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so no one was gonna tell me how much ryan gosling was grunting and groaning and all bloodied up in the gray man?
i've been missing out for this long?
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just saw these at my library and there was a sign saying not to take them because apparently someone's been stealing them 😭
every time i watch thunderbolts* and hear mel and valentina say "the avengers aren't coming, no one's coming to save the day," a small part of me dies.
they don't recognize bucky as an avenger, a hero, or even a good person.
every time.
and to top it all off, i just saw a fan theory that said doom could kill bucky in front of steve and sam.
every time i watch thunderbolts* and hear mel and valentina say "the avengers aren't coming, no one's coming to save the day," a small part of me dies.
they don't recognize bucky as an avenger, a hero, or even a good person.
every time.
I will never cease to be impressed by what happened in that scene.
Bucky was completely lost, terrified and in pain. Not only mentally, but physically as well. His prosthetic arm was damaged, his human arm was ripped from its socket and his ribs were likely broken from the weight of the beam that had crushed him. He jumped dozens, if not hundreds of meters into the water where the Helicarriers were falling and with both arms damaged he found the strength to not only to swim, but also to pull Steve to the surface and tow him to shore, which was far, far away.
Do you know how impressive that is?
It's not just physical strength, as Hydra likely pushed him beyond his limits many times, but the mental strength he found within himself at that moment. And how much he loved Steve Rogers to bring to do it. Platonic or romantic, however you prefer to interpret it.
I will always be impressed by this, even now, 12 years later.

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do you think bucky was sexually abused? that Selby scene in tfatws makes me wonder every single time
Thanks for the question.
I’ve tagged this post but just in case tumblr glitches, trigger warnings for: rape, sexual abuse, dissociation, sexual assault, imprisonment, torture, war, ptsd, mind control. I’ve probably missed others so read at your own risk 😬
The short answer is yes.
The longer answer is 1) unethical human experimentations were rife during WW2, and Hydra is supposed to represent the worst of them; 2) super soldiers were highly sought after for decades and we’ve seen no evidence it could be reproduced from Bucky’s blood, therefore they are likely to try more direct methods of reproducing a super soldier; 3) sexual violence is common during conflicts, and male survivors of war-related sexual violence are increasingly being recognised as a large population of silent sufferers; 4) dissociation may have been something Hydra wanted to achieve as part of Bucky’s mind control, and dissociative symptoms are commonly linked with extensive sexual abuse.
Before I go to the super long essay, I just wanted to say that the scene in TFATWS was most likely written as a snide joke (cos rape jokes are funny amirite, especially if a guy is the victim), but Bucky fans have read it straight because his traumatic past makes that suggestion a real possibility. Unfortunately, in the context of Zemo’s comment and Selby’s leer, that adds a possibility that I haven’t mentioned above — which is that Hydra wasn’t just sexually abusing Bucky as a power play or to break his mind, but they were deriving pleasure from the acts and offering him up for sexual favours…which, is so deep in HTP territory that it…says a lot about the sheltered life the creators live to pass that off as a joke.
that scene in tfatws always made me uncomfortable and now i know why.
Take a closer look here in this scene below.
Bucky’s just about to grab Valentina when, out of nowhere, an invisible force stops him. He doesn’t even get the chance to reach her. And yeah, that’s Sentry. We all know it’s him. But what a lot of people don’t notice is what happens after that.
Watch closely—Bucky grabs his wrist, twisting his fingers a bit like he’s trying to ease the pain. You can see he’s hurting, even if he’s trying to play it off. That’s not just him being cautious—that’s Sentry actually hurting him, even from a distance.
And remember who we’re talking about here: Bucky Barnes. A super soldier. Strong, trained, and been through a lot of pain. If he’s reacting like that, it says a lot. Sentry didn’t just stop him; he made sure Bucky felt it.
What’s even crazier is that Sentry wasn’t even in the room. He didn’t have to be. Just his presence alone—that invisible force—was enough to stop Bucky and make him hurt. That’s the kind of power we’re dealing with here. He didn’t need to show up, didn’t need to say a word. Can do things without being present.
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Are there any Marvel characters you like outside of the MCU?
absolutely! i love steve kemp (not what he does) and owen taylor (also not what he does). unfortunately i seem to have a thing for morally gray men.
i've been seeing so many people posting that they think bucky's gonna die in doomsday/secret wars because "seb's contract is up after 9 movies with marvel" and "there's no room for character development for him anymore". i get that his contract's gonna be up but i still think they can do more with his character even if they don't give him a happy ending. they don't have to kill him off because there's still a lot more to explore about him. NOT TO MENTION we haven't seen him with alpine yet (yes i know seb's allergic to cats but he held one in a different man. i'm sure he can take allergy pills).
simply put if he dies i WILL be that person in theaters unashamedly ugly sobbing. thank you.
sebastian teasing potential deaths at tokyo comic con:
"i don’t know what’s gonna happen. we'll see who makes it and who doesn’t, but rdj is coming back and he's definitely gonna have something in store for everybody" WHAT DO YOU MEAN 😭
he might not know what happens to characters he isn't in the scene with, but he definitely knows something based off the smile on his face when he said this

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don't mind me, just pissed off that c.ai is removing all disney characters (including marvel, which also means bucky) because disney feels threatened by them being on there.
people who wrote incredible intros for their bots?
gone.
i rewatched civil war for the millionth time and just realized that howard stark literally addressed bucky as "sergeant barnes" while he was being killed. that's why the winter soldier hesitated for a moment before bashing the man's head into the car.
i can't hear for shit.
apparently it also never occurred to me to use subtitles because i thought i could decipher what was being said.
newsflash: i can't.
EDIT: i also know bucky was buying plums in bucharest to help with his memory and practicing being gentle with things. i got curious and wanted to confirm, so i googled it (google ai results below). THIS POOR BABY HAS SENSORY ISSUES 😭
why am i rewatching the deleted scenes from endgame only to find that i never watched the goji berries scene. tony stark had a fucking alpaca named gerald and i can't help but wonder if it's one of rdj's because i remember seeing somewhere that he's got a farm.
best part is that it's totally what you'd expect from rdj and tony stark.