk by foot
He's taking all the time he can get with you
He's also not wasting any chance to hold your hand and have you walk close to him
Tying his tie:
Since he started dating you, he also started wearing more ties
He's always trying to wear them now
Even if he's risking looking too formal on an event
Simply because he never puts his tie on by himself
You always help him
And this habit of yours started by accident
He truly didn't know how to tie a tie first
You didn't know either, but you tried to help
And then you got to be way too close to him
You smiled when you messed it up and he held you by the waist
After that, he realised that he needed to have you close, helping him get ready like this way more times
Now he knows how to tie his own tie
But it doesn't matter
Because he'll always approach you with a smile and a "can you help me?" speech
Sunghoon
Late night calls:
That happens every time you guys are apart
Especially when he has late schedules or is on tour
He needs to talk to you at least once a day
So when the day is particularly busy
He still will find at least five minutes just to call you
Tries to call you every time before you go to bed
He wants to wish you a good night and hear what your day was like
Even if time zones are in the way
And if the only time he can call you is like 3 am for him
He'll still do it
He truly can't go a day without hearing your voice
Really specific scenario idk how to sum up:
Sunghoon with glasses, right
We all agree with that
Now imagine sunghoon accidentally sleeping with his glasses on
On the sofa, for example
He was watching a movie with his glasses on and accidentally fall asleep
And you go and take his glasses off
He swears it's the same feeling of when he was a child and his parents would take him to his bed after he fell asleep on the living room
It's something so small but it makes him feel so loved
He starts doing this on purpose sometimes
He wasn't even wearing his glasses, but now that he'll try to sleep he'll put them on
And every time he feels you taking his glasses off, he needs to hold back a smile
Sunoo
Watching movies together:
His ideal type of date if we're being honest
He loves to go out with you and do fancier things
Or things that are a bit more adventurous
But a movie date has never failed before
He loves to be with you under the blankets
Organise a movie marathon that both of you know you aren't going to complete
And just watch the same movie you both have watched at least thirty times now
It's very classic, maybe a bit predictable
But it makes him so, so happy to share a moment like this with you
His favourite part?
When you fall asleep on him
He might wake up with back pain the next day
But it's so worth it
Having lunch together:
I feel like he would love this
Bring able to share at least one meal every day
Even if the schedule's too tight or if you're apart
As long as you both are in the same country, he thinks it's totally reasonable for him to meet you
Just so he could have lunch with you
There are times where he goes to your campus/work place
And there are other times where he invites you to the company
On luckier days you both are able to go to a nicer place
But sometimes, all that is left for you two is to eat a sandwich and drink half a bottle of juice in ten minutes
No matter the circumstances though, he's always happy to just be with you for a while
Talk a little, eat something good, maybe walk around for a bit if possible
It brings him this domestic sense of peace, like he found a home that isn't a place
Jungwon
Cleaning together:
This is like really really domestic
But imagine like
You both cleaning the dishes together
He washes it and you dry it
And every other task as well
Cleaning the living room together
Folding clothes together
Just doing whatever needs to be done together
Doing it while you talk about the new movie that is coming out on theaters next week and you wanna see it
Or about a funny moment with the boys earlier
Or about something that your friends told you
Just casual conversation
With domestic actions
Those are the highlights of Jungwon's days tbh
Where he gets to be just a normal person living a normal life
You make him feel at ease like this
Waking up early:
Because of his job, he needs to wake up at really early hours sometimes
And at the beginning, he insisted that you could keep on sleeping
But you always insisted on waking up with him
He tried his best to be as silent as a ninja so you could rest a little more
But no matter what, you'd always try to wake up early as well
Just so he had company during the first hours of the day
So that led you both to eat breakfast together at two am, just a few minutes before the staff came to pick him up
At first, he felt a bit guilty for keeping you awake at the most insane hours
But then you smiled at him so brightly that he wondered if the sun wasn't visiting him a bit earlier this time
And now this is one of his favourite moments:
To spend a little while with you, away from the world, experiencing your love
NI-KI
Shopping together:
Lowkey one of his favourite dates ever
When you and him just go to any shopping mall
And you just go buy stuff
He doesn't need anything else to be happy
Loves when you find clothes for him
He likes to see how focused you get trying to find him a shirt he'll like
And he also loves to buy you stuff
Gets genuinely so happy when he sees that you like whatever he chose for you
Maybe even matching stuff
I can see him buying subtle matching stuff
And he just gets so giddy and happy overall
Like, let's say he bought you guys matching keyrings
And then he sees you having it on your backpack the next time you guys meet
Something so simple that gets him so happy
Alone together:
Sometimes, he needs quieter days
Where he barely talks and where he feels like the world has decided to be a bit more silent too
But he always wants you around for this
So it comes the idea of alone together
Where each of you is doing something by yourselves
But still in the same room
Quality time, if you will
Sometimes he's drawing something
And you're reading a book
And it's been so long that you think that, if you were to speak, your voice would come raspy
But your head is on his lap
He has a tiny smile on his lips
And it feels like the universe has finally found its equilibrium
It feels like what life should be like
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Jin stayed. Throughout the best and the worst, he stayed.
