I think i was so tired of the loop, the getting excited about having my manifestations after a post told me i did, and then falling back into a state where i surrendered to my ego and felt like shit

i quite literally had enough

I love rampaging, the amount of “i’m a god i’m better than everyone else” type of rampages ive done is crazy lol

“Why wouldn’t i get everything i want, i am god”

Once i realised who i was, my dream life came to me instantly and i wasn’t phased, why would i be when this is all natural to me??

When negative thoughts would arise, I would be still, knowing who I am

“ be still and know that I AM GOD”

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✷ why YOU are the ONLY PROOF ✷

Imagine you have a beautiful piano at home, which you bought like a week ago, you absolutely love it and you've been playing it all the time.

but now you're not home, you are somewhere far away on a brief vacation with your friends that you haven't hanged out with in quite a while.

during the conversation, you bring up the fact that you just bought this beautiful piano like a week ago and you're totally obsessed with it.

all of a sudden, they start asking to see a pic otherwise they don't believe you; but, you don't have a picture or nothing that your friends can see to prove that you have it.

the only proof that you have it is your awareness: the awareness that you have it, that you are in fact the person that owns that piano.

you hear them saying: "well, if you can't prove it, it must mean that you don't have it".

are you going to freak out ? are you going to doubt yourself, the person that has it ? are you going "oh my god they're right, i don't have proof, i don't have it then" ... ?

NO! you just KNOW without a shadow of a doubt that you have it.

HAVING IS A STATE

SEEING IS AN EFFECT

you yourself can't see it now, can't touch it, don't have any physical proof of it, BUT you can imagine it, you visualise it in your mind, and that is enough proof. that's the only proof you'll ever need.

you're aware of it, therefore it's real.

YOU ARE THE ONLY PROOF!

AWARENESS IS THE PROOF!

everything is neutral, it has no meaning until you give it yourself.

the piano is the same as your sp, as money, as everything else.

God I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve felt like this. I’ve followed the law for about four years now (& less formally for longer) but the thing that always kept me going was this: what would I lose if I just believed in it, even for just a little while?

And the answer was always nothing.

What you do in your imagination is completely private. No one knows your beliefs. No one can see what you’re imagining for yourself. Absolutely no one can judge you for what you do in the privacy of your mind. There is no action to be taken in the law of assumption. It’s all internal, so you lose absolutely nothing by just trying. You lose nothing simply allowing yourself to test the law.

You just continue to live your life normally externally, but internally, you are living as though you are the person you desire to be. You are thinking from your desires and living in your truth in imagination.

That’s all it takes.

So what if it doesn’t work? Then you move on. You live, you’ll survive. I reconciled myself with that a long time ago. But I can tell you with certainty and from personal experience, it’s real. So you’d only be doing yourself a disservice by not trying. And not half-assed trying, either. Genuinely trying. Anything done genuinely, with genuine desire, will succeed, no matter what.

Guide?

HEYY!! I'll summarise some so I don't ramble on too much but I've manifested; an apartment for myself specifically with a walk in closet with a bunch of clothes I added to a board on pinterest, language fluency, living in a diff country, desired appearance/voice, attention from certain people, being skilled at diff hobbies (cooking, editing, drawing, guitar), accessories/items like bags and perfumes, changing my o levels, gaming pc, psp, psvita just consoles in general, money (duh) & also getting money for doing nothing weekly, and I think that's all that's coming to mind rn

I want to use the affirmation "It is done" to enter the state of fulfilled desire and fully accept that my desire already belongs to me.

For example, if my desire is to have long hair, I want to know if I should say "It is done" every time I think about that desire—even in a neutral way—or if it's better to remember it only when I notice myself slipping out of that state. That is, when thoughts like "I hate having short hair," "My hair will never grow," or when I feel anxious or frustrated because I haven't seen results yet appear.

Sometimes I'm not even aware that I'm thinking about the desire, so I'd like to know the best way to apply this affirmation. I'd also appreciate it if you could correct me if the way I'm trying to enter, maintain, and persist in that state isn't the most appropriate.

I’m glad you mentioned that specific affirmation because it’s the one I use basically every time. That is called an umbrella affirmation, which means that many people would use it to identify multiple desires under it without affirming for each and every single of one them. However, you affirming that “it is done” could simply imply that you’re talking about a specific desire of yours. Because when you think about it, anything that you manifest is automatically there. When you live in the 4d, the present moment, anything you “desire” already exists, therefore it is already done.

