Sick ass werewolf

those who have never experienced any of the horrific things that are found in the epstein files have the luxury of expressing doubt and alternative theories as to what they believe truly occurred, replacing the humans in the testimonies with demons they have come up with inside of their head, while those of us who have had to experience such things do not get the luxury to rewrite what was done to us while we are largely and systematically pushed to the side, time and time again

whenever someone makes a diddy joke or mentions epstein to win an argument around a sex trafficking victim they should be allowed to kill them

and every single person i look up to, i wonder how disgusted they would be if they knew, if they knew the things that were done to me and the things i did to survive, i wonder how much they’d hate me if they knew. if they could see my rotting insides, the bugs that eat away at my eyes until everything is dark dark dark. i wonder if they’d wish i’d never been born too.

Sometimes statistics remind me of the depressing truth that there is no way to heal from this. My body was permanently affected by someone else's choices. Now my bones hurt in the strangest of ways and I thought I was brave for being this way. For only knowing how to take. I wish I could live life through someone else with a different story sometimes. I wish I didn't always have to be alive.

It’s a weird time to be a trafficking survivor