You never really expected someone to, in all honesty. You knew you were somewhat hard to keep up with. It was hard to understand what went through your head. And you knew you were complicated, to say the least, but you didn't know how to fix yourself. So you never really blamed anyone when they'd inevitably walk away.
However, you never expected a scenario where someone would so willingly stay for you. Even when you could barely recognise yourself in the mirror, even when you'd try to isolate yourself, even when you thought you deserved to rot alone. He would always stay.
Jin never saw you as someone who needed fixing. He never saw you as someone hard to love. He knew you had your ups and downs, and just like that he was ready to live them all with you.
You never thought someone would want to stay, until he did. And he will always do.
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Drunk words are sober thoughts, or that's what they told you. It comes down to a point where you don't know if you wanna believe it or if you'd rather pretend you never heard this saying. After all, if that was true, you wouldn't know what to do with it.
Yeonjun is your best friend. Has been for years. Through the lows and highs of life, you have been attached to each other like glue. So you truly think nothing could break your friendship.
With the exception, of course, of those damn feelings of yours.
Your sober thoughts, or at least that's what you call it for now, are the ones that scream that you love Yeonjun in ways a simple friend doesn't. No amount of alcohol could verbalise this, though. You sometimes think that they couldn't take this confession out of you even if your life was on the line.
You wouldn't dare lose him like that.
But maybe he doesn't think this way. Maybe he's not as cautious, if not paranoid, as you, or he just doesn't care that much. Or, the most probable one you love to ignore, he is just weak when he's halfway his second drink.
Whatever the case is, he talks a lot when he's drunk. Enough to compensate every word you refuse to let out. Funny enough, his drunk words are very, very similar to your sober thoughts.
And that scares you.
He says things that are way too sweet. No teasing, no joke, no flirting even, it doesn't even seem like he realises what he says. Soft voice and glossy eyes make the death of you when he says everything your heart already let you know months ago. He shamelessly says everything you cowardly don't.
But the bravery never goes along for too long. Soon enough he is blacked out on his sofa and, when he wakes up, he just complains of a headache and asks you if you want something to eat.
He never owns any of his previous words. He never initiates the "we need to talk" conversation. He doesn't even avoid eye contact or let the blush take over his skin. He shows no sign of ever remembering what he said. No acknowledge of how he gave you hope and despair in a single night for the nth time.
You don't know what would happen if he were to be true to his words. It frightened you, but it also made you excited. It seemed honest. He talked like he knew what love was every time he looked at you. It was lovely. You just wished it was sober words on sober thoughts.
✦ ✦ ✦
Soobin
“i can't help but imagine what maybe could've happened if you weren't just an online love”
Soobin knew his lifestyle wasn't appropriate to a love life, at least not now.
He knew that if he were to date someone, it would be years down the line. And that even then, it would be hard. But he never really gave this thought too much attention. Why would he? No one had caught his heart just yet. He so foolish thought that maybe he was somehow protected from love. He had never felt anything so real for anyone, so maybe the universe was helping him and his career at first.
But then it happened.
He met you.
That was his downfall. The sweetest and most beautiful ruin ever. It was a poetic heart break, one he couldn't even be mad at. You were the one who made him fall in love with no where to land. But it felt like flying. It was so lovely, so gentle.
He wished a lot of things. He wanted you to stop being so kind, so maybe he could gain a bit of his dignity back. He wanted you to ghost him a bit, so he could get hurt and then move on. You never did what he wanted you to, though. You were always there, just a message away, always prohibiting him being in denial any longer.
