boyfriend!xavier headcannons
boyfriend!xavier likes to text you when he wakes up. he likes to text you before he goes to sleep. he has a whole plethora of silly cartoon âgoodnightâ stickers and âgood morningâ stickers saved on his phone that he sends you regardless of the time, so dont be surprised to receive a message at 10:30 am from xavier, bidding you a good night of sleep with an attatched gif of a koala hanging on a half moon.
boyfriend!xavier whoâs chat history with you is practically his digital diary. he likes to send you photos of the most random things he encounters. sometimes he provides very little context, but you donât suppose it needs any. sometimes he sneds you selfies that are so close up that his bangs are in the way of the camera. he also likes to send you photos of your dates with him as if you werenât present for them, or if it had been ages since the outing occurred.
xavi: (image) we looked so cute back thenâŚ
[name]: babe that was twenty minutes ago. you just dropped me off.
boyfriend!xavier who takes every tiktok you send him very seriously. sometimes a bit too seriously. when you sent him one of those âmissing my gf so i baked her into a cookieâ videos, he sent you back an actual photo of a burnt tray of suspiciously you-shaped gingerbreads. theres a small fire in the background. before you could even reply, too aghast to comment, he started munching on one.
âitâs a bit saltyâŚâ
âXAVIER YOUâRE CHEWING ON MOUTHFULS OF ASH!â
boyfriend!xavier who actually prefers to be next to you and watch you in your sleep, in turn to sleeping himself. not in a creepy way, but he canât resist but admire your sleeping face, so calm, so relaxedâŚhe cant help but to reach out a finger and squish your cheeks while youâre smushed up against him anyway. he cuddles you closer and buries his face in your neck, pulling the duvet covers over you both, like an arctic hare burrowing into the snow.
boyfriend!xavier whoâs favourite sound to fall asleep to is either your voice (if youâre awake and willing) or the sounds of your shared home. he finds the sounds of water bubbling to a boil especially soothing, although you tease him that he only likes it because it sounds like a steaming bowl of beef hot pot, his favourite. he doesnât admit that really, the sound of you flicking on the kettle, you turning on the tap, you boiling the water, you pouring the steaming liquid out, you rattling the teacupâŚis what affirms him of your presence. he likes such mundane, ordinary sounds because it assures him that youâre there, youâre by him, and youâre safe.
boyfriend!xavier whoâs favourite form of messaging from you is either big paragraphs of text, or long chains of voice recordings. they feel so intimate to him, and he loves to read or listen to your ramblings. thereâs still so much he wants to learn from you. plus, thereâs nothing he loves more than the sound of your voice.
and of course, xavier responds to every single one of your texts and calls and voicemails, but why this timeâ
[sorry. the number youâve dialed has been disconnected]
youâve been dead for well over a year now. he knew the phone company would shut down your service eventually.
xavier rubs the sleep from his eyes. ever since your absence, your home has grown to become so empty. there are dishes undone in the sink from the last meal you ever made him. windows coated with dust. beds unmade. what the morgue sent him, still on the table. he couldnât bear to do anything about it.
and nowâŚa phone that xavier can no longer call you and leave you tearful voicemails on. a number that he canât text you day and night to, with messages that heâll know you canât respond to but there are so many things he aches to tell you. a service he can no longer call to tell you that âi miss youâ.
xavier throws his phone into the overflowing sink.
itâs no use to him anymore.