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~ barcode scan

Ugh the worse type of journal to keep. I have so many I try to not keep those and simply say it or type it these days but someone’s boyfriend keeps me from expressing how I feel about a ghost. Stupid. Killing people because someone thought about your girlfriend who I was told by my ex-girlfriend would say yes to a date with me?? Fucking low level loser. I thought you might’ve been cool, I guess not. Keep trying to work out, wear a weight vest “spectrum” I’m there too but I don’t shout it to the heaven. Loser. It was I hate model Frank Iero. Noice Noice. Victorian night. You’re blocked now so who cares. I don’t have time or care for this stupidity. Sorry. Two years of working towards saying Hi to you. Not a waste but still feels empty.

As a bipolar born with zero conscience and later gained the biggest conscience. The absence of it.

“Girls like her were born in a storm. They have lightning in their souls. Thunder in their hearts. And chaos in their bones.”

~ One of my names is Jupiter

I’ve been looking for a sword smith ~