That was other thing. You were as distant as a phone call could get. He couldn't knock on your door, he couldn't hug you or hang out with you. You were nothing but a beautiful image in a tiny screen, and he was nothing but a soothing voice that resonated through your speakers. The beauty and the curse of technology, he guesses. Good enough to connect, bad enough to always make him want more.
That was probably the worst part. Even if, at the end of the day, he layed in his best and daydreamed about a day where it'd be okay for him to love publicly, there would be the challenge of distance. He could never fully imagine it. There was always something in the way. He didn't even have the luxury of dreaming of you.
If only you weren't an online love
✦ ✦ ✦
Beomgyu
“I remember you and me, yeah I remember everything”
Beomgyu should be able to just forget. So many years have passed since then. But he still remembers. He remembers everything.
He was a kid back then. Young, dumb, wild and free. The days where he was able to play on the street and his biggest worry was to try to fake a fever so he didn't have to go to school. Most memories from that were blurry, but there is one thing he remembers quite well.
You.
You were around his age, he's not sure. Now that he thinks of that, he never bothered to ask you how old you were. Neither did you. But in every picture, that weren't many, you seemed to have the same height and the same puffy cheeks every kid has. So he just always assumed you shared the same age.
You lived in the same street as him. Both of you were the only kids in the neighbourhood, so it was only natural that you stuck to each other like glue. You didn't go to the same school, but you'd always find each other after coming home. Play a little bit on the hot pavement, help each other do the homework in your house and eat something at his. A routine that seemed to repeat itself every day. But he was so content with it. It felt like everything he needed.
Till this day, he was sure that was all he still needed.
After a few years, your family moved away to a different city. But that was no problem as you swore you'd keep in touch. And you did, as best as a child could. You sent a few letters to him. He still has most of them, except for one, that he lost after trying to read on his way home, in the rain. The letters were in a small box in the back of his wardrobe. Your letter was horrible and your updates didn't really tell him anything. But it still brought a smile to his face. He wonders if you still have any of the letters he sent you.
That's pretty much every physical memory he has of you, everything he has to convince him you weren't a product of his imagination. He wanted to have more, and maybe he would have if only he was a bit more insistent. But he changed schools, got new friends and found out math was his biggest enemy. Little by little life got busier, more serious. And, somewhere down the line, there was no space to entertain a friendship that screamed youth. After a while, your letters stopped coming in as well.
It was time he had forgotten it. You had been a dear friend to him, but that was it. He was way too young to understand anything, and now he was way too old to think about it. But then, he is twenty and something with friends who are also grown, and he hears one say that he never fell in love before. The other one says that he did, but it was so complicated that it wasn't worth it in the end.
He finds it weird. Sometimes, he still writes a few letters to you. He never admits it and he definitely never sent it to you at all - he didn't even know if you still lived there - but he does it when he wants to think. Or when he misses you. In his letters, he finds out how lucky he was. While someone was in his late 20s and still didn't find love, he was fortunate enough to do so as a little kid. And his other friend was wrong. Love wasn't complicated. He remembers it being easier than learning how to write. Or maybe it was complicated, actually. After all, he did have everything with you just to spend the rest of his life without it.
✦ ✦ ✦
Taehyun
“I can't be your lover on a leash every other week, when you please. I can't be the kiss you don't need”
At first, Taehyun was thrilled. You loved him!! What a great time to be alive it was. You loved him, he loved you, and now you were together. Life really couldn't get any better.
So, of course, it got worse.
At first, he thought it was the honeymoon phase fading away. But maybe it was even worse than that, as he now recalls all the memories and can't even remember you being passionate about him at all. You would always pick up his calls and talk to him for hours, but you barely sent any message of your own. You would hold his hand when he reached out, but would always be the one to take it away as well. You said you loved him. That was cruel. You didn't mean it.
It took him a while to realise it. He was so infatuated, so head over heels, that he didn't pick on any of those hints before. It never crossed his mind that maybe you were with him not because you wanted him, but because you wanted someone.
So you left. And came back. And left, and came back, and all of that over and over again. Taehyun, being as in love, as naive as he was, thought that maybe you actually wanted him and just didn't know that yet. Or maybe you weren't good at dealing with feelings. Whatever it was, he thought he could handle it.
But every time you left, it was because you didn't love him anymore (he highly doubts you ever did). You always managed to find someone new. Maybe you liked the adrenaline more than you liked the idea of love. Maybe you liked the feelings while they were new.
