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catty, 17 !!

i love immigrants, free palestine, free haiti, free sudan, free congo, abolish ice, fuck trump, anti racist, pro black, womens rights, trans rights, lgbtqia+ rights, i love abortion, i love immigrants,fuck patriarchy, fuck colonialism, fuck nationalism, i love immigrants, i love disabled people, i hate guns, i hate capitalism

she/they preferred for a few minutes

poly !! fluid sexuality andgender, aro+acespec

microlabel lover + name hoarder ??

very queer, contradicting labels !!

gyaru !!

hospital homebound !!

polymind

i honestly suspect im a system but im too sleepy to think about that

autistic, ptsd, adhd, psychosis, depression/anxiety, agoraphobic, eds

derealization + depersonalization and memory may be ruling my life

chronic pain bad very very miserable. abysmal.

yumeshipper, shifter, submaker, witch, very good at manifesting

i HATE drawing.

voice acting and singing my true love

some of the animes and manga ive read or watched: haikyuu, mha, fma, jjk, death note ew, aot ew, look back, csm, my brothers husband, nso, life lessons with uramichi oniisan, nanbaka, saiki k, xxxholic, ohshc, ghost stories, perfect blue, school days, metamorphosis..ohno, kakegurui, vampire knight..ew, two sides of the voice actor radio, bloom into you, im in love with the villainess, madoka magica, junji itos cat diary

sometimes i will make a silly song

i like weed, and sometimes drinking. and sometimes adderall. i love a good cigarette. quit vaping recently. recovered from severe alcoholism !!

favorite thing to do is, when possible, go outside and party with friends

if you know me irl.. um um um um youre ableist if you keep looking through this blog 😭 if you think you know me irl and youve kept reading this far congratulations autism speaks is calling they need a new spokesperson and want you specifically

jokes hahajaha.. i would NOT accept a call from autism speaks

i was going to tag this so i could possibly make friends but i literally kinda dont wanna do that ..

IM FUCKING TIRED OF HOW HOSTILE SHE GETS ABOUT ME EATING

IN MIDDLE SCHOOL I HAD TO TELL HER I HAD ANOREXIA TWICE FOR HER TO CARE AND STILL NOTJING HAPPENED

SHE DIDNT GIVE AN ACTUAL FUCK FOR HOW I WAS DOING WITH EATING FOR YEARS

BUT GUESS FUCKING WHAT

LATE 2024 SOMETHING WEIRD HAPPENS TO MY BODY AND SUDDENLY IM ALMOST NEVER HUNGRY LIKE GENUINELY

AND SUDDENLY EVERYONE FUCKING CARES ABOUT HOW MUCH IM EATING

ACTUALLY FUCK YOU

IS IT BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE IM RESTRICTING MORE ? IM FUCKING NOT AND YOU SHOULDVE JUST CARED WHEN I WAS RESTRICTING AT ALL

AND NOW SHE'LL ACT UPSET AT ME WHEN IM NOT EATING WHEN DUDE

IM FUCKING SICK I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG (AND IVE BEEN CLEARLY WORSE SINCE JANUARY)

SHE JUST TALKED ABOUT PUTTING ME IN A REHAB OR HOSPITAL ???????? UNPROMPTED

i literally dont know what to do. its like a rock is in my stomach. ive been struggling with how painful it is lately. ill ruin everything ive done today to make it feel better if i eat now.

ITS NOT SOMETHING IM CONSCIOUSLY DOING ILL SERIOUSLY FEEL SICK IF I EAT RIGHT NOW

I WAS A TINY HUNGRY BEFORE BUT THIS LITERALLY WRECKS ALL PROGRESS IVE MADE TOWARDS BEING HUNGRY

IM FUCKING TIRED OF HOW HOSTILE SHE GETS ABOUT ME EATING

IN MIDDLE SCHOOL I HAD TO TELL HER I HAD ANOREXIA TWICE FOR HER TO CARE AND STILL NOTJING HAPPENED

SHE DIDNT GIVE AN ACTUAL FUCK FOR HOW I WAS DOING WITH EATING FOR YEARS

BUT GUESS FUCKING WHAT

LATE 2024 SOMETHING WEIRD HAPPENS TO MY BODY AND SUDDENLY IM ALMOST NEVER HUNGRY LIKE GENUINELY

AND SUDDENLY EVERYONE FUCKING CARES ABOUT HOW MUCH IM EATING

ACTUALLY FUCK YOU

IS IT BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE IM RESTRICTING MORE ? IM FUCKING NOT AND YOU SHOULDVE JUST CARED WHEN I WAS RESTRICTING AT ALL

AND NOW SHE'LL ACT UPSET AT ME WHEN IM NOT EATING WHEN DUDE

IM FUCKING SICK I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG (AND IVE BEEN CLEARLY WORSE SINCE JANUARY)

SHE JUST TALKED ABOUT PUTTING ME IN A REHAB OR HOSPITAL ???????? UNPROMPTED

i literally dont know what to do. its like a rock is in my stomach. ive been struggling with how painful it is lately. ill ruin everything ive done today to make it feel better if i eat now.

ITS NOT SOMETHING IM CONSCIOUSLY DOING ILL SERIOUSLY FEEL SICK IF I EAT RIGHT NOW

I WAS A TINY HUNGRY BEFORE BUT THIS LITERALLY WRECKS ALL PROGRESS IVE MADE TOWARDS BEING HUNGRY