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I've been slowly trying to redesign Leilah's Mythal Vallaslin as it's intended to be unique and partially designed by her foster father. So if you notice 3 dots under her eyes from now, that's why. It may slowly change more as I think of more, I'm not all that good with designing things unfortunately. 😅
Thank you for the tag @celesenova!! I've never done one of these before, so fun!
Taking Celese's idea and doing an actual breakdown of the relationships because it's complicated
Lore for the lore-hungry below:
Let's just start with Solas
Solas - IT'S COMPLICATED. They've literally gone through the full spectrum of colours here throughout their weird relationship. For instance, she's always been problematic, and during the Rebellion, Solas sent her on an impossible mission which she wasn't supposed to come back from (she survived, bitche). AND THEN, centuries pass and he forgot her completely 😂 (she's always been in the far periphery anyway). After a long and crazy/terrible journey, they do arrive at love and there it will always be profound. Mutual respect out of mutual terror of the other. Will hunt one another until the last star burns out.
Blackwall - "We are/were hiding something from our friends and also We Suck". Blackwall has been treated as somewhat of an outsider since his revelations. Zjinn Nhyro(vir), known as Maordrid for a fair portion of the story, is also Going Through It. For her own reasons, she has been navigating Skyhold under different disguises, and one of her identities is a mute healer named Zyr'hael that uses signing or writing to communicate. One day, Maordrid forgot to remove part of her disguise and Blackwall, having recently visited the infirmary, recognised her. Instead of exposing her (but also because he and the Inquisitor are at odds) Blackwall was like "fuck it" and decided to befriend her. Blackwall is her princess and she is his Good Knight in a way that's both irreverent and self-deprecating. :D
Varric - Like fire & alcohol. In another story/world, these two are probably lovers. Varric encourages her brand of weird (only when no one is looking). They'll talk about crime, engineering, and of course, stories. At first, it's just that, swapping tales. And then it evolves into talking about the story they're currently living in. They debate about who's a Main Character, who would make a great villain (and what makes a good one), antagonist, hero, anti-hero, who is doomed by the narrative, the bearer of The Curse, etc. They discuss archetypes (with her getting a little riled up against assigning 'roles' and boxes to real people). But then, when she (in confidence) reveals that she has worn many names, they get into this weird (silly) game of Varric being like "All right, pretend you're [this role], in this situation. Spin me a story. Go!" so then she assumes a character and tries to seamlessly weave it into their current situation. In Resonance, she and Dorian actually call Varric the Narrator lol
Samson - I love Samson (at least, the one in my story). Their relationship is so complicated. He uhhh hurt her Very Bad in the beginning of the story, found out who she was, what she's done. Inquisition captures him, he blackmails her, but secretly he begins to respect her. He is one of the few people she truly hates, but can't bring herself to kill (for reasons)
Cole - Protect at all costs
Sera - little kind-of-sister who she knows has some growing up to do and decides to have fun with despite her occasionally shitty and insensitive attitude
Iron Bull - flat out distrusts. They antagonise each other every time they're within proximity. Bull would absolutely sleep with her if she showed interest. There's a mutual, low-simmering "I wanna beat you into the dirt" at all times.
Cullen - CULLEN, CULLEN AHHH. She distrusted him on principal because "Templar", and then they briefly became friends...until Cullen shit it all up and now it's back to deep distrust on both sides. But she's ancient and while she no longer trusts him, she does find him amusing because Cullen now has it out for her.
Abelas - recently introduced - does not trust on principal because Mythal 😂IT'S MUTUAL.
Dorian - if anything happened to her partner in magical-crime, she'd turn back time and get him back. Her and Dorian have shared trauma over world-ending magic that they both unleashed in the "DA4 timeline" in their attempt to "stop" Solas. She loves Dorian without reserve, and it's totally unconditional. They're mad geniuses together.
Vivienne & Morrigan - she doesn't have very many interactions with these two, but if she did, she finds Vivienne very interesting. Respects her, obviously doesn't agree with her stance on mages, but knows Vivienne has gone through some shit and understands her. Morrigan...straight distrust. Finds her commentary on elves and elven history hilarious, but absolutely stays away from her.
Leliana & Cass - both know somethin' ain't right with that elf. They can't figure it out, but they're watching.
Bonus:
Inquisitor Yin Lavellan and his sister Dhrui Lavellan - recently adopted her as an honorary sister of Clan Lavellan. Dhrui's her beloved little sister tho that she puts on a pedestal right next to Dorian :'D
Thank you so much for the tag @exia-1, I'm sorry it took so long. 💚
I'm not sure who has been tagged so I'm very gently and no pressure tagging: @vhen-harel @rhoxxia @mogwaei
As I was filling this out I realized that the chart alone probably won't shed light on the actual dynamics of the relationships she has with her inner circle. So if you're interested in a long read, it will be under the cut. If not, take what you will from the graph.