As to the state of the wish fulfilled, you can use whatever method (affirming, scripting, visualising, etc) and still not be fully submerged in it. Why? Because of your lack of faith within. You can use that affirmation as many times as you’d like, but as long as you don’t internally align with it, you’re not going to realize that you’re all that there is. No matter what you do, say, assume matters as long as you don’t believe and accept it in imagination, it’s not going to reflect (instantly). If you tell me that you feel frustrated when you don’t see the mirror (aka the 3d) showing you your desires, then you are still in that limbo of uncertainty, thus not fulfilled within.

You don’t have to think about your desire in order for it to “show up”, your lack of understanding of how self/awareness works will unfortunately keep you stuck in a state of lack (excuse my poor choice of wording). You could start by assuming, using whichever method, to internalise the very rooted concept of the law = you being all that there is. Nothing that you see, touch, hear, sense exists outside of YOU. What you’re currently seeing right now is a projection of your old, unfavourable beliefs. What you previously assumed about yourself. Basing my answer on my own experience and personal knowledge, I’d tell you that it is best for you to start appreciating everything you have, feel, experience. Start imagining a world where you are exactly the person you want to be and whenever you think about it, truly understand how it feels to live greatly. Think about the things that make you or that would make you happy, serene, content and really dive deep into that feeling that comes along. How would you feel if you had long hair right now? Would you look in the mirror and smile at yourself or would you feel betrayed and unfulfilled? Start focusing more on the end goal/feeling rather than the affirmation you would use. If you’re not thinking about your desire all the time, it’s ok. Hell, it’s actually better because it probably means that you’re not obsessing over physical results.

All my posts are guides if you want it enough :D

There is already one up, and this too should be useful :)

First and foremost get to a place where the person you're identified with right now doesn't bother you anymore. It's a kind of surrendering but to me, truthfully and honestly, it felt more like a giving up. Even if it makes you miserable, accept it until you no more fear it or care if you stay the same.

If anybody here started from law of attraction back in 2020, you may know they had a step to "let go", everybody revolted because if we want it of course we aren't gonna be able to let it go. They were right, but not in the way they thought they were. Both letting go or trying to convince our ego of something does nothing. It feels very unnatural and:

• delusional to claim you have something you do not see, depending on everyone's personality;

• rage inducing to be told to let go when the ego considers this desire a NEED, it has to have it and nothing will stop it.

Last year when I've read Lester's book for the first time, it made my heart drop each time he said "Let go of all desires" - it made me feel hopeless instead of empowered. I was like "you can't be serious, I CAN'T, you're supposed to help me not sink me". Nobody trusts in the "let go", especially now after law of assumption when you know you are the source of all that is. Let go and do what? Who's gonna give it to me if it's all my doing? It really made me feel nauseous when he told me to stop desiring because I really couldn't go on without having what I needed. It felt like he was telling me to just endure life. We all got into loa because we were at low bottom and wished ourselves better, what do you mean wish nothing? I half wanted to smack him.

After law of attraction, it was law of assumption - you lose patience and gain resentment when it doesn't show up when you want it to, sometimes (a lot) not at all. You aren't sure of anything, you're just supposed to blindly trust. Don't ask how, don't ask when, just fulfill yourself. Well I want it now and I want it like this, if it's all me why isn't it happening now and like this???? It was contradicting and nothing exponentially significant happened no matter how much I mentally acted as that person, since I still knew myself to be me (past ego).

Loa was wrong about letting go because you can't let go of desires or fears if you don't know who you really are. If you think you are this ego you can't help being anxious. You can't help wanting to get. Real Surrendering can only be of the ego. By letting go of who you think you are and seeing you were never it in the first place, that it is because YOU are, you naturally drop all desires and fears because they weren't yours. And if you want to be a person, now can just pick another person who has none. You aren't anxious because you have no reason to, you were never what you thought to be your self so nothing can stop you from changing anymore. Doubts don't exist because they don't have "time" to. Creation is instantaneous with the creator. There's no rage or resentment since emotions are of the ego, your real self has an equal attitude toward everything.