And every time you came back, it wasn't because you missed him. It was because the fresh feelings of your previous relationship were starting to rot, and Taehyun was, apparently, the only one that loved you no matter how much time passed. But it could never be enough, as soon you'd be gone again.
He swore he'd be over it. He couldn't take it anymore. You were making a wound on him that would never close, bleeding him dry. He wanted to choose himself at least this once. But then you look at him again, wanting a little bit of attention, and he thinks he could die like this. He thinks he will.
✦ ✦ ✦
Hueningkai
“Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty”
Hope is the first step to a broken heart.
Hueningkai didn't want to believe it at first. Hope could be the lead to a future you were part of, after all. There were signs. He wasn't delusional, he wasn't hallucinating: he truly thought he had a chance to win your heart.
There were moments you looked at him a bit too long to call it friendly. You complimented him with a voice too soft to say it was casual. You were always around, your touch burning his skin and leaving an eternal mark. He could feel your presence even when you weren't there. It really was that strong.
You gave him your sweater once. It didn't fit him that well, and he wasn't even that cold, but you gave it to him anyways. And he shouldn't overanalyse it. But he did. He noticed your touch lingering a bit more than it should, your eyes smiling before your lips, you saying the sweater fit him better.
He could've sworn there were signs.
But he also saw you with someone else. Doing all the things he thought, he dreamt, that were exclusive of you two. Sitting too close when watching a movie, leaning towards them when you laughed, reaching for their hand even when it wasn't necessary.
That damn sweater, too.
Everything that happened to him, everything that gave him hope of something more, was being reproduced once again in front of his eyes. But better. With a different glint in your face. And then it hit him.
You gave Kai your sweater, but that didn't really mean anything. Not when there was someone else that gained the same with a whole different meaning. They were receiving a quiet act of love while Hueningkai just received some polyester.
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Genre: fluff, headcanons, established relationship
Request: Whaatt about domestic fluff with bf enhypen (*´∀`)♪
Warnings: mentions of food at jay, sunoo, and jungwon's. Idol!au at jungwon and sunoo's. Nonsexual nudity on heeseung's
A/n: thank you for the help @lucciet you're a real one | daily click
Heeseung
Showering together:
Obviously in a nonsexual way
Just as a way to be there for each other
Intimacy and trust
It started when he came back home way too tired and you offered to wash his hair for him
He was almost sleeping while you were helping him
But he felt so loved, so safe
And since then, it's just tradition at this point
You guys washing each other's hair when one is too tired to properly function
Sometimes taking full baths together
His favourite part is definitely getting to dry your hair
If your have a specif hair routine, he would love to do it for you
Trust ☝🏻
Playing games together:
This can go two ways
If you already know how to play, he'll be SO happy
Anything is an excuse for him to game with you
"I don't have a schedule today so we should play"
"I'm between schedules so we should use this time to play"
"I literally shouldn't even be talking to you but hey- wanna play?"
That's how it goes
But if you don't know how to, he'll be more than happy to teach you
Gives you the remote and covers your hands with his to teach you
Finds it cute when you're stressing over what to do
Even when you just broke his car for the fifth time on cyberpunk
Genuinely likes to just be next to you, playing and laughing together on the same couch
If it's a 1v1 game, he might lose on purpose to let you happy
Jay
Cooking together:
Everyone saw this coming
Like please
One of his love languages is cooking for you
Whenever you're too tired or busy to cook for yourself, he does it for you
Sometimes he does it just because
And although he loves to be there to cook for you
He has to admit he likes it more when you're there with him
Just you and him cooking something together
A song playing on the background
Him taking your hand and spinning you around when the food is on the stove
You hugging him from behind when he's chopping the vegetables
Moments like these make him think that this is what love is supposed to be like
Watching the sunrise/sunset:
This is so old married couple core
But he loves it so so much
I mean, just picture it
You guys drinking coffee/tea/whatever together
Sitting down in the balcony
The sun setting down slowly
You talking to him about anything and everything
The golden sunreys hitting your skin delicately
And he's just admiring you
Just... happy to be alive and with you
He gets to see you like this
Happy, healthy, in love and with him
He just feels so lucky
Like he could do this every day
And if that's a decision he can make, he'd genuinely choose to do so
Jake
Taking the long way home:
He likes to pick you from your classes/work
Especially if it's late at night
Because of safety reasons, of course
But also because that means he can spend a little while with you
And he particularly loves when it's getting dark and the world is quieting down
