then fucking have me.

Multi-Chapter Fics

you can hear it in the silence - post 3x04 TK sickfic. TK's body doesn't bounce back months after the coma and dire measures must be taken. Canon divergence. 70k+, complete.

but i'm the mess that you wanted - Tarlos NFL/football AU. wip.

5+1's

i like it when you sleep, for you are so beautiful yet so unaware of it - 6 times Carlos watches TK sleep and 1 time TK does the same.

slowly, then all at once - 5 times TK loved Carlos and 1 time Carlos did the same.

now i'm covered in you - 5 times TK wore Carlos's APD hoodie and 1 time Carlos wore an Austin Fire t-shirt.

can i be close to you? - 5 times TK asked Carlos if he would still love him if he was a worm and the 1 time Carlos answered.

darling, it was good - 5 times TK left a note for Carlos and 1 time Carlos left a note for TK.

devil's in the details - 5 times TK and Carlos traveled and 1 time they didn't.

say it with your hands - 5 times Carlos was handy and 1 time he wasn't.

if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right - 5 days after TK woke up and the 1 day he went home.

and now you're mine - 5 times Carlos wrote his vows and the 1 time TK did.

Pre S1/S1

a million little stars spelling out your name - TK begins.

shining just for you - Carlos begins.

S3

the one who burned us down: a different telling of 3x04.

you were the greatest thing - TK visits Gwyn + Jonah after the breakup.

one step forward, three steps back - post 3x04 TK sickfic.

S4

cuttin me open, then healin' me fine - 4x02 coda. TK explains his third coma to Carlos.

my misplaced faith in your curled dark hair - 4x04 spec fic.

rebuild, restart - 4x04 spec fic.

come morning light - post 4x04 tarlos hospital scene.

and all the ways i'd keep you safe - post 4x04. Carlos is home on bedrest-- or at least supposed to be.

kiss me thru the phone - a 4x06 coda told through texts, voicemails, and phone calls.

ocean blue eyes looking at mine - a 4x08 coda. TK and Carlos navigate their parents opinions on their wedding.

bloodshed, crimson clover - 4x09 coda. TK and Carlos have a conversation on their way home from visiting Marjan.

do you know how much i miss you? - a 4x13 coda told through texts.

and i remember thinking - 4x15 coda. Carlos finds out about TK's black eye at the firehouse.

twenty stitches and a hospital room - 4x15 coda. Carlos finds out about TK's black eye -- at the hospital.

if i could give you the moon, i would give you the moon - 4x16 coda. TK and Carlos celebrate after finding out Owen's test results.

without you, without them - 4x16 coda. Carlos comforts TK after finding out TK could have Huntington's.

something's made your eyes go cold - an extension of the opening scene of 4x18.

we're burned for better - a quiet moment between TK and Carlos at their wedding.

Miscellaneous

so fresh, so clean - TK and Carlos get back to real life after their honeymoon.

just let the pain remind you hearts can heal - a call brings TK back to a bad time. Carlos is there to comfort him.

you and me, we'll be just fine - kid fic. TK and Carlos's daughter is sick.

doing better than i ever was - TK wakes up on his 30th birthday.

play it again - TK and Carlos pick out wedding music.

everybody wonders what it would be like to love you - TK wakes up next to Carlos one month before their wedding.

make the friendship bracelets - the 126 go to the Eras Tour.

now i wake up in the night and watch you breathe - Carlos wakes up sick, TK takes care of him.

are you ever dreaming of me? - the night before the wedding, spec fic written before 4x17.

glitter on the floor after the party - TK and Carlos celebrate one week of marriage.

your buzzcut and my hair bleached - TK and Carlos make some changes to their hair.

you come back to what you need - TK and Carlos's at-home honeymoon.

at every table, i'll save you a seat - TK surprises Carlos on their one month wedding anniversary.