See that you are first, with no labels; not even that of male/female. SEE THAT FOR EVERYTHING ELSE TO BE YOU NEED TO BE FIRST. See how there would be no thing if there wasn't someone for it to happen to! There is no world and no person without the one who experiences it. You are that one and not the thing you are conscious of.

did you forget that you are consciousness playing the role of a human?

consciousness = the movie screen and the human / the illusions = the movie thats playing

consciousness is bigger than the human bc consciousness is everything. thats why consciousness is not just the movie screen but also the movie itself and the human watching the movie and the popcorn on the floor etc. if your real identity is bigger than the role your playing, why do you keep taking helpless feelings, negative thoughts and that victim mentality as real? since its all an illusion and its all not real, might as well enjoy the movie right? nothing is serious and nothing is real (like ego and the idea of a 3d etc).

you are consciousness that only observes so things SEEM hard bc when you are aware of them/observing them, ego categorizes things as “hard” or “easy” etc. but rly, nothing is rly happening bc everything is just harmless, peaceful consciousness. it seems real bc while being in the role of a human, ego believes all of this is real when its not (thats why its an illusion bc its just consciousness appearing as separate).

ego labels and judges things while consciousness only observers without opinions. so nothing is “hard” and “you” arent “not getting/manifesting” what ego wants.

laugh at the illusion and realize none of it is ever real. laugh at the idea that you dont have it bc you know that once you imagine it, you just observed it…like you just made the proof that its already here and you ARE the proof thats its already there.

“nothing is ever real and things only exist when you become aware of them” - @msperfect777

continue to be aware of what ego wants and realize that it already exists instantly. forget about all the other illusions and just ride them out bc as consciousness, you know its all only a game. play the game and have fun not taking anything seriously. find peace in not giving a fuck about the negative thoughts n feelings bc they were never real in the first place. break free from the illusion.

•°. *࿐ Honesty non dualism changed my life for the better and I will always be grateful to know about this :)

Non-dualism is the recognition that there is no separation between you and reality, awareness and experience. There is only awareness, appearing as all phenomena: thoughts, sensations, perceptions, what is called the external world.

The person you believe you are is not a fixed identity, it is merely a pattern of thoughts and memories experienced by awareness.

In non dualism, your true nature is consciousness or awareness. Everyone's true essence is consciousness, and it makes up everything you see: the ego, the physical world, the imagination, everything. This all exists because consciousness let it exist, meaning you, as the creator, expect it and allow it to be.

There is no authority higher than awareness, yet awareness is not a being. It is not human, not otherworldly, not a force, not a person. It is everything and it is nothing. The “power” to shift, change, select is not owned, but it is simply the fact of identification. Whatever awareness identifies with, it materializes. Whatever is taken to be “I,” becomes experienced in the external.

You are simply awareness identifying/living as a human, which means you aware of a ego. An ego is simply the human you are aware of: their visual field, 5 senses, thoughts, emotions, feelings, all of it!

The ego is not an entity, it is the illusion of being a person, the thought “I am this.” It is simply a cluster of sensory data and thought appearing in the field. The sense of “my senses,” “my thoughts,” “my experience,” arises only through misidentification. Drop that, and what remains is pure being: awareness itself.

Bringing what you want to awareness, law of assumption, manifestation, the void.. it's all the same thing and we are doing it all the time. There are only 3 key things to remember. That is all that you need.

There is no reality outside of you.

Therefore you can decide what you wish to see and what you give power to

WHAT IS INNER SELF?

inner self is you. it is imagination. it is god. it is power. it is reality. it is identity. it is you.

"the one in you that imagines, is you. that is the one who is desiring. that is the one wants to be exalted. that is the one who wants to have their desires fulfilled."

INNER SELF VS THE 3D

you are the inner self. there is only self. since it is always inner self / inner assumptions that gets expressed, there is no 3d. the 3d is always neutral and therefore dead. you are the inner self which is also taking on the role of a human in the '3d'. but since the 3d is always molded by inner self, the 3d is just a form of inner self; it is connected to self (you). the only possible 'thing' that can control this dead 3d world is inner self. as we know already, the inner self molds the dead 3d world so to manifest something, one would have to change self first and as a result, the dead 3d will only follow because that is its only job. the 3d cannot function on its own because it is only a reflection of self since they arent separated.

the human body is not the real you. think of this human body like a costume. the real you is internal (inner self) and it is what is always being expressed in the physical 3d, the part which the human self experiences. self is limitless. as self, you can occupy any state you choose (state of wealth, state of luck, state of dating your sp). there are infinite states, so there are infinite versions of you that you can embody.