When it feels like it's just you and him
If it's too far from home, he'll drive you
But if it's close enough, he'd like to walk by foot
He's taking all the time he can get with you
He's also not wasting any chance to hold your hand and have you walk close to him
Tying his tie:
Since he started dating you, he also started wearing more ties
He's always trying to wear them now
Even if he's risking looking too formal on an event
Simply because he never puts his tie on by himself
You always help him
And this habit of yours started by accident
He truly didn't know how to tie a tie first
You didn't know either, but you tried to help
And then you got to be way too close to him
You smiled when you messed it up and he held you by the waist
After that, he realised that he needed to have you close, helping him get ready like this way more times
Now he knows how to tie his own tie
But it doesn't matter
Because he'll always approach you with a smile and a "can you help me?" speech
Sunghoon
Late night calls:
That happens every time you guys are apart
Especially when he has late schedules or is on tour
He needs to talk to you at least once a day
So when the day is particularly busy
He still will find at least five minutes just to call you
Tries to call you every time before you go to bed
He wants to wish you a good night and hear what your day was like
Even if time zones are in the way
And if the only time he can call you is like 3 am for him
He'll still do it
He truly can't go a day without hearing your voice
Really specific scenario idk how to sum up:
Sunghoon with glasses, right
We all agree with that
Now imagine sunghoon accidentally sleeping with his glasses on
On the sofa, for example
He was watching a movie with his glasses on and accidentally fall asleep
And you go and take his glasses off
He swears it's the same feeling of when he was a child and his parents would take him to his bed after he fell asleep on the living room
It's something so small but it makes him feel so loved
He starts doing this on purpose sometimes
He wasn't even wearing his glasses, but now that he'll try to sleep he'll put them on
And every time he feels you taking his glasses off, he needs to hold back a smile
Sunoo
Watching movies together:
His ideal type of date if we're being honest
He loves to go out with you and do fancier things
Or things that are a bit more adventurous
But a movie date has never failed before
He loves to be with you under the blankets
Organise a movie marathon that both of you know you aren't going to complete
And just watch the same movie you both have watched at least thirty times now
It's very classic, maybe a bit predictable
But it makes him so, so happy to share a moment like this with you
His favourite part?
When you fall asleep on him
He might wake up with back pain the next day
But it's so worth it
Having lunch together:
I feel like he would love this
Bring able to share at least one meal every day
Even if the schedule's too tight or if you're apart
As long as you both are in the same country, he thinks it's totally reasonable for him to meet you
Just so he could have lunch with you
There are times where he goes to your campus/work place
And there are other times where he invites you to the company
On luckier days you both are able to go to a nicer place
But sometimes, all that is left for you two is to eat a sandwich and drink half a bottle of juice in ten minutes
No matter the circumstances though, he's always happy to just be with you for a while
Talk a little, eat something good, maybe walk around for a bit if possible
It brings him this domestic sense of peace, like he found a home that isn't a place
Jungwon
Cleaning together:
This is like really really domestic
But imagine like
You both cleaning the dishes together
He washes it and you dry it
And every other task as well
Cleaning the living room together
Folding clothes together
Just doing whatever needs to be done together
Doing it while you talk about the new movie that is coming out on theaters next week and you wanna see it
Or about a funny moment with the boys earlier
Or about something that your friends told you
Just casual conversation
With domestic actions
Those are the highlights of Jungwon's days tbh
Where he gets to be just a normal person living a normal life
You make him feel at ease like this
Waking up early:
Because of his job, he needs to wake up at really early hours sometimes
And at the beginning, he insisted that you could keep on sleeping
But you always insisted on waking up with him
He tried his best to be as silent as a ninja so you could rest a little more
But no matter what, you'd always try to wake up early as well
Just so he had company during the first hours of the day
So that led you both to eat breakfast together at two am, just a few minutes before the staff came to pick him up
At first, he felt a bit guilty for keeping you awake at the most insane hours
But then you smiled at him so brightly that he wondered if the sun wasn't visiting him a bit earlier this time
And now this is one of his favourite moments:
To spend a little while with you, away from the world, experiencing your love
NI-KI
Shopping together:
Lowkey one of his favourite dates ever
When you and him just go to any shopping mall
And you just go buy stuff
He doesn't need anything else to be happy
Loves when you find clothes for him
He likes to see how focused you get trying to find him a shirt he'll like
And he also loves to buy you stuff
