Fragile

i miss him so fkn much, even if the pain is unbearable and the thought of what he had hidden is making me sick, i still want to protect him bc i know he’ll go through his own internal hell in order to heal (hopefully). i wish him to become the better version of himself and i miss his vulnerable side, the one he protected to not face his insecurities. i hated his covers. i hated his addiction. i miss loving his caring and emotional nature. i miss being his friend.

the end

i can’t literally talk to women im such embarrassing everyone is superior to me, what accomplishments i can achieve if i am such a loser

sw 47 kg. Hope to update asap. I don’t want to fuckup again this time. It’s time to focus and don’t joke around

di nuovo qui, il mio safe place🫶🏻

So much anxiety

Not angry or sad anymore, just pissed off for my time and energy wasted