everything is an expression of self, an expression of you, an expression of who you are being in imagination

IDENTIFYING W THE INNER SELF

now lets think about the 3d/human self: nelly is in math class and she wants to see a pink elephant right now. so since shes uneducated about the law, she affirms for the pink elephant and then searches for it in the 3d using her human senses. she looks at the board and around the tables to see if she can find the pink elephant. she cant find it. the 3d (even though it is only an expression of self), is always limited. this is simply because the 3d is a limited version of self. at this moment, she is identifying w the 3d, outer self.

afterschool, nelly gets pissed because she still didnt see that pink elephant even though she searched everywhere. she goes home and reads her favorite loa blogger, @/etherealkissed ;) and is now educated on the law *wink wink* now she knows that she is only ever self which is limited by the 3d. she sees how limitless and free her inner self is, so she decides to identify w inner self.

now she identifies as inner self and sees the pink elephant. instead of searching for it in the 3d, she imagines the pink elephant and instantly sees it. she (her inner self) instantly experiences it in imagination. her inner self embodies the state of having the pink elephant. since she understands that self is always what is expressed, she knows that by law, the 3d will reflect self and she will see the pink elephant in the physical since her inner self already experienced it. but she isnt searching anymore because she knows it is done already. she (her inner self) continues being that person with the pink elephant in imagination, regardless of the physical. she no longer identifies w the unreal outer self by searching for it or wondering when she will see the pink elephant. later that day, her mom comes home with a cute pink elephant plushy as a surprise gift. “shit, inner self really is all there is,” nelly thinks. now she knows without doubt that inner self is always being expressed!

the point is that she learned she cannot be limited by the 3d since she is always limitless inner self. she is comfortable with knowing she is always inner self and always experiencing inner self.

“To the Inner Man EVERYTHING ALREADY IS TRUE, not to the outer. IT ALREADY IS SO, to the Inner Man. There is no convincing necessary, no 1,000 affirmations, no repeating over and over hoping it works, IF YOU IDENTIFY YOURSELF WITH THE INNER MAN. If you claim to be the One Within, you will find it incredibly easy, I will say natural, to FEEL what you want. Pay attention to what I am saying: When you imagine your "end" is it not ALREADY SO? You did not imagine "How" to get there, you are already there in imagination. Your issue is NOT in imagining the end, your issue lies in who you are identifying yourself with. If you imagine yourself in the end, which is easy, but then you identify yourself with the outer-man, you will breed nothing but frustrations. However, if you first identify yourself with the One Within, and then imagine your end, you will not question if you "are going to get it," you HAVE IT! The Inner Man always has it. He see's the end, he is the one who creates his own fate. The Inner Man is his own destroyer and redeemer. Identify yourself with the inner man. The immortal you. Not this body nor this outer-life. If you want freedom, love, joy, happiness, confidence. If you want to be a King/Queen, treated like a god/goddess, loved beyond your wildest dreams, then identify yourself with the INNER MAN. The Inner Man can have all those desires fulfilled.”

to the outer/human self, you have to convince it, search for it. to the inner self, you only have to be it, imagine it, assume it.

“Let's give an example. Suppose I wanted to go to Las Vegas but I am in New York. While I am in New York, I would imagine myself in Las Vegas at the MGM Grand lobby. So while I am looking around in the MGM Grand's lobby, I assume that the Inner Man who is looking around is the REAL ME, the I AM. So I say, "I AM in Las Vegas." If I identify myself with the Inner Man, then yes, it is a PRESENT FACT that I am in Las Vegas. To deny this is to be delusional. I am looking at the lobby and I see people walking around. Of course, I am here.” - edward art

the inner self is all there is. the inner self is the true you. the 3d/human self is a limited expression of self. why limit yourself to the neutral and limited world?

