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this post is inspired in part by this one by @cheshirepirouette and sponsored in part by convos w @asteriis and @indouscurse hereâs to yâall!! this post also goes out to my brothers, who are pale as hell for reasons unbeknownst to all of us (this is a joke).
like any good headcanon, this started as a joke because i thought to myself: Ryland sounds like the type of name that somebodyâs Black child would have and only use on church sundays. nobody actually has ever called him that in his whole entire life, except maybe his mama SOMETIMES and thatâs why he doesnât remember it right away. i feel like every Black person knows somebody who is called literally anything except their god given name. people call him lil r, lil grace, gracie, ry, ryry, riri, RG, lando, mr. grace, dr. grace, but nobody calls him Ryland, which is part of why he Canât Remember for so long.
so of course i went back to the source material to see if he ever actually mentioned being white anywhere and unfortunately it is very much at the beginning of the book. so THEN i started to think about how i could get around that while remaining at least largely canon compliant (as a little treat for myself). what i came up with is what i have affectionately dubbed my âlitebrite babyâ headcanon.
grace was not particularly dark skinned to begin with, and then spent years in a coma with literally no sunlight. he is downright vampiric by the time that he wakes up, and upon seeing his white ass skin, assumes that he is in his own words, a Caucasian male.
unfortunately for him, this fits in really well with his theme of lack of identity and lack of connection. i think for most Black people it would be extremely hard to forget that weâre Black regardless of how light or dark our skin tone is. but throughout the book, even when Grace is thinking about his old, slowly resurfacing memories, he never thinks about family, he never thinks about friends. except for his students and Project Hail Mary, he is completely unmoored.
iâve seen a few different headcanons for why this might be: he was an only child whose single parent died young, he was cut off by his parents for some reason or another, he just isnât ever triggered to remember. but no matter the reason, grace is disconnected from crucial aspects of himself. i think that by making him Black, and his Blackness something he canât remember, it add an extra heartbreaking layer to his characterization. Blackness is such a communal experience, and when itâs not, it leaves behind an ache. growing up Black in White Suburbia i know well both the experience of clinging to oneâs own in a hostile world AND the hurt that comes with being severed from oneâs community. grace loses so much of himself with the amnesia, unable to recall who he is at the deepest of levels, and i think if he could remember to grieve it, it would devastate him.
i do think he would remember eventually, either when his hair starts growing out (because in the book Armando shaves him iirc), or when he can finally catch a glimpse of his reflection clearly, or when he has a memory of someone in his family. my personal belief is he has a memory beamed directly into his brain of asking âMama, am I white?â and his poor, long-suffering mom saying, âNow who the hell told you that?â
and then it still never becomes relevant because he has negative desire to explain the nuances of human racial categories to an alien who quite literally cannot see color.
[ID copied from alt: Ryland Grace drawn as a light-skinned Black man with a short afro, glasses, an orangey sweater, and an aroace flag colored shirt. There is a cloudy white halo behind his head and a squiggly red line in the cloud. End ID]
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seeing some things in the pwhl tags saying things like "I don't think players should be ostracized for their politics" and like. lmao. i do. Especially if that player is loudly transphobic. I don't think bigots should be allowed to play sports at any level. I don't think bigots should be allowed to do anything. Bigotry should be considered a breach of the social contract that entitles you to polite treatment, and as long as bigotry is tolerated at any level the organizations that harbor it should be treated with suspicion.
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ok but remember when van and sea were building their superteams and we thought theyâd make the playoffs and then theyâŚdidnât? kinda what Iâm hoping for here again because there must be some justice in the world and a flop first season seems fair đ
PWHL Hamilton today announced that forward Alina MĂźller has been signed to a three-year Professional Womenâs Hockey League (PWHL) Standard Player Agreement ahead of the teamâs inaugural 2026-27 season. MĂźller, who was under contract with the Boston Fleet, joins PWHL Hamilton on a new deal through the 2028-29 campaign and becomes the third of five players to be added during Phase 2 of the PWHLâs Expansion Roster Distribution Process.
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Iâm good for this company. Iâm good for us. We all vote, we keep control. We donât, then everythingâs over forever. Hereâs the thing. Iâm like a cog, built to fit only one machine. If you donât let me do this, itâs the one thing I know how to do.
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