germlandia

i think i don't really vibe with most other fans of my favorite male characters is because they usually depict them too much of a man, and i am not interested in men, i am interested in The Character. and i am not saying that they should depict them as women, or nonbinary, or should depict them as feminine, no, not at all. but there's like, you know, you can depict a male character as The Character, and you can depict them as The Man. do you get me? like, i go to the fandom looking for art and fics, and it's just, regardless of his actual characterization, it's all just fantasizing about some kind of an abstract dominant patriarch, wearing my favorite character's face. it may be the most totally-wouldnt-have-normal-relationships (and sometimes even would-literally-abuse-you) kind of guy, and you join a dedicated space for his fans, and all they talk about is how they want to marry and start a tradcore 50s style nuclear family with him. it can be a guy who's arrogance and attempts of domination are explicitly shown to be a facade that hide the fact that he's actually kind of a massive pathetic wet loser, and you go to his fics, and they're all depicting him as a caricaturish daddy dom. at this point it's like, do you even like the character at all, or do you just like The Man, and project this man onto whatever character you find visually attractive? and these people kind of, really really poison actual discussion of the character, who is kind of a fucked up evil person (i only like *those* types, so im talking about them) because they see analysis of the actual character as an attack on their fantasized daddy dom husband, who is actually isn't The Character at all, and is simply a face of the day for The Man

I didn't think that it could get any worse after google decided to show jermasus as the main image result for searching "jerma" but clearly I've been proven wrong because the new image is truly much much worse

what the fuck

thanks. thanks for being around. thanks for knowing me. thanks for liking me. thanks for holding your hand out & saying here's a place you can be. thanks for another night

thanks for staying. thanks for taking care of yourself. thanks for making me feel safer. thanks for enjoying the things that i enjoy. thanks for being kind. thanks for putting warmth in my chest when it gets tight. thanks for sharing your world with me. thanks for having a sense of humor. thanks for proving the worth of a human being where i've doubted it. thanks for leaving nice messages. thanks for your time

thanks for waking up today. thanks for checking in on me. thanks for looking after your own well-being. thanks for staying hydrated. thanks for believing me when i tell you you're doing good. thanks for remembering my birthday. thanks for being a good listener. thanks for drawing me. thanks for being so expressive. thanks for letting me see your pets. thanks for tolerating my psychosis. thanks for putting others before yourself even when you should always be your own top priority. thanks for being selfless. thanks for offering me advice. thanks for reading. thanks for watching. thanks for listening. thanks for being you

thanks for everything

clark shouting "people were going to DIE" in the face of the "think of the consequences of your actions" argument is so fucking important to me bc it really IS that simple you can't look at a genocide and just twiddle your thumbs bc you're a afraid of the consequences ESPECIALLY when you can do something about it and THATS WHAT CLARK DID. WITHOUT HESITATION. WITHOUT CONSIDERING HOW IT COULD HURT HIM. bc hes a good person and in his brain its really just people were going to die so i had to step in bc what else would it be. superman i love you i love you i love you