BACKSTORY

So I decided to fully immerse myself in "persisting" and fulfilling when I listened to Lonely one by LOVA because I spent around an hour just sobbing because I related to the song.

the week that I started was around Easter break and I was under the most amount of stress I have ever been through and I could see it the effects on my body

I was breaking out with huge pimples even though I was on accutane, I was averaging 2 hours of sleep a day every week for 2 weeks, my period had going on for 2 weeks, I was losing weight rapidly (was under 35kg:( ) my anxiety was at an all time high because I got harassed again(sexual assault victim). I used to have severe depression and have had multiple failed attempts of suicide. AND YES I WAS DESPERATE AS FUCK TO MANIFEST THIS DREAM LIFE OF MINE WHICH IS NO LONGER A DREAM

in the mornings I would be super anxious but I learned how to deal with it and get myself into the state super easily

HOW I DID IT

I GOT OFF TUMBLR: you know how many times I doubted myself only to realise I was doing everything right

I also read and listened to Edward Art MULTIPLE TIMES

Within a week of fulfilling and persisting, I had manifested my dream life. just like that. I woke up one morning and everything I had ever desired was right there. and it was super easy.

all I did was affirm(to remind not to get), visualise and feel. I would only do these methods if I wanted to, if I didn't I wouldn't.

Within a few days, the anxiety lessened so much and it started to feel natural. 

this was a question on Bambi's " how I manifested with hard circumstances " post which has now been sadly deleted but I remember copying this because it gave me hope at the time I copied it (don't hope, just know)

"But isn’t ranting “not letting the old story die out?” you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track.  I rant for 2% of my 24 hour days. The other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as “time” went on, it began to feel more natural and I felt more at ease. I held onto that feeling because I knew this was when I would get my desires and I did."

and that was when I knew I shouldn't give up and I just kept going even when I wanted myself to just get on tumblr and overconsume 

I actually nearly decided to see what I was "doing wrong". I clicked on one of Aphrodite's posts but I didn't read it. I just asked myself if I would look through it if I had my desires and I wouldn't and since I already have all of my desires I didn't.

Whenever the anxiety was too strong and I could feel the frustration and desperation building up, I would just rant and it helped me calm down and get back into the state super easily.

why?

because STATES MANIFEST THOUGHTS DON'T

which is why you can rant.

you know how many FUCKING DOUBTS I had, but I didn't even give them attention coz they didn't deserve any and how many times I wanted to just give up, but I was like NO, STFU, I DON'T WANNA LIVE MISERABLY ANYMORE and now I'm not :)

The affirmations I used:

It is done

I am living my dream life

I am in my desired reality

The 3d will conform as long as i keep persisting

Imagination is the real reality

I also daydreamed, but since imagination is the real reality they were real

WHAT I MANIFESTED

- desired appearance

- name change

- family change

- skills (drivers licence etc)

- apartment and furniture

- wealth

- a bunch of random materialistic things

- desired friend group (I absolutely love them!)

- desired uni and always getting good grades

- outfits from pinterest

and a bunch of other things

- I also ended up manifesting an sp without even knowing and he's pretty much I everything I scripted him to be(scripted a year ago because I didn't really care for a relationship) but this happened before I manifested my dream life

after a year and half of being on loablr I finally manifested my dream life. and you can too

(there was probably over 100 things I wanted but I realised what I want is not much, nothing ever is when you know about loa and yes, i was super desperate)

you don't need anymore information other than @angelsinluv states post and fulfillment challenge

you shouldn't ever be stressed or worried while manifesting whatever you want, because you wouldn't stress if you had it

TAKE YOUR TIME

"Have it in imagination only" I still don't really know what that meansssss I'm sorry

I don't know How I'd feel If I had it, I mean yeah I'd be happy ofc, but I know that feeling it real doesn't mean emotion

Okay, I've answered multiple variations of this question before but it's been a very long time since and I cannot be bothered to go back and find those responses so I'm just going to answer this briefly and without writing too much.

YOU ARE NOT YOUR PHYSICAL. YOU ARE NOT YOUR STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

"I'm clearly 5'1" your problem is that you're living third dimensionally. You are blinding yourself to the inner world by thinking the physical is all that there is - it's not. You are not understanding that the very world around you owes its origin to imagination. In imagination, you can occupy any feeling that you want. If you want to feel what it would be like to eat your favorite food at this very moment you can do that. If you want to feel loved by everyone in the world you can do that too. If you want to feel what it would be like to be so beautiful that you can't go anywhere without turning heads you can do that too. If you want ti imagine playing rock paper scissors with joe biden you can do that too. You can do and be ANYTHING in imagination. You're interpreting awareness in a three dimensional sense when the outer world shouldn't be your focus point. Forget the outer world completely. it is NOT relevant.

"Have it in imagination only" I still don't really know what that meansssss I'm sorry You're not understanding that the outer world is the tangible expression of imagination. If all derives from imagination then in imagination is where the change must take place. This means, let go of the idea of getting things. Let go of the idea that you are responsible for making things show up. Just focus in the inner you, the real you, and let yourself FEEL (FEEL = ACCEPT).

