Forever grateful that I was able to leave anorexia behind and lead a successful adult life. I am not sure how to express how awesome it feels to be able to concentrate, be productive and work on being a better person. And by better I don't mean thinner. I mean full of ideas. Perspective. I have a career - Who would've thought! I am good at what I do and I LOVE IT. Life is really great nowadays

just ate an entire loving earth chocolate bar (80g) and I don't give a shit, thought you should know.

When you've been eating aaaall the chocolate and sugary, greasy things but still manage to lose weight and you low key don't believe the scales and you're confused af but you'll take it???? Know what I'm saying???

I plan and do and get excited about many things. I write lists all the time to keep track of my to-do's, my goals, my dreams. And on that list there's things like: Be a kick ass business lady, raise fearless children, get married. And on the list, always, without fail, there's this little note that says "lose X lbs". It's just there because I feel like I have to put it there. Women are supposed to want to be thinner. And I do... but I am putting so much more effort in literally any other goal than losing weight. And that's awesome. Go me!

Actually, you know what? I am pretty together. My life is good. I am a good person, who does good things. But I want to be better. I want to excell and be the best. I just don't know at what. I am in my late twenties. I am focusing on my career. It's just not that clear to me yet what I want to be... Like, I go to work every day, I do what I think I should and I constantly try to be better but it's not enough. I need to figure out what goal it is, that I'm chasing and then ATTACK.

Ahhh, the joy of looking at pictures of when you were sick and romanticising that time. A true classic!

Also: Why did I never have a flat stommach? Not even when I was severely underweight? Just asking cuz not fair.

I'm moving today! Not far but still. Moving the little things today and furniture tmrw. Seriously considering adapting a more minimalist lifestyle. Moving is stressfull. So. Much. Stuff.