not so soft.

sick scoop I forgot to give some #artistappreciation for. from @smoglasstx who know there's nothing to fuck with. #oneoftwo #smoglass #marbles #esferasperdidas #wutang #CREAM #cactus #zgs

we're budding! 🌵🐛🐝🐞💚 so, I turn 25 in 2 months. there was so much I thought I'd have finished, improved, or figured out by now and it used to feel like an end point. but really I've just found that every day I can learn something more when I open my ears and shut my mouth. everyday is an improvement on the last when you work at it. I've let some things plague me longer than needed - I simply know there are changes to be made and there's so much more to be done that it feels overwhelming sometimes when the list grows and the outcomes don't proportionally. I can't be held back by the same things anymore. someday, work will not feel like work and I won't hold a job for the benefits a company provides me but for the benefits personal fulfillment give. with help and humility, I see a lot more for myself that I wasn't as sure of before - I want to help people, strengthen and support women, protect the earth I bury my toes in every single day, and more. did you know how beneficial hugging a tree can be for your own emotional times? things astonish me all the time. I don't have many goals, but in these next 2 months: 1.) I will complete a painting for a series that's been brewing in my head, 2.) I will say yes to more things that challenge my ideas of comfort and pursue them alone where possible, 3.) I will finish the third of my coursework for doula certification that I haven't submitted, 4.) I will take every opportunity to create and travel that I can reasonably embark on, and 5.) I will solidify my business and travel plans for this ever-changing world and the dreams I've been sitting on for a year or two. Everyday I find something more beautiful and I think that's all I need while these next 5 years keep me on this unique, challenging, knowledge-increasing path. Clearly, I'll keep loving my #succulents too