i try myself hardest to convince myself heaven is not real so i can have less fear of exiting and di what i want but i feel immens guilt for the things that i do
the concept of religion or heaven pisses me off or a god in general so like i care but i don't cuz why are they not ending wars fuck free will i rather have others not suffer
and all the things just don't add up and god does not exist untill i see him so ion currr
the devils are popular rich ppl anyways this world is hell














