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Does anyone actually care if I post shit? I literally have no interaction with others. No one gives a shit. I literally donât get why I post anymore other that to just see my thoughts outside my head. Why the fuck do I even bother anymore.
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HELLO! GUESS HOWS BACK ON THEIR BULLSHIT AGAIN!!
I literally want to dye with how much weight Iâve put on again. Im literally disgusting and ugly. Im going to start restricting again and keeping close track on everything
I need suggestions for disc0rd channels for the server im making. As of right now for channels I have
If there are any other suggestions or you are interested in joining either reply to this post or send me a message and Iâll put it in
Edit: Name suggestions are also welcome for the group chat. As of right now itâs called Anaâs Little Minions but im kinda not liking it
Who wants to be part of an ed group chat either on here or on discord? We can motivate each other and keep each other on track and maybe just overall interact with others who understand our struggles? Like Iâve been trying to interact more with people but Iâm awful at it so maybe thatâll be a good idea?
Might just say fuck it and give myself a piercing and stick and poke tattoo
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I go from such extreme highs and lows itâs fucking insane. Like one minute Iâll want to go out and make friends and talk to people and feel like amazing and then not even a few moments later Iâll be crippled with depression and self destructive thoughts and realize just how inept and awful I am and realize why I donât have friends to begin with and that I should just be alone forever and that thereâs a reason that everyone leaves me
Does anyone have any discord ed and sh group chats? Iâm trying to interact more with people but idk where to start because Iâm literally an inept depressed piece of shit đ
My discord is: BunnyBearDead#4641
Food Log 01/13/22
Breakfast:
I woke up late and was fasting so I didnât have anything
Lunch:
I was still fasting but I did have a zero calorie electrolytes drink
Dinner:
My mother forced me to break a 46hr fast đ
1/2 Dominoâs alfredo pasta bread bowl: 345cls
2 Dominoâs cinnamon twists: 250cals
1/4 Dominoâs philly cheese steak sandwich: 180cals
Snack:
2 chips ahoy chocolate chips cookies: 160cals
Mottâs apple sauce cup: 50cals
I didnât exercise today. I was to depressed and tired đ
Total:
Cals in: 985 cals
Whelp! Iâm back on my ed shit! Iâm going to be recording it on my side blog and reposting it here for accountability!
I fucking hate how i feel⌠I feel trapped⌠I feel used⌠I feel useless⌠I feel so alone⌠I canât take it anymore⌠I have no one and itâs all my fault⌠I literally canât do anything right⌠I canât even lose weight and just starve myself like I deserve⌠I the fucking worseâŚ
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Breakfast I had a nature alley granola bar Calories: 190cals Lunch I had soup with whole wheat crackers and Apple cinnamon rice cakes C
Iâm going to get back on track with losing weight and will be posting my food logs
Iâm so upset with myself.. I just binged horribly on McDonaldâs and I canât stop crying⌠đđâšď¸âšď¸
They lie. They always lie. They try to tell you that everything they say is the truth. But itâs all a lie. And with each honey sweet promise. And each half hearted apology. The pain goes worse. The hurt gets deeper. The blood runs thicker. The numbers get smaller. The cuts get deeper. I give them everything. And they give me nothing but empty calories that instantly cause regret for believing their sweet temptation.
Such sweet sweet lies that fuel my misery.
Emotions mean nothing to the walking dead.
Iâm use to having my heart ripped out and torn to shreds. Nothing matters anymore. My knife is my only friend. It draws warm rose red upon my cold skin when I feel dead. It gives me the sensation of being alive. Like a defibrillator it shocks me back to life with its hot sting.
It allows me to feel when I am dead. It brings me back to life. A corpse. Just a member of the walking dead.
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EuphoriaâŚ
The feeling of a knife carving into skin. The slight burn as the air touches fresh wounds. Seeing the blood well up into the crevices of split skin. The beads of crimson red bubbling up. The warm sting over reddening skin.
My own twisted version of euphoria. My demented bliss.
I canât decide if I hate working or like it. Like sure Iâm making my own money is great and am on my feet and walking and being pretty active. But I feel like such an outcast there and like all I do is annoy everyone. I hate it so much. Like I donât even like asking for help half the time and try to do most things myself. And even if I were to ask for help half the managers at my work hate helping and get annoyed. Itâs seriously fucking with my already messed up mental health and Iâm close to relapsing into self harm again.. I just canât deal with it and donât know what to do.. i feel really fucking alone and i feel really uncomfortable working half the time..
