murdermedia where vincent actually dies before alastor so alastor is forced to confront greif that he never experienced before and never expected to feel over vincent, forced to confront the feeling he held for vincent that he never got to say or even learn how to properly express, he thought he was better off alone but now that hes alone again he yearns for vincent back despite his expectations of not caring
but when he tries to use his rituals to contact vincent in hell, and it actually works so he has the chance to say everything left unsaid but he’s too stubborn and just uses the entire time to bully vincent for dying and scold him for leaving all their work to him now