Gets genuinely so happy when he sees that you like whatever he chose for you
Maybe even matching stuff
I can see him buying subtle matching stuff
And he just gets so giddy and happy overall
Like, let's say he bought you guys matching keyrings
And then he sees you having it on your backpack the next time you guys meet
Something so simple that gets him so happy
Alone together:
Sometimes, he needs quieter days
Where he barely talks and where he feels like the world has decided to be a bit more silent too
But he always wants you around for this
So it comes the idea of alone together
Where each of you is doing something by yourselves
But still in the same room
Quality time, if you will
Sometimes he's drawing something
And you're reading a book
And it's been so long that you think that, if you were to speak, your voice would come raspy
But your head is on his lap
He has a tiny smile on his lips
And it feels like the universe has finally found its equilibrium
It feels like what life should be like
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Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
Genre: fluff, headcanons, established relationship
Request: Whaatt about domestic fluff with bf enhypen (*´∀`)♪
Warnings: mentions of food at jay, sunoo, and jungwon's. Idol!au at jungwon and sunoo's. Nonsexual nudity on heeseung's
A/n: thank you for the help @lucciet you're a real one | daily click
Heeseung
Showering together:
Obviously in a nonsexual way
Just as a way to be there for each other
Intimacy and trust
It started when he came back home way too tired and you offered to wash his hair for him
He was almost sleeping while you were helping him
But he felt so loved, so safe
And since then, it's just tradition at this point
You guys washing each other's hair when one is too tired to properly function
Sometimes taking full baths together
His favourite part is definitely getting to dry your hair
If your have a specif hair routine, he would love to do it for you
Trust ☝🏻
Playing games together:
This can go two ways
If you already know how to play, he'll be SO happy
Anything is an excuse for him to game with you
"I don't have a schedule today so we should play"
"I'm between schedules so we should use this time to play"
"I literally shouldn't even be talking to you but hey- wanna play?"
That's how it goes
But if you don't know how to, he'll be more than happy to teach you
Gives you the remote and covers your hands with his to teach you
Finds it cute when you're stressing over what to do
Even when you just broke his car for the fifth time on cyberpunk
Genuinely likes to just be next to you, playing and laughing together on the same couch
If it's a 1v1 game, he might lose on purpose to let you happy
Jay
Cooking together:
Everyone saw this coming
Like please
One of his love languages is cooking for you
Whenever you're too tired or busy to cook for yourself, he does it for you
Sometimes he does it just because
And although he loves to be there to cook for you
He has to admit he likes it more when you're there with him
Just you and him cooking something together
A song playing on the background
Him taking your hand and spinning you around when the food is on the stove
You hugging him from behind when he's chopping the vegetables
Moments like these make him think that this is what love is supposed to be like
Watching the sunrise/sunset:
This is so old married couple core
But he loves it so so much
I mean, just picture it
You guys drinking coffee/tea/whatever together
Sitting down in the balcony
The sun setting down slowly
You talking to him about anything and everything
The golden sunreys hitting your skin delicately
And he's just admiring you
Just... happy to be alive and with you
He gets to see you like this
Happy, healthy, in love and with him
He just feels so lucky
Like he could do this every day
And if that's a decision he can make, he'd genuinely choose to do so
Jake
Taking the long way home:
He likes to pick you from your classes/work
Especially if it's late at night
Because of safety reasons, of course
But also because that means he can spend a little while with you
And he particularly loves when it's getting dark and the world is quieting down
When it feels like it's just you and him
If it's too far from home, he'll drive you
But if it's close enough, he'd like to walk by foot
He's taking all the time he can get with you
He's also not wasting any chance to hold your hand and have you walk close to him
Tying his tie:
Since he started dating you, he also started wearing more ties
He's always trying to wear them now
Even if he's risking looking too formal on an event
Simply because he never puts his tie on by himself
You always help him
And this habit of yours started by accident
He truly didn't know how to tie a tie first
You didn't know either, but you tried to help
And then you got to be way too close to him
You smiled when you messed it up and he held you by the waist
After that, he realised that he needed to have you close, helping him get ready like this way more times
Now he knows how to tie his own tie
But it doesn't matter
Because he'll always approach you with a smile and a "can you help me?" speech
Sunghoon
Late night calls:
That happens every time you guys are apart
Especially when he has late schedules or is on tour
He needs to talk to you at least once a day
So when the day is particularly busy
He still will find at least five minutes just to call you