Can find the graph here by @/trashwarden.
I'll start with Cole and go clockwise to make it easier on me and hopefully others who want to read.
Cole: I put best friends for him but their relationship is probably more akin to mother and son. Leilah is immediately very protective of Cole, she has a fondness for spirits and she finds Cole's helpful and kind nature endearing. They spend many days when Leilah has down time with Cole's head in Leilah's lap as they cloud watch and he tells her about the spirits and the people he's helped. She allows him to be himself and is never put off by his quirky mind reading, she encourages him to stay true to himself and he remains a spirit.
Leliana: Leliana being a spy master and someone who seemingly enjoys the game Leilah doesn't trust her but she respects her.
Cassandra: Leilah respects Cass's blunt demeanor, she appreciates that no matter what Cass will give her straight answers to the best of her knowledge. Leilah is wary of everyone in the beginning, but during their travels pre-haven attack they become close. Leilah learns about Cass's love of romance long before Skyhold and finds this side of her adorable. Though they don't always see eye to eye, Cassandra is extremely religious and devout whereas Leilah is not. Cassandra is the only one she trusts enough to encourage to become Divine.
Dorian: Leilah had no real chance here. Dorian immediately adopts her like a stray cat. They bond over their shared trauma from their trip into that bleak future in the beginning but their friendship becomes one built on love and respect. Not long after Solas ends things in Crestwood, Leilah's clan is murdered. She pushes every one away except for Cole. Their relationship isn't really repaired until after Trespasser when Dorian rushes to Leilah's side after receiving a concerning letter from Charter about her.
Sera: Leilah gets frustrated with Sera at times, she doesn't dislike her but she feels Sera definitely needs to mature a bit and work on her self hatred and the trauma from growing up as an elf surrounded by humans. She does reprimand Sera quite a bit in regards to Cole and Sera has jokingly named her "Mom" because of how strict Leilah is about the companions and completing their missions and duties. Leilah just doesn't trust a lot of people and Sera and her pranks make it a little hard to build much of a bond between them.
Solas: Leilah isn't immediately taken with Solas, though objectively she finds him to be quite handsome. There is however an instant sense of familiarity between them but both of them have trouble opening up and trusting people which causes Solas to offend Leilah and she doesn't speak to him for a while. But after he eventually is able to apologize they quickly become friends. They both are very passionate about their preferred interests and love listening to the other talk about them. Their love is built first and foremost on their deep friendship and respect they have for one another. I could go on for hours about their relationship but I will save you all from that.
Vivienne: Leilah, maybe surprisingly has a lot of respect for her. Regardless of her circumstances Vivienne is a survivor and Leilah respects that. She may not agree with her views on mages but since Leilah is not a mage herself so she listens regardless and takes heed of the advice given to her by the seasoned enchanter, whether she implements said advice or not. Leilah is not keen on the game but she understands why Vivienne is the way she is and doesn't hold that against her while still holding her at arms length.
Morrigan: Leilah has very conflicting feelings towards Morrigan during inquisition. She respects the arcane knowledge she holds but became quite annoyed with her during Mythal's temple. A human trying to explain to a Dalish about their own pantheon had her fuming internally, she barely contained herself to just snarkiness and sarcasm. Eventually post Trespasser they work together, Morrigan apologizes and they grow closer, Morrigan even allowing Leilah access to her Eluvian network.
Varric: Her relationship with Varric is complicated. Pre-haven attack she considers him to be a friend and she's hurt after Skyhold when he places her on an unreachable pedestal. She knew then that she would never be anything more than a symbol to him so she distanced herself. She cares about him still but knows a friendship would be asking too much of him.
Blackwall: Leilah is a bit indifferent about Thom. She felt something was off with him from the very beginning since he was dodgy about anything grey warden related and never gave them a heads up about any darkspawn presence. But he wasn't harming anyone and actively wanted to help so she just let it slide. She was disappointed to learn the truth of his past but he sincerely seemed like he wanted to atone so she allowed him to. She found the bond between him and Sera adorable, like a Dad and his chaotic daughter.
The Iron Bull: She likes Bull, would she consider him a friend? Probably not a close one but she respects his honesty about being a ben-hassrath and she genuinely feels happy for him and Dorian when they fall in love. They developed their own attack style in combat that Solas is not fond of. Put his Vhenan down, Bull.
Cullen: She thinks it's admirable that he tries to move on from his past and that he's trying to beat his addiction to Lyrium. She wouldn't call him a friend but she has enjoyed a game of chess with him every now and then outside of duties.
Josephine: Leilah thinks Josie is sweet if a bit sheltered in her rich upbringing but she relies heavily on Josephine's input when it comes to all things nobility. She is one of the few that Leilah allows past her walls. She enjoys speaking Antivan with her as she rarely gets a chance to since leaving her clan for the conclave.