And before you ask, How do I accept? BY LETTING GO OF THE OUTER WORLD. BY REMEMBERING THAT THE OUTER WORLD ISN'T IMPORTANT IN THE SLIGHTEST. BY LETTING GO OF LABELS ENTIRELY AND ACCEPTING WHAT YOU WANT TO ACCEPT.

Drop the idea that you are your body, that you are 5'1 and yield to the feeling of being 6'2 and PERSIST in that. Confusion stems from beliefs that fulfillment is something you can find in the outer world. You will NEVER be satisfied if acceptance is contingent upon what you see or hear. So again, FORGET about the outer world and in imagination ALLOW yourself to be and accept what you WANT. That is the only way to change Self.

Non Dualism : no glue no borax, the ultimate guide (no clickbait!)

Dear Dreamer, I wanted to give you a thought out answer, thus it took so long.

A small thought experiment:

When you look at a flower and take away all it's traits, properties, (colour, texture, shape, scent, biological categorisation) what remains? Is it still a flower when you take away all these things? What is it beyond that?

Now that you have done this little experiment, you know that there is something beyond sense perception, also called as consciousness or awareness.

Non-dualism or Advaita Vedanta claims that there is only awareness and everything else a projection of that awareness. Everything already is present and there is nothing to do because because it is only a matter of shifting awareness. There is nothing but being and oneness because awareness is all there is. A limitless being

Why is there no duality?

Firstly, when we say there are two different things, we are creating a distinction that is not based on fundamental principles of reality. It is arbitrary. A stone vs. A human being, both are conceptualisations, projections in consciousness, the human is not more real than the stone; it is just denser, more detailed and tighter as a dream. It seems more alive because it claims to think, feel, act but this aliveness is not a property of the form, it is borrowed from awareness just like the stone. A more scientific example is that of the brain. It is constantly changing, new neurons are created and old neurons die every second, every day and the catch is, this constant change in the brain also shows that it is not you. Just how the waves are named different but they still belong to the ocean.

How is physicality a faulty argument against non-dualism?

Because consciousness is the only constant thing, when you are awake, asleep, dreaming and physicality does not have clear answers to where this comes from which means it is not what the reality is. You are aware of your dreams but as soon as you are not aware of them (waking up) they are gone. It's like an inception, you are dreaming of the "real world" too. If you feel confused, that entanglement is just conditioning.

If we apply the same thought experiment to self, it becomes a stripping down of identity, or ego.

Ego is nothing but what you believe yourself to be. Your body, mind, thoughts, emotions, fears, desires, wants, needs, your past, your relationships, your sense of time, your memories, your experiences. It is a story that you identify with but it is not you.

"But how do I realise, I'm not the ego?"

Through negation of everything that you believe yourself to be. Your ego does exist but it is not you, it is a mechanical script running under the illusion of ownership. The answer is always there in plain sight beneath the question itself, you are making an assumption that there is you who could be the ego but it is not a thing you are, it is a temporary set of beliefs you have claimed. You just have to stop believing the ego is you, don't identify with it because you were never it to begin with.

“Your ideas about yourself change from day to day and from moment to moment. Your self image is the most changeful thing you have. It is utterly vulnerable, at the mercy of a passerby. A bereavement, the loss of a job, an insult, and your image of yourself, which you call your person, changes deeply. To know what you are, you must first investigate and know what you are not. And to know what you are not, you must watch yourself carefully, rejecting all that does not necessarily go with the basic fact: “I am.” Our usual attitude is of “I am this.” Consistently and perseveringly separate the “I am” from “this” or “that” and try to feel what it means to be, without being “this” or “that.” All our habits go against it and the task of fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding helps significantly. The more clearly you understand that on the level of the mind you can be described in negative terms only, the more quickly you will come to the end of your search and realize your limitless being.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj, I Am That: Talks with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

Then how to do I get into the void state?

The "void state" is not a special state you enter, it is what remains when egoic activity is absent. It is not trance, not a blackout, not numbness, it is how the mind interprets the not doing and not being someone, it tries to interpret the absence of itself as a "state" or "a thing happening. It is still considered a state to achieve or to go into which means...it is still within a dream and the void is not the self because the self is not an experience. It is simply recognising the spaciousness between the ego and the self, a detachment from the ego.