Tries to call you every time before you go to bed
He wants to wish you a good night and hear what your day was like
Even if time zones are in the way
And if the only time he can call you is like 3 am for him
He'll still do it
He truly can't go a day without hearing your voice
Really specific scenario idk how to sum up:
Sunghoon with glasses, right
We all agree with that
Now imagine sunghoon accidentally sleeping with his glasses on
On the sofa, for example
He was watching a movie with his glasses on and accidentally fall asleep
And you go and take his glasses off
He swears it's the same feeling of when he was a child and his parents would take him to his bed after he fell asleep on the living room
It's something so small but it makes him feel so loved
He starts doing this on purpose sometimes
He wasn't even wearing his glasses, but now that he'll try to sleep he'll put them on
And every time he feels you taking his glasses off, he needs to hold back a smile
Sunoo
Watching movies together:
His ideal type of date if we're being honest
He loves to go out with you and do fancier things
Or things that are a bit more adventurous
But a movie date has never failed before
He loves to be with you under the blankets
Organise a movie marathon that both of you know you aren't going to complete
And just watch the same movie you both have watched at least thirty times now
It's very classic, maybe a bit predictable
But it makes him so, so happy to share a moment like this with you
His favourite part?
When you fall asleep on him
He might wake up with back pain the next day
But it's so worth it
Having lunch together:
I feel like he would love this
Bring able to share at least one meal every day
Even if the schedule's too tight or if you're apart
As long as you both are in the same country, he thinks it's totally reasonable for him to meet you
Just so he could have lunch with you
There are times where he goes to your campus/work place
And there are other times where he invites you to the company
On luckier days you both are able to go to a nicer place
But sometimes, all that is left for you two is to eat a sandwich and drink half a bottle of juice in ten minutes
No matter the circumstances though, he's always happy to just be with you for a while
Talk a little, eat something good, maybe walk around for a bit if possible
It brings him this domestic sense of peace, like he found a home that isn't a place
Jungwon
Cleaning together:
This is like really really domestic
But imagine like
You both cleaning the dishes together
He washes it and you dry it
And every other task as well
Cleaning the living room together
Folding clothes together
Just doing whatever needs to be done together
Doing it while you talk about the new movie that is coming out on theaters next week and you wanna see it
Or about a funny moment with the boys earlier
Or about something that your friends told you
Just casual conversation
With domestic actions
Those are the highlights of Jungwon's days tbh
Where he gets to be just a normal person living a normal life
You make him feel at ease like this
Waking up early:
Because of his job, he needs to wake up at really early hours sometimes
And at the beginning, he insisted that you could keep on sleeping
But you always insisted on waking up with him
He tried his best to be as silent as a ninja so you could rest a little more
But no matter what, you'd always try to wake up early as well
Just so he had company during the first hours of the day
So that led you both to eat breakfast together at two am, just a few minutes before the staff came to pick him up
At first, he felt a bit guilty for keeping you awake at the most insane hours
But then you smiled at him so brightly that he wondered if the sun wasn't visiting him a bit earlier this time
And now this is one of his favourite moments:
To spend a little while with you, away from the world, experiencing your love
NI-KI
Shopping together:
Lowkey one of his favourite dates ever
When you and him just go to any shopping mall
And you just go buy stuff
He doesn't need anything else to be happy
Loves when you find clothes for him
He likes to see how focused you get trying to find him a shirt he'll like
And he also loves to buy you stuff
Gets genuinely so happy when he sees that you like whatever he chose for you
Maybe even matching stuff
I can see him buying subtle matching stuff
And he just gets so giddy and happy overall
Like, let's say he bought you guys matching keyrings
And then he sees you having it on your backpack the next time you guys meet
Something so simple that gets him so happy
Alone together:
Sometimes, he needs quieter days
Where he barely talks and where he feels like the world has decided to be a bit more silent too
But he always wants you around for this
So it comes the idea of alone together
Where each of you is doing something by yourselves
But still in the same room
Quality time, if you will
Sometimes he's drawing something
And you're reading a book
And it's been so long that you think that, if you were to speak, your voice would come raspy
But your head is on his lap
He has a tiny smile on his lips
And it feels like the universe has finally found its equilibrium
It feels like what life should be like
Masterlist | you'll probably like: when they have a crush
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Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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