The boy you keep forgetting (II)
Yandere! Popular Boy x reader
The hallway was utterly silent.
ââŚIâve been beside you since the beginning.â
Your heart pounded so loud it could drown out everything else.
His smile remained gentle.
Like he wasnât confessing something horrifying.
Like this was simply the conversation heâd been waiting three years to have.
You took one slow step backward.
The words echoed in your mind.
There was nothing normal about this.
âBut⌠weâve never even met..â
Before you knew it, the words had already slipped from your lips.
His smile remained gentle and warm as sunshine.
âBut I know everything else.â
He tilted his head, almost thoughtfully.
A soft chuckle escaped him as he mumbled.
âThree years?⌠No, no, thatâs not right.â
A quiet laugh escaped from him.
âThatâs only when I started remembering againâ
He covered his mouth with one hand, shaking his head.
His shoulders relaxed as if heâd just remembered something amusing.
âItâs been much longer than that.â
Your brows knitted together and confusion showed over your face.
Meanwhile, He frownedânot at you, but at himself.
His eyes drifted upward as though counting.
âI keep making that mistake.â
He rubbed his temple with an embarrassed smile.
His smile returned immediately.
âItâs easy to lose track.â
Suddenly, the hallway felt more suffocating than ever.
He moved aside immediately, giving you enough room to leave.
âYou look overwhelmed.â
âWe can talk another time.â
You hurried away before he could say anything else.
His eyes never left you until you disappeared around the corner.
Every time you closed your eyes, you remembered his voice.
âIâve been waiting.â
âFrom the beginning.â
You swear to yourself to avoid him.
Pretend that conversation never happened.
If you stopped thinking about himâŚ
Things would go back to normal.
Sitting outside before class.
The same perfect smile everyone adored.
As if yesterday had never happened.
Maybe you really had imagined how unsettling heâd been.
His eyes found yours instantly.
Not because you had looked.
Because heâd already been watching.
The moment your eyes metâ
He rested his cheek against his hand.
Just staring at you with quiet satisfaction.
Like someone admiring their favorite painting.
Why was he staring so openly now?
Didnât he care if people noticed?
You walked out of the library.
Hopefully, it was all your imaginationâ for once again.
His brows lifted slightly.
Like heâd been caught off guard.
Like heâd just realized something.
You were the one who looked first.
For the first time in many yearsâŚ
He hadnât needed to search for you.
âTheyâre looking for meâŚâ
âWere they hoping Iâd be here?â
The thought alone made his chest ache.
He lowered his hand over his mouth to hide the smile threatening to spread across his face.
ââŚHeâs staring again.â
ââŚItâs hard not to.â
Your friend glanced between the two of you.
âMaybe heâll stop if you acknowledge him.â
Mostly to prove nothing would happen.
Barely more than a polite greeting.
The chatter around him disappeared.
Someone beside him was still talking.
His blue-gray eyes widened.
A blush crept across his cheeks.
Like heâd practiced this moment a thousand timesâŚ
Yet forgotten how to move when it finally happened.
It was the happiest anyone had ever seen him.
ââŚDid you see that?â
âIâve never seen him blush.â
His friends exchanged confused looks.
The boy who could charm anyone without tryingâ
Looked like heâd just received the greatest gift of his life.
Like heâd practiced this moment a thousand timesâŚ
Yet forgotten how to move when it finally happened.
It was the happiest anyone had ever seen him.
Did it feel like youâd just agreed to something you didnât understand?
Inside the locked drawer beneath his deskâŚ
He carefully opened his notebook.
Todayâs page was blank.
His pen hovered above it for several seconds before he finally wroteâ
They looked for me first.
Below it, in much smaller handwritingâŚ
As though afraid even the paper might hear his thoughtsâ
âProgress is faster than I expected.â
âTheyâll wave because theyâre happy to see me.â
âThey wonât remember how to walk past me anymore.â
He gently closed the notebook.
Pressed it against his chest.
And laughed quietly to himself.
ââŚThey finally see me.â
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