So, there you have it. Leilah doesn't dislike anyone unless they're ruthless and intentionally hurting people. She's very understanding but she holds most at arms length, never allowing them close enough to see her.
I'm not great with words or explanations but hopefully you can get a feel of who she is. 🥲
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I just created a side blog @dragonageevents. Designed to help track all these wonderful event weeks we have. There are a lot of them going on, which is awesome! But its all run by individual blogs, and there is no real way to know what is happening on any given week. So!
Can you pretty please tag me, @exia-1 , or this new side blog @dragonageevents. With anything you know is happening/going on? I'd love to set it up as a sort of resource for the community.
I do plan to make the blog pretty and dragon age themed. But its seconds old.
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To me, Solas burning Mythal’s vallaslin from his face is symbolic of him trying to free himself from a spiritual wound by harming the physical vessel he never originally wanted.
It's the burn part too that I always get fixated on - the rage of it, trying to violently sever the attachment that helped turn Wisdom into the Dread Wolf. But because he does it through pain and rage rather than healing and acceptance, that one act is like a symbol of an even greater pattern in his ancient life - that his body is a battlefield, a weapon.
Wisdom pulled from the Fade to become a Weapon - a weapon against Titans, a weapon to make weapons of great power - a weapon against Elgar'nan. Mythal in her own words says this. "I used your wisdom as a weapon - and it broke you."
And that bodily sacrifice is through his whole life - he throws himself body first into things. While he's free in Minrathous he's front and centre in fighting off the tendrils, defending against Elgar'nan, helping the Shadow Dragons. He doesn't hesitate throwing himself at Lusacan. In Disrupt and Conquer he gets injured by Elgar'nan because HE throws himself at Elgar'nan - Solas always leads from the front - what else does a weapon do? Even the Dread Wolf is a tool of the rebellion - a tool to inspire, to sway, to create fear in the hearts of the enemies.
And it continues right until the very end, as he binds himself to the veil or if he's forced against his will - the culmination of that body, his body, once again as a tool to enforce an outcome. At least if it's his choice there is an element of him knowing that his very existence has been detrimental to so many others over his ancient life. And perhaps now in this one choice, his first act of atonement is to now use his body as a means of protection - which ironically is exactly who the Dread Wolf started out to be in the rebellion - a protector.
Soothing the mark is a good excuse to hold your crush's hand Solas. Cheeky apostate.
I forgot I had drawn this tbh, since I'll probably be a bit quiet until August while I work on these events pieces I thought I would just toss some colors on this and share. These two stylized are killing me, they're too cute 😭
Skyhold and the Lighthouse mirror each other in purpose as much as place. Both became sanctuaries for refugees, allies, and people seeking protection, drawing in individuals from every walk of life and giving them shelter. And both belonged to Solas (the area/original foundational architecture of Skyhold did, which is elven). From the Crossroads Sanctuary in Trespasser to the Lighthouse and Skyhold, all places tied to him are places of protection - protection from powerful forces. And that ultimately is what the Inquisitor and Skyhold symbolizes as well - protection from supernatural forces.
The Lighthouse codex can so easily be read as Skyhold here.
On Life in the Lighthouse - Codex entry
Fearful refugees are ushered to the Lighthouse through eluvians, emerging from the infirmary and libraries as soldiers, spies, and scholars. Gardeners plant long-extinct herbs that grow, are harvested, and wither in the blink of an eye. The sharp smell of distilling medicine wafts from a window, and poison for the enemy drips into a vial. The arguments of a war council go on late into the night; forbidden songs are sung freely, with filthy lyrics substituted for the Evanuris' names.
Finally, a heated conversation silhouetted against glass with quick shadows darting behind it The argument ends with a wordless but unmistakable impression: "You summoned them: you feed them."
Refugees found their way to Skyhold, some joined in the fight, some joined in as scholars and researchers, as healers. We could build Skyhold to be a place of healing or a place of training. Skyhold grew it's own herbs in the gardens, made their own weapons, brewed poisons and potions alike. We witness Iron Bull and his Chargers burst into song and the Herald's Rest is filled with song. And how many heated conversations did the Inquisitor's own advisors have amongst them? Recruiting the mages certainly was one of them.
It's just another neat reminder of the reflections between Solas and the Inquisitor - even down to the places they held and how they operated within those places.
Solas must have experienced a crazy sense of déjà vu the entire time he’s with them.
Me getting jump scared first thing in the morning by a post I deleted because I temporarily forgot that's not how Tumblr works and it's still getting reblogged....eew 🙃
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I think one of the best sentences I ever wrote is part of smut and I'm too shy to release it. So I will just pat myself on the back and whisper "good job" silently~