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Hello! I am chaoticphilemon! (same handle on ao3)

I like Nyarlathotep/Philemon!! I can't write very well, but I continue to practice nonetheless. I'm also cool with writing suggestions! Can't guarantee I'll ever remember to complete them, or even get to it in the first place (health issues lol)

I post kind of erratically, often using this place like a writing diary more than anything. If you want to say hi, please feel free to leave an ask though!

I am also obsessed with Philemon. The blorbo of all time.

Currently taking a much needed hiatus from writing, I'm struggling to enjoy it and am just burning myself out. Sorry!

#pinned post #FINALLY EDITED THIS THING

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radioactive-earthshine

You've heard of multi-shipper now get ready for multi-headcanoner: where multiple interpretations of the same character coexist in your head and they are all great.

corneliaavenue-ao3

Reblog to give prev the power to write their fanfiction

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Reblog to give prev the TIME to write their fanfiction

cutebutalsostabby

Reblog to give prev the hocus focus to write their fanfiction.

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Reblog to give prev the energy to write their fanfiction

imsopopfly

Reblog to give prev the executive function to write their fanfiction

burins

saw someone say that they don't read fics under 10k and had to laugh because more fool you, that is where all the bangers are. obviously I'm biased but truly nothing hits like a 1.5k fic with a lowercase title from some obscure poet where nothing actually happens and yet you emerge blinking with a completely new outlook on the character. infinitely rereadable. like a perfectly crafted pastry. I'm gobbling them up!

#THIS

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Been hit with the urge to write again, but coming up with a half-decent plot is so difficult XDD Why can't an idea just appear in my head already?

#edit: thirty minutes later i have started to give myself a headache trying to come up with something

1percentcharge

wrote this in my notes app because I was on a flight and didn’t have wifi and then forgot about it

#oh my goodness #it's so them

bigender2

unfortunately i do love pompous and pretentious characters. ☝️ WHO get their asses handed to them this is pivotal to my enjoyment of them

bigender2

if theres a pompous/pretentious character who never gets thrown around like a gross rag, or they never have some ego breaking event happen to them then whats the fucking point

#amala preschool series my beloved..........#“The most important being in the universe was dying and he could do nothing to save him.”#nyarly admitting he considers philemon superior + for all his strength and how he flaunts it finally being useless when it matters most +#+ realizing he has to change how he treats philemon because for once he's realized they might not get to spend eternity together #esp if he continues to let him go on like this.#for all of nyarly's ego and hatred and self importance the thing that finally breaks and changes him is the thought of being all alone...#this series has no right to be this good i swear XDD

tomorrowillbeyou

down with found family. UP with FOUND DIVORCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrowillbeyou

getting many questions about FOUND DIVORCE. FOUND DIVORCE is when TWO PEOPLE who were NOT EVEN MARRIED are already DIVORCED. thank you.

the-hwaelweg

Shout out to everyone else with aphantasia trying to choreograph scenes in a fic. What are the characters doing? I don't know! I can't see them! I can get a glimpse of a gesture if I concentrate really hard while not thinking about it or looking at them directly. Use your imagination because mine won't tell me.

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diristine

Having aphantasia means I cant get disappointed by my own art cause idk how I wanted it to look in the first place! However, I cannot imagine two men kissing n holding hands, which truly is a curse.

Was about to take a break when I realized I stopped at exactly 1k words XDD

#soooo satisfying i had to share lol

Fun fact about my writing process, I simply cannot function if I don't keep track of my tags while I write XDD

My greatest fear is accidentally posting one of these drafts someday because they're incredibly silly and also a good place to vent frustrations while I write.

When I finish the actual story I copy from the draft and edit anything I'm not the biggest fan of (for example, I'll probably have a better idea about the slow burn when I post this)

It's a good way to remember what the story is even supposed to be about XDD My memory has been rather poor so it's a very big help!!

#teaser for the next thing i'm working on #was suddenly inspired to finish this au i started for ficwip5k so i'm back on the grindset #branching out of my comfort zone... trying a multichap possibly!!#i've never successfully written one but i have a very stupid idea on how to do this so. we will see if i cooked or if i'm cooked

Wrote a nyarlemon office rivalry AU for @ficwip5k!!

This was a lot of fun :D

Link to the fic!

#ficwip 5k 2025 #ITS FINALLY DONE OH MYG OD #I DIDN'T THINK I COULD DO IT

Do you guys think if I scroll tumblr enough and stress about it enough my fic will magically edit itself. Because that's currently my plan, but I am getting worried at how long it's taking to complete itself.

#it's so bad guys genuinely the worst thing i've ever written #but there is potential here if i just lock in and edit like never before #but i am also scared of how hard i'll cringe when i reread it

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chaoticphilemon

Told myself if I finish this fic today I can play the horse girl gambling game, and shockingly I've never been more motivated to write.

chaoticphilemon

Finally rewarded myself with some Umamusume, and oh my gosh. I played a bit of Haru Urara's route and I did not expect to walk away so inspired.

I often get discouraged with my writing, and improving at the rate I want to is impossible at the moment. I often doubt if I should even be posting at the skill level I'm at, but now I'm wondering if that's really how I should be thinking about it.

She really is the shining star for losers everywhere XDD

Told myself if I finish this fic today I can play the horse girl gambling game, and shockingly I've never been more motivated to write.

#i've watched someone play it and it looks so fun #reminds me of this fifa game i used to play when i was young where you managed a sports team #suuuuuper fun. i want to relive the